Hello all!!!! Well I have arrived in China and am having a great time!!!  I should be posting pictures in a few days but that is only if time will allow.  We have a lot of shit to pack into this week and I am looking forward to it.  Well Wolf, Ang, and I just arrived in Guanzhou, Guangdong at Mandi's house and are all really tired.  So I guess it is time for me to get some shut-eye.  Goodnight all hope to hear from you!!!

Josh

So there is so many things running through my head right now.  I dont believe that Stillwater is the place for me to be right now.  I have lost all my drive that I once had and don't even have the drive to go to class.  This has became a proble over the past couple weeks.  I am having to drop my finance class already and I am afraid to know what else has went wrong.  Shall I follow my instincts and move to Tulsa and try to start fresh, or shall I stick it out and hope for the best.  I know what I want to do and probably should do to make myself happy but I am afraid that it isn't what is expected of me.  I feel like I am being pulled in so many directions and don't know what to do.  My life is falling apart in front of my eyes.  I have had so much time to think about this and I think I have made up mymind, but at the same time if I do decide to move I don't know weather or no I will be able to have the support that I do here.  I will be starting anew and having to do this all on my own with a small friend group and not knowing what is going on.  This is so hard.  I guess I should just follow my heartand do what I want to do for once but I am still unsure.  Wow I never share my feeling with even my close friends like this and yet here I am sharing them with the world.  I guess I just need some input.  What should I do? 

Josh

Ok, so it is time for me to post again I guess.  So I had a great New Years and I am sure a lot of you know that, lol.  I was, how should I put this, SHIT CANNED!!!!!  Well classes are going good, and I hope everyone else's are as well.  This is all I have for now.  I have to be off to class like a good kid ( wow that is a stretch).  Anyway hope everyone has a great weekend.

Josh

Hey all!!! I figured it was time for me to update.  Well I have been stressing out about my finals trying to get everything ready and what not.  I am just ready for this semester to be over with!!!!  Well I am really excited because one of my best friends, Mandi Tomasi, will be coming in soon.  I haven't seen her in soooo long.  I can't wait till she gets here.  Well that is all for now.  leave me some love.

P.S. For those of you who don't know this is Mandi---------->

Josh