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Name: Melissa
Birthday: 12/15/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: God, music...like The Fray, Fall Out Boy, Hawk Nelson, and Simple Plan...but I like a variety of music!
Expertise: Rocking out! ha! i'm not really good at anything!
Occupation: hhmmm...good question
Message: message me
AIM:  schnauz2008
MSN: liveyourlife08
Yahoo:  mlowell08
Jabber: sometimes
Member Since:
5/18/2006
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| It's been a looooong time!!hey guys, so yea, it's been awhile since i've written!! the stupid RVA internet banned my xanga site...argh!! but anyway, i'm on vac now...so i can write again!! this last term was the worst one ever...but there was some good stuff thrown in there! basketball was amazing this year!! the boys did so well, and i had so much fun being manager! it was such a blast! they all played amazingly...and it was just fun!! yea, BQ was good too! it was such a lte night but i couldn't even tell becuz i was having so much fun! it rocked and the food, and play were both amazing! Then there was interim! i was on Northern Kenya Variety...it was a blast!! we did so many crazy things and it was just fun. i did some stuff that i never thought i would do...laughed hard, and had a blast hurting myself!! lol...it was fun but now that i'm home i'm sick, but it's ok...i wouldn't change any of it! i think the funniest part was rafting with Jeord!! haha...jump left, no your other left!! lol...moon river!! hahahahhahaha Well i have a stupid project to do research for...this is supposed to be vac!! oh well...it won't take too long!! have an awesome day/week everybody!! rock on | | |
| LALALALALAHey everyone!! how was everybody's week? mine rocked, and went by fast, so that was cool! yea, well i got asked to Banquet on Thursday (for those of you who don't know, it's like prom!) it was really cool too! He had his brother come down to my dorm and kidnap me, then he took me up to the flag pole and saram (sp?) wrapped me to it! Then the guy who asked me came and cut it off and gave me a flower. i said yes, of course!! anyway, the only embaressing part was that i was wearing my pajamas!! oh well, it was still cool! there's not much going on right now. i have a lot of homework to do, so i best get busy. i hope that everyone has a rockin cool day/week. i hope that mine goes by fast again. blah i have a PreCalc test on Tuesday!! i think i'm gonna die...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (that was for jerod again ) well anyways, i'm just babling again. i love you all...don't eat the yellow snow!! hahahahaha...ahem, moving on rock on | | |
| LALALALALAHey everyone!! how was everybody's week? mine rocked, and went by fast, so that was cool! yea, well i got asked to Banquet on Thursday (for those of you who don't know, it's like prom!) it was really cool too! He had his brother come down to my dorm and kidnap me, then he took me up to the flag pole and saram (sp?) wrapped me to it! Then the guy who asked me came and cut it off and gave me a flower. i said yes, of course!! anyway, the only embaressing part was that i was wearing my pajamas!! oh well, it was still cool! there's not much going on right now. i have a lot of homework to do, so i best get busy. i hope that everyone has a rockin cool day/week. i hope that mine goes by fast again. blah i have a PreCalc test on Tuesday!! i think i'm gonna die...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (that was for jerod again) well anyways, i'm just babling again. i love you all...don't eat the yellow snow!! hahahahaha...ahem, moving on rock on | | |
| HUH?Hey guys...well this has been one of the worst weeks ever! my best friend had to leave school on Tuesday becuz of some problems that she's been having for awhile...i was ok with it at first becuz i thought that she was coming back next term...i mean i knew it wasn't true, but i hoped...then she came back thursday to pack up her things, and she's gone for a year. she and i were managing varsity basketball together, and i've spent the past few days trying to find a replacement for her...it's been so hard. so many ppl have come to me, and most of them didn't even realize how hard this was for me, or that it was my decision, not theirs. i finally found somebody yesterday...and she's great...but she's not Hannah! how can i go on without her? how can i go on without the one person who knows everything about me? i know that she had to go...but that doesn't make it easier. how can things like this happen so fast? as soon as she found out she might be leaving she told me...but we thought it would be next month. the next day she found out she was leaving that evening. i got to say good bye, but it didn't feel real...and it still doesn't. why is God letting all this stuff happen right now? somebody has to know? i lost Andrew a year ago...and i was finally happy again...but now this! why can't i just be happy without feeling guilty? why can't the pain just stop? i'm sick of pain...and i can't get away from it! i'm sick of being in pain...and i'm sick of seeing my friends in pain. why can't we all get away from this? why can't we stop hurting? | | |
| How To Save A LifeStep one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Chorus Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Chorus
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came Chorus | | |
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