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Posted by: joannio Original: 4/4/2007 5:37 PM Views: 1 Comments: 8 eProps: 6 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

I just finished writing this song a few minutes ago! I just sat down and wrote for like and hour! Praise the LORD!!! He is SOO great!

I've come to learn, once my rain has fallen I can't return it to the gray
so it feeds the vines that choke out His light from my life
and I'll never know how He could love me
to look past my faults and dig deep enough to find something He'd want
I feel so cold
and I can find no warmth in the embrace of this world
I just wish I could hear Him whisper "I'm here my love"
and feel held in His arms as they rocked me
I'd fall asleep as He sang our lullaby
all these mistakes I make just break His heart
everything I do is ends before it even starts
the spirit willing the flesh is weak
I can't defeat the dark in me
I can't escape my own faults
I just wish I could hear Him whisper "I'm here my love"
and feel held in His arms as they'd rock me
I'd fall asleep as He sang our lullaby
My child I'll always love you no matter what you become
even if you hurt me that can't change what I've done
I loved you before you were ever born
I've seen your heart bared
I'm the one who wove your soul
And you don't have to wish anymore
I'm here my love
I don't know how You could touch me knowing all that I am
But You embrace me even though I'm the one who should be broken torn apart
for all the times I break my Father's heart
He whispers
My child I'll always love you no matter what you become
even though you hurt me I won't change what I've done
I loved you long before you were born
I've seen your heart bared
I'm the one who wove your soul
and you don't have to wish anymore
I'm here I'm here
I'm here my love

There it is I hope it's not to confusing cause part of it is from my point of view and part of it is from God's. This is still REALLY rough but I wanted to put it on right away cause it just amazed me how the Lord answered my prayers about this!! And allowed me to write at least one song! I hope it brings Him glory!
~Anne

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Guys I am SO stressed right now it's not even funny! I am just upset! There is no person around right now for me to talk to and frankly I don't feel like talking to them anyway. But I have the Lord to lean on and I know that's all I really need. I just I can't even explain one second I feel so good and the next I'm just a mess! This is one of those times where I just need to cry and let it out but I can't. I wish I could explain! But it's probably better this way. Guys please pray for me! I just really feel under attack! I gotta go.
~Anne

Posted 4/4/2007 5:37 PM - 1 view - 8 comments

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Aww what a beautiful song!!! I Always LOVE reading them! hey, if ever you need to talk or anything you can call me (if you have my number.) Or just email me some random email. I have come close to doing that before. Actually that song kinda explains what I am writing your email. But, yeah here is a verse I just ran across that you might like! I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord.
Psalm 40:1- 3 (NIV)

Anyway that is just a really encouraging verse to me. Because when ever you are falling down the Lord lifts you up on a firm place and calls you HIS wonderful child.

Psa 61:2 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock [that] is higher than I.

Isaiah 41: 13 "For I am the LORD, you God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." Isa 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew [their] strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; [and] they shall walk, and not faint.

Well,you have prolly already read alot of these verses. But, it never hurts to hear them again! Luv ya and you are DEFIDENTLY in my prayers!

Lydia

Posted 4/5/2007 1:02 PM by HJfreek - reply

Thanks for you awesome email! I love you!!!

Posted 4/6/2007 2:28 PM by HJfreek - reply

When is your concert? Because I REALLY hope it is on the 27th because the 28th is a horse show! = O

Posted 4/7/2007 12:59 PM by HJfreek - reply