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jijija
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Interests: computer science!!
flash animation,
computer graphic,
visual arts,
figure skating,
tae kwon do,
basketball,
travelling
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Software)
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Member Since:
3/17/2003
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| Series of unfortunate events...that might be a good description.
Physical, mental/emotional, financial damage...yes.....but i'm ok.
To be honest, I am a little stressed and a little frustration. But everything is under control.
I am clear on my next steps, and I'm defintely trying hard to take care of myself well.
one thing i can say is that i now know i can handle emergencies.
However, when when people start showing up and i know i don't need to
be tough then i'll start to cry =P
Special thanks to (not in any importance order) Andy, MatLaw, Ryan, biu gor and Betty.
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| We all have dreams.
We must work hard. We're not alone. | | |
| i'm proud of myself. i've once again made myself stronger and tougher. Just when I thought things are confusing, I found out they are actually more complicated than I think. Things seem to have settled though, as in there are directions for previous uncertainties.
Times had been real rough. Someone dear and important to me is still very sick. Aa sudden funeral just happened, suddenly. I don't want to talk about it too much, but to those who cares, I want to let you guys know that despite that my situation is really difficult, I'm handling better. I've collapsed broken and sharttered many times but I'm back on track now. I hope things will get better too. I don't know how to pray. I don't know how to hope...I want things to get better and it must.
I'm very thankful to my dear friends who have been very understanding of my situation. Esp my cs buddies who covered me up when I wasn't not really there. I'm glad I have people I can depend on, and I promise that I'll make myself dependable again. Most importantly I'm thankful to have you with me the entire time, mr.bf~ Thanks for all the love and care when at times when I feel frighten and weak.
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| I've never like to document
things on xanga...some things are too personal, too special, too much,
too important to be recorded somewhere outside of me. I just like to
write to the people who are far away and still cares- I'm doing fine
No regrets. My life has been really exciting...I'm excited too; I hate to wait.
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I'm not confident and I don't understand anything about the future
I am not brave nor tough to face consequences
I made a choice, and I'm walking a path
even though I don't know where I'm going
I'm going somewhere
out of here
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