hello?

how many people are still using this thing??

some pictures.

the NO LYING survey.

EIGHT THINGS:

8. last cigarette: about an hour ago.
7. last alcoholic beverage: about 7 hours ago.
6. last phone call: maxie.
5. Time it is now: 11:56 pm.
4. last thing you did: went to see head automatica and jack's mannequin at the hammerstein ballroom.
3. last time you had a Bubble bath: geez. oh, in florida back at the end of november '06.
2. last time you cried: yesterday probably.
1. last meal: i think i forgot to eat today.

SEVEN have you's:

7. have you ever dated someone twice? yes.
6. have you ever been cheated on? i'm pretty sure. even tho cocksuckers lied about it. of course.
5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it? no. kinda. but no.
4. have you ever fallen in love? very much so.
3. have you ever lost someone? yes.
2. have you ever been depressed? yes.
1. have you ever had a heartbreak? yes. but i'm guilty of the opposite as well.

SIX things you did in the last three days

6. Went to school: no. that's been a while. since like... 2001. or 2.
5. Went to work: this morning.
4. Colored: around christmas time. work gets mad boring.
3. Got drunk: earlier tonight. i'm pretty sober now.
2. Had sex: been a few... while.
1. Hurt yourself: the winter hurts my nails. that and, i ran into a pole today and bruised up my arm.

THIS YEAR...

Fallen out of love?
yes.

Laughed until you cried
yes.

Met someone who changed your life?
yes.

Found out who your true friends were?
YES.


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF

2. Gay marriage?
to each his own. gay pride baby. gay pride. got way too many friends to think/say otherwise even if i wanted to.

5. Who is the best hugger that you know?
omg. hrmm... ari. or dre.

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?
to a certain extent.

7. Is there something you want to tell someone?
a lot of things. to a lot of people.

8. what kinda shirt are you wearing?
low cut blank tank.

11. How many kids do you want to have?
2. maybe 3.

12. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
somewhat. it's getting better at any rate.

13. Do you wanna change your name?
no. but if i did, it'd be mary jane.

14. What did you do for your last birthday?
hrmm. don't really remember. it was pretty low-key. oh wait. adl took me out to a nice dinner then i ended up meeting up with other friends afterwards.

15. What time did you wake up today?
9:00ish. and that's AM you fuckers.

16. What were you doing at midnight last night?
packing. :(

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?
find an apartment.

18. Last time you saw your father?
right after new years.

19. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
there's a lot of things. and no amount of time in the world would be enough to even start explaining.

20. Which hand do you like better?
left. but i'm a righty.

21.What are you listening to right now?
the fishtank.

23. Have you ever donated money to a good cause?
yes.

24. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?
yes.

26. Who's getting on your nerves right now?
a few people. but not enough to let it get to me.

27. Most visited website?
gmail.

29. Coke or Pepsi?
pepsi.

30. Do you have a crush?
maybe.

31. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?
yes.

32. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world?
i guess. but, whatever.

33. Do you think there's some models/people out there that are actually good role models?
i'm sure there are.

34. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends?
very much so. they're my friends for a reason.

If you answered honestly to all these, repost as:

NO LYING SURVEY

sweet surprise.

the other night i was lounging around munching on random chocolates from this box of hershey®'s pot of gold. when you open the box, there's about 15 pieces of mixed chocolate goodness. vanilla caramel, chocolate caramel, rum & butter, milk chocolate truffle, etc. etc... and of course - my all time favorite, pecan caramel clusters. turtles. mm.

so back to the other night..., i'm sitting there eating my chocolates and get down to the last few so i close the box - whilst shaking my head in disbelief over how many pieces i actually divulged before forcing myself to stop. today, i go back to eat the remaining pieces of chocolate and when i picked up the box, i thought it felt a little too heavy to be that empty. so i lifted up the little plastic (now empty) tray to discover an entirely fresh layer of equally delectable chocolates. amazing. just amazing. thank you hersey®'s. (:

happy hallmark holiday to those who are forced to celebrate,
and the rest of us who are simply smart enough to stay away.

= HAPPY LOVE DAY = to all my friends who are in love, in like,
out of love, almost in like and especially those who are
bitter & jaded. (:

hey, no one needs the love of a [wo]man...
all you need... is the one from ME.