| sigh...i haven't updated in a while...and only...
sigh...life's unraveling so fast im watching my everything go as I just stand still
i can't be angry i don't even have the right to be angry right now
i made stupid decisions that i thought was smart at the time
everything just seems to piece together now...everything just seems to make sense now
maybe I should just suck it up sometimes and forget my pride and actually THINK about what
others have to say cuz more than not they're usually right...
i'm lost right now with no where to go and the things i used to love to lean back against isn't there anymore
the laughs and the smiles have long since gone
i can't ask for things to be the way it used to be
i don't have the right to
i made it this way and i guess i just gotta suck it up once again and stop being a crybaby
i guess ill jus stay frustrated for one night and thats it |
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| thursdayyyyyy- hearing back from cornell and upenn yikes and columbia...goshh hopefully i get in? haha we'll c....gonnna be a long week and next week is breakkk! haha can't waittt till this week is done and over withh |
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| retreat was....amazing..i dunno why but this one was jus different..i'm back home with a feeling of new..awesome awesome experience =D |
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| ughh lol it's jus one of the those weeks..where your jus like..EVERYTHING's not going well haha ill get through it... hopefully...it doesn't get any worse lol..and its ONLy tuesday... |
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