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Sunday, December 09, 2007

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 21:39:35 GMT

one step forward another five back
all these things, my mind's gonna crack
Flashing lights designed to distract
this is life there aint no hack

gotta go through the work
gotta go through the hurt
gotta go through the murk
gotta go...gotta go..gotta go

what to do when they're expectin
hopes and dreams... they be beckin
It's all a matter not how but when
you'll fall through they be waitin

gotta go through the work
gotta go through the hurt
gotta go through the murk
gotta go...gotta go..gotta go

greener grass grows on the other side
never know until you get denied
register the next level above the fries
stop drawing the line between truth and lies

gotta go through the work
gotta go through the hurt
gotta go through the murk
gotta go...gotta go..gotta go

make it big, playing all the shows
spending large to impress the ....soul
your pocket grows as you flow cold
flying so low not knowing you no more

gotta go through the work
gotta go through the hurt
gotta go through the murk
gotta go...gotta go..gotta go

ps...does anyone know the song that goes "no justice no peace, dont trust the police, they got me face down in the middle of the streets" if anyone has this song please email to me =]

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 02:16:54 GMT

Looking out the window of the bus
Too excited to absorb the sights
Trapped in the midtown rush
A date awaits this Saturday night

....forget it...

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 21:03:34 GMT

Sleeping. That's all I have been doing in the month i was gone. That's all. nothing at all...and i'm still freaking tired. Heh. Peace out. I'm getting sleepy.

Friday, November 09, 2007

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 06:57:01 GMT

I feel as human beings, we tend to glorify the positive in others all the while magnifying the negative within ourselves. This, as i see it, is a form of self-hatred that everyone comes across. Instead of comparing our flaws with the strengths of our peers, we should instead see ourselves for our good points; however, this does not permit ignorance of our weaknesses.

I have a quote. "Life is defined as mediocrity." For each strength we raise above others. we have a weakness we harbor beneath our layers of emotional secrecy. If you take the average of each person...it all levels out.

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Now playing: Frank Sinatra - You Are The Sunshine Of My Life (1974)
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Now playing: Sick Puppies - Too Many Words
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Monday, October 29, 2007

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 01:00:11 GMT

Its the fox chasing the hounds
Its the moon lighting the sky brilliant blue
Its the clown making kids frown
Its the stereotype of the tip leaving Jew

Its all things what love is and is not
everything making sense of nothing
its the pain of the words i forgot
Its the song the tone deaf sings

the guilt of living and wanting more
its the planned destruction of giving birth
Its the disgusting beauty everyone longs for
its the blame they place on my hurt

its the pity the pitied has for mankind
its the utter hate lovers have for each other
its the burn of the images in my mind
the feeling of you makes my heart flutter.

left is right, up is down, love is you
changes what maintain the status quo
its the all the answers you knew i knew
its the deepest secrets you fail to show

we are as Dynamic as the moving plates
Its the look you give me as i talk
its the fact you have the key to my gate
Its the smile you frown when we walk.

It's us.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 09:29:43 GMT

I'm screwed again. This is just great. I swear...It's like I want to do my homework ahead so I don't be all stressed..But apparently my body says otherwise. The workload is making my body more tired even before I start it. So I slept last night and now I'm practically done for. Even if I do get my work done and turn everything on time....I'm screwed for the test next Tuesday. Then the poem for Friday. And that vocab on Friday too. But I can't really be complaining, there are those with the same workload and they're not complaining. I'm just sick and tired of falling asleep and not doing my work.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:59:31 GMT

Wondering time and time again
Showing up for the pointless parts
Wasting life with so called friends
Leaving before the excitement starts

Feeling like you're missing out
Staring through the stained glass
Walking away to sit and pout
Sleep your way through class

Too scared of pain to cut
Scared to jump as well
Last choice is the pills but
Don't go the money to kill

You know it's just a phase.
You know it's all the craze.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 00:27:46 GMT

There’s somewhere I want to be
There’s something I want to do
There’s someone I want see
And it always leads me back to you

I can’t believe I never noticed before
My mind is spinning on its end
things you do leave me wanting more
You’re my heart’s nourishment

I just want to hold your hand
And whisper in your ear
Life with you is all too grand
I know I have nothing to fear

So as we walk down this path
I know you’re my better half

Friday, September 21, 2007

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 10:33:05 GMT

its funny how i hate school. its funny how i havent started my gov essay. its 7:32 am...its funny. come on laugh with me.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 00:05:03 GMT

I've been here long enough to see you grow
And If there's one thing i want you to know
Its about time I should go
Time to get out of the back row

I've been here a bit too long
If I stayed I'd do you wrong

I wonder If you'll remember me
I wonder if you were truly happy

I'd walk away from this game
I'd walk away with my name

I understand theres no turning back
My hands tremble as I pack

Silent tears whistle as they fall
Out the window with you in the hall.

The suns shines a perpetual gray
Seconds pass into forever days
On your lap My head would lay
When I've found my own way