Quotes, Poems, Lyrics....and thoughts.

Reveal not every secret you have to a friend, for how can you tell but that friend may hereafter become an enemy. And bring not all mischief you are able to upon an enemy, for he may one day become your friend.

He hasn't an enemy in the world - but all his friends hate him.

A wise man gets more use from his enemies than a fool from his friends.

The time heals every pain. (German Quote)

Give me your hand...
-i'll warm them, when you feel cold.
-i'll stroke them, when you're scared.
-i'll let them go, when they want to be free...

Lyrics of the most famous german Lovesongs. I translated it for you into English. These songs are about ten years old, but still loveable. These two pieces just got my heart...

Say it loud
(Sag es laut)

Say it loud
when you love me
Say it loud
that you give me everything
Say it loud
that I mean everything to you
Say it loud
because I just feel like hearing it

Do you hear, what I say?
Do you know, what I want?
Do you hear my question?
Do you know, what I want?
Nothing's gonna happen to you
No crowds gonna touch you
My life will protect yours
You won't lose me

CHORUS
Say it loud
when you love me
Say it loud
that I mean everything to you
Say it loud
because I just feel like hearing it

I'll fight only for us
when somebody separates us
I'll blend my blood with iron then
your flame burns in me
I'll always hear
what your heart says to mine
in front of thousand angel's choirs
I asked you...

CHORUS
Say it loud
when you love me
Say it loud
that I mean everything to you
Say it loud
because I just feel like hearing it

Airplanes in my stomach
(german: Flugzeuge im Bauch)

shadow in sight
your laugh painted on a wall
your thoughts are not with me anymore
you stroke me mechanical
completely sterile
your cold hands...I dread it

I feel empty and used
everything hurts
airplanes in my stomach..
I can't eat anymore
I just can't forget you
but at least I try.

CHORUS
Give me my heart back
you don't need my love anymore
Give me my heart back
before it gets broken
the sooner, the sooner you leave
the easier, the easier it's for me

Nobody who grieves me
Nobody who squeezes me deep inside
Nobody who uses me everytime
Nobody who talks to me only because of a guilty feeling
and who calms vanity on me

Nobody who is here
when needed
taking a deep breath
being lonely

Let me goo oooh
leave me alone
so that it can take an end

CHORUS 2x
Give me my heart back
you don't need my love anymore
Give me my heart back
before it gets broken
the sooner, the sooner you leave
the eaiser, the easier it's for me

I feel empty and used
everything hurts..
airplanes in my stomach
I can't eat anymore
I just can't forget you
but at least I'm trying..

Give me my heart back
you don't need my love anymore
Give me my heart back
before it gets broken
the sooner, the sooner you leave
the easier, the easier it's for me...

What is LOVE? All of us ask these questions, but we never come to the one-and-only answer. Love isn't something you can describe...it's there..you feel it...you can't control it.What is the difference of having a crush, like in teenage, and the difference between long-term, true love? Does TRUE love exist? Or is it just an addiciton of feelings, like the addiction of alcohol, drugs, etc? Do we need to feel like "yea, somebody loves me.That means I am loveable.". When do you fall in love?What do you look in more for a parnter, inside or outside? Does love-at-first-sight really exist? And..what are the differences between family love, friends love, and partner love? What is needed for a long-lasting relationship? Wanna share your thoughts!

Have you ever thought about how a simple experience can make you so much more stronger? It's amazing. For somewhat reason, I had it much more harder in my life than other people. I don't really want to talk about this here, because it's something i wanna keep for myself. Anyway, since I am trying and trying to change that, I can slowly see the results of my efforts. And then, you suddenly feel free, relaxed, and easy going. And it makes you happy and proud of yourself. And afterwards, you're thankful for that what happened. At the moment when you're in this situation, it doesn't really comfort you. But then, it's really something that helped you in your life.

NEW STUFF: I added sum music into my xanga (it's russian/eastern european btw..). It sounds like summer. my real name is natasha :p. and I LIKE it.. so if u don't,just press the stop button and everythin is fine, ok?

