Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much aint twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees
(repeat)

Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
And gravity has taken better men than me (Now how can that be?)

Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Come on, keep me where the light is
Come on, keep me where the light is
Away from all the dark
Keep me where the light is
Keep me where, keep me where the light is

Oh.....Dont you just ever feel this way?....i mean you try to keep a positive outlook well to your ability which in my case isnt that easy i mean come on im just not a positive person....i honestly dont know what to feel or think right now! right now im just at the point of frustration that its starting to drive me insane.... on the bright side im out of highschool no offense to the people still there but im still sitting at home and the person whom i spent hours with the person i love is now hours away and i spend the hours we spent together just driving myself insane about our lives.... i mean im here in the same old town we came from the faces are the same no matter which way you look at them.... in the past week i havent even left the house.... haha i mean yeah i should be working but thats easier said then done.... its not easy to just go out and get a job these days. trust me ive tried and dont have anything to show for it..... but lets stick to the point at the moment.... anyone in a highschool relationship be warned right now that once your out and in school or in my case living its gonna get really hard................ ok before you think theres troubled waters you better think again my Relationship is fine but its still hard...... its hard to go from seeing someone everyday to maybe twice a month so all im really trying to say is its not just an easy ball game once your out of highschool.... im not saying i miss it the school part that is and most of the people but i do miss the little things you tended to take for granted.... and you know i dont know what college is like and some people think less of me for it and personally i do to so if your younger and you have time to pull your ass of the ground then i say you better damn well do it if you screwed around like i did and you still got a few years trust me turn your life around its for the better... i did graduate so i got that going for me but to be honest i really feel like i missed out on something and i did i missed out on the whole college experience and again parts of it im glad i did....... like dorms and roomates and so many people which i know doesnt leave much haha...... but i know for the majority of the situation i have only myself to blame i mean i dicked off in school and it landed me where i am today........i mean yeah if i would of applied myself like someone with a brain then i could of got into college chances are i would of hated it and id still be complaining about all the same stuff i just complained about i'll admit that haha but at least i would be busy and not just sit in my room all day.....But it looks like Gravity missed me for once.......because in all reality things arent so bad now......i think im getting used to the seperation in my relationship and its really only an hour away i can take that and i can make it there in 48 minutes if i play all my get out of ticket free cards! haha so through the arguments about time and people everything is great haha and about my life and being missed by gravity i think the world has just recently propelled me in a whole new direction! dreams could be finally panning out who knows its all worth the shot! so fare well for a while since i never update this anymore and never know when i will again i'll say this...."Stay gold pony boy Stay Gold"

You know it's hard out here for a pimp (you ain't knowin)
When he tryin to get this money for the rent (you ain't knowin)
For the Cadillacs and gas money spent (you ain't knowin)
[1] Because a whole lot of bitches talkin shit (you ain't knowin)
[2] Will have a whole lot of bitches talkin shit (you ain't knowin)


In my eyes I done seen some crazy thangs in the streets
Gotta couple hoes workin on the changes for me
But I gotta keep my game tight like Kobe on game night
Like takin from a ho don't know no better, I know that ain't right
Done seen people killed, done seen people deal
Done seen people live in poverty with no meals
It's fucked up where I live, but that's just how it is
It might be new to you, but it's been like this for years
It's blood sweat and tears when it come down to this shit
I'm tryin to get rich 'fore I leave up out this bitch
I'm tryin to have thangs but it's hard fo' a pimp
But I'm prayin and I'm hopin to God I don't slip, yeah

[Chorus]

Man it seems like I'm duckin dodgin bullets everyday
Niggaz hatin on me cause I got, hoes on the tray
But I gotta stay paid, gotta stay above water
Couldn't keep up with my hoes, that's when shit got harder
North Memphis where I'm from, I'm 7th Street bound
Where niggaz all the time end up lost and never found
Man these girls think we prove thangs, leave a big head
They come hopin every night, they don't end up bein dead
Wait I got a snow bunny, and a black girl too
You pay the right price and they'll both do you
That's the way the game goes, gotta keep it strictly pimpin
Gotta have my hustle tight, makin change off these women, yeah

[Chorus]

Thats Right Folks Thats Your Oscar Winning Original Song.................

Who's joining me in a mass suicide?