Filled with blessingsMaking life changes everyday. Every decisions are very important to me. My life has been daunting lately. Have been to multiple states, such as happy, unhappy, satisfied, unsatisfied, hatre, love, angry, forgiveness.... Finally I realized something.... I am ready to make some life changes and it's gonna start right now. Hopefully I will be able to share some of those with my close friends when we get the time later on. Everyday, I learn to love everyone around me. I learn to accept every bad things that ppl do. I learn to become jesus who love every son and daughter without asking for their love in return. I have to honest with myself that I ain't jesus. I am not able to love everyone without expecting to love me back. It's just not easy. Especially, it's really tough to face people who lie everyday. I struggle so much with people's judgements about certain things. It's not easy to accept everyone's point of view, especially when they tried to pinpoint you. I have no doubt that the steps that I am taking are very important. I have been in the thinking mode for at least the past 200 hours. One after another, I never stop making decisions. And I am getting good at reading signs of God. Life is hard. i am just glad that I am alive. It doesn't really matter if I am not getting what I desired. because I know it may not be that important to me anyways... and I probably don't need it most of the time. As long as I have god in my heart, everything is gonna be ok. | 