Only SEVEN MORE DAYS until i'm in amazing CHINA!!!!! wooohooo!! And I got a new cam =] a silver nikon coolpix, small and handy. kekeke =D. Sometimes I don't wanna get it from its pocket, because then i'm just thinking oooh noo i don't wanna make this shiny silver thing dirty with my hands...xD or sometimes,when I get new stuff, like a cam, a cell phone, or something like this, i am always afraid i will make it broken because i press a wrong button or somethin...no..i'm not crazy...just over-careful..like my father with this kind of stuff..xD. I'll make soooo many pics of China to share!!=) I can't believe it yet!! I think I will believe it when I am standing at the Chinese airport..xD

love you all.

Another schoolyear passed

Time is so quick. I can't believe that this schoolyear is almost done. No tests, nothing to study..that's great!! Oooh btw, have I told you that I'm going to fly to CHINA this summer?! YEEEEAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe it!!! =D I'm practicing Kung Fu martial arts, and our Kung Fu class goes to China this year with our two masters. That's just MARVELLOUS!! ASIA!!!!!! I'm going to buy myself sooo many stuff there!!Doing some shopping..you know, simple stuff, like pumps with these chinese silk pattern (aaaaawwww!!!!). Lucky me that I have a small shoe size, so I can buy myself shoes in Asia =P I'm obsessed with pumps!! hmmm..and maybe I'll buy a kimono too??

 ehehehehe...=]. Asia has something special to me..their culture, their temples, their philosophy, people there.. It's amazing! I've been to Thailand two times. People always smile there, they are so nice and warm. And as I came back to Europe, everyone looks so angry.. I hardly see anyone smiling. When I smile to someone here, I hardly recieve a smile back...but..nah, it's not that they MUST smile to me..it's just.. ... you know what I mean. Not only that...there are so many racists round here...(not that I want to make Austria looking for you like a bad country or that I wanna say that Austrians are bad guys..nonono!!..i'm just honest..). There are many Eastern European Immigrants here, most of them come from Turkish and Balkan area, aaand..yea... Austrians don't really like us..but..sometimes I understand that..because many of our people behave in such a silly way here..there are very few from us which come to university and stuff, you know..their job chances aren't just as good as for native Austrians...but..yea...please don't misunderstand me..I just needed to share this experience here...because it makes me angry..when I think about the fact that my ex-boyfriend didn't want to start a relationship with me as I told him that I come from Balkan area.. that just fuckin sucks..i mean, how would you feel?

 .. but well..now I found the one. =]   **

aaah well..this saturday, I'm going to buy a camera to make some huge photos =) and I'm sharing with you these ones when I'll come back from our group trip. That will be so much fun. =]]
Chiiiinaaa, I'm coming!!!!!!!!

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SO I've just decied to put some pics of the party at my friend's school upstate of Austria here into my blog. I'm really sorry for the bad quality of the pictures, that's because I've taken the pictures by holding my phone in front my friend's phone to make the pictures, because my bluetooth didn't work....I hate my phone.

ME AND MY BOYFRIEND!!! =D i love u babe..smooch.
oh and btw, I'm holding a flower and white wine. =)


On the left: one of my friends. and me...drunk.. =]


...and again!!!


In the middle: my friend who went to this school where the ball has taken place.


me, my bf, and my friend. love u all!! my friends. *hugs*


In the morning: that was about 7 am in the subway, as we were on our way to McDonalds after such a long night....it was raining outside. I looked away from the cam..=] beside me, my lovely bf.

Oooh yea and btw, I've just edited my profile pic. That's me at MANGO =D hihihi. I love that pic!!!! =)
Hope you enjoyed watching the pics, though it's not the best quality...sorry friends!! =(
Yesterday I was at jamba.at, it's a german website where you can get ringtones and animated gif backgrounds and whatsoever for your phone. So, my new ringtone I've chosen is Burn by USHER. =]]. and I got an animated background pic too. It's a purple sunset with a red heart swimming in the ocean. It's soooo cute....oh man, I think I'm in love...