Currently Listening Bleed American By Jimmy Eat World If You Don't, Don't see related

so I lied.  I didn't write anything about New York in here.  It all went in a real diary instead.  One with paper pages and illegible script covering the pages.  Real honesty is never electronic.  anyway...  I am a big admirer of Lori so I do one of these damn survey things--probably haven't done one since high school--in her honor. 

1. 4th grade teacher's name: Mr. Sell
2. Last words you said to dad:  I dont' have any money either. 
3. Last song you sang: Boogie Fever (You Got to Boogie Down!)
4. Last person you hugged: Mom
5. Last thing you laughed at: Lori stating that the first thing she thinks of in the morning is "I have to pee."
6. Last time you slept all day: Today
7. Last time you cried: Today
8. What color socks are you wearing: none
9. What's under your bed: idk, just moved back home temporarily
10. What time did you wake up today: haha...so late i'm not telling
11. Current Taste: what?  brownies?
12. Current hair: curly french braid wrapped in a scarf
13. Current annoyance: job searching
14. Current longing: employment
15. Current desktop background: clouds
16. If you could play any instrument: piano
17. Favorite color(s): navy blue, dark green, cream
18. How tall are you: five feet eight inches
19. Current favorite word/saying: whomp whomp whomp...adapted from abby's whomp whomp
20. Favorite book:  I could never pick just one, who am I kidding?
21. Favorite season: NOT WINTER
22. What is your career going to be like: I'll let you know when I get it started...working on it!
23. How many kids do you want: I don't think about kids; I'm not even married. 

HAVE YOU EVER

24. Said "I love you": yes
25. Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: yes
26. Been to New York: yes
27. Been to Florida:  yes
28. Been to California: no
29. Been to Hawaii: no
30. Been to Mexico: no
31. Been to China: no
32. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes
33. Do you have a crush on someone?:  no
34. What book are you reading now? Just finished Le Divorce and I'm beginning Loving Frank to be followed by Empire Falls
35. Worst feeling in the world:  betrayal 
36. What is the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning: "Nooooooooooo!  Five more minutes!"
37. How many rings before you answer? I don't answer my phone.
38. Future daughter's name(s): I dont' thin about kids but I think Pilar is a wonderful middle name and i'm going with it
39. Future son's name(s): again, not thinking about it
40. What do you sleep with: whatever pillow i can scrounge up and Hermenegildo, mi osito
41. What do you wear to sleep in: depends on how hot or cold it is.
42. Where are you: Greensburg (unfortunately)
43. Where do you wish you were: Traveling through Europe (Paris would be my first stop)
44. Piercings: none

THE EXTRA STUFF

45. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: John Freida Frizz Ease Straight Answer (ironic, i know since i have curly hair)
46. What clothes do you sleep in: again, what's with picturing me asleep?
47. Who is the last person that called you: Josh
48. Where do you want to get married: Catholic Church
49. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be:  Maintain friendships better; stay in touch more. 50. Hate: cookie cutter suburban homes, that i'll never know as much as I'd like to
51. Been In Love: yes
52. Are you timely or always late? usually cutting it close to late
53. Do you have a job: just finished one and looking for the next
54. Do you like being around people: no
55. Best feeling in the world: hmm...
56. Are you a health freak: exercise no, good food moderate
57. Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: i haven't "gone after" anyone in a very long time.  they were all different though. 
58. Are you lonely right now: no
59. Do you want kids: if i must lol...i am sure the biological clock will eventually sound the alarm

THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU

60. Cried: yes
61. Bought something: yes
62. Gotten sick: no
63. Sang: yes
64. Said I Love You: yes
65. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yes
66. Yelled? yes
67. Moved On: no.
68. Talked to someone: yes
69. Had a serious talk: yes
70. Missed Someone: yes
71. Hugged Someone: yes
72. Yelled at Someone: yes
73. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With:  yes (I think I was kissing Eduardo Noriega in a dream last night, haha) 

New York City: Day 1

Today was my very first day in New York City.  It was drizzling when I got out of the cab and pouring torrential buckets by the end of the night!  Everyone has been pretty nice so far; I really like my apartment roommate Meg and I don't know Britni yet but I bet I will like her too.  I am keeping my fingers crossed that I get to keep my room as a single.  They mistakenly put a boy in my room and he didn't stay so I'm hoping no one else gets added in!  

I went to the Whole Foods grocery store today and got some healthy food to eat and tide me over here for a little bit and then I went to Kmart during the MONSOON to get a pillow, hangers, etc.  I still need to get more hangers though!  Tomorrow we are starting bright and early at 8:30 A.M.  I am excited about things now.  I have been trying really hard to be friendly and pleasant to people because I know I am not apt to make good first impressions usually. 

Well I guess that is all for now!  I will try to write more regularly because I know a lot of people are interested in my new job and the city and such, so I will write to you all later~!

Cesar's class is killing me.  It's painful.  Why do I even bother?  It would be a shame to be a 3.9 GPA senior who gets her first college C her final semester of college.  ugh.........fingers crossed que no. 

Currently Listening Sam's Town By The Killers When You Were Young see related

i think i need a real journal.  with a big padlock.  so i can sort myself out sometimes.

but sometimes i thinks its better to let it all stay clogged up there in my head.