| It's over...Somehow I feel like I will never write another xanga entry again. I suppose I might change my mind someday, but at this point I've simply lost interest. Talking to unknown masses just doesn't appeal to me, I want personal communication with people~ and facebook is just a better format for that. I want to keep in touch, just not in a way where I feel like I'm talking to no one. So I guess this is it... goodbye xanga! |
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| I took this picture for my visa, thought it turned out nicely. In any
case it's the most recent photo I have of myself (haven't owned a
camera in 4 years!~).
I feel so alone today... it's not that I feel as if nobody cares or anything, but everyone's simply busy or far away.
So I have less than 2 weeks before I go, it's finally starting to hit me that I'm leaving for good. I plan to come back again, but by then so much will change~ I feel an overwhelming sense of grief as I begin to close this chapter of my life.
the agony of saying goodbye...
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| So it's official~ I'm staffing for GOP!
A little nervous, mostly excited~ a place to stay, food to eat, people to pour my heart into... all I ever really need to get by =)
My heart is happy <3 |
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| Airbags hurt!!I got into a car accident yesterday, the car was smashed and airbags deployed, but I was ok. It was shocking, as well as frustrating to lose my means of transportation. But anyways, I'm happy that I wasn't injured badly, so for that I'm grateful.
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| Aaahh... I have such a love/hate relationship with xanga. Sure I'd like to keep in touch with people, yet it feels like such an impersonal format. Whatever, I'll just have to update on another day when I feel like sharing something about myself. Now is not that day~ |
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