Janna Rae...Sent my body through the toaster and forgot to take it out...
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Name: Janna
Gender: Female


Interests: Dancing,singing,creative writing,horses
Expertise: Dancing,singing
Occupation: student


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Member Since: 8/19/2006

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

ahh blah

nothing feels right anymore to me...I have no idea where my life is going and I hate it.


Thursday, February 28, 2008

So I realize and accept that I am horrible at keeping up with a blog. A lot has been happening. But I really don't have a whole lot to say about it. I am doing good...stronger yet a little worse for wear. The last two years have done some things for me. Made me realize that it's sometimes easier to let another person run your life than it is to expend the nessisary energy it would take to tell them to leave you alone. Made me realize that I am stronger than I think I am and that I can go through a lot of people's dealing me crap before it all becomes too much. Learned that sometimes the best way to find love is simply to let it come to you and not be concerned about when it will happen...even though that is not always the easiest way. Learned that I have no problem being outgoing and no problem blending in with the shadows. Learned that I am an expert at hiding how I feel.
Yes it's been a good and interesting two years. I currently love the direction my life is heading and am thanking God that he has it under control.


Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Dirt, Trucks and Pink High Heels

You make me want to be girly
And change who I am
Flutter my eyes
And be as sweet as I can
Wear pink and high heels
And pretend to be cold
So you'll give me your jacket
And treat me like gold

You make me a tomboy
Cuz you're all trucks and dirt
And everytime I turn around
I've got a new hurt
There's no complaining about pain
Oh no no no that simply won't do
For I must learn to "suck it up"
Just like you
 


Currently Listening
The Black Parade
By My Chemical Romance
Teenagers
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  This is my recent life...I don't have pictures that prove that I did anything besides hang out with friends for the last two months but there was a lot of working and college mixed in with all this... 

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Yeah this is what I do plus work and college....sorry for going so long without blogging.


Monday, October 01, 2007

Currently Listening
Songs to Burn Your Bridges By
By Project 86
Sioux Lane Spirits
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OMG zu viel stress!just plain too much!Ich bin mude all the time because I'm stupid. I dunno I passed my Deutsch quiz even though I didn't study for it at all and the same with my IST test. I guess I'm just one of those lucky people that never has to study for stuff.

 

Soiux Lane Spirits by Project 86

Daddy, she has your eyes
And when she grins you can only realize
The guilt she manifests so deep inside you
That your thin veneer of catechism can no longer hide
The voice you hear, her secret pain
As she digs the shiv into her placid veins

Now she has your eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
But she can't yet realize
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
Your ever wayward eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
Will be her demise
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted

You slipped into another, forbidden
Took her for the ride, you've ridden
Hoping to let her deep inside your disdain
What was it that drove your feign
Into another's arms, into another's bed
When all the while your young one waits up in dread
What was it? Was it something she did?
What was it? Was it something she said?

Now she has your eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
But she can't yet realize
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
Your ever wayward eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
Will be her demise
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted

Writhe and burn father you were (6x)

She dances in the moonlight
Collecting drops of the earthy dew
Celebrating her exit
From the benign sense of self she once knew
Raising her heavy glass
(Raising her heavy glass)
Her cup now spills on her skirt
And as she cuts her knees in the dirt
She prays for the hourglass to flip and reverse

Now she has your eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
But she can't yet realize
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
Your ever wayward eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted
Will be her demise
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted

Now she has your eyes
Something you wanted, you wanted, something you wanted, you wanted (2x)

Writhe and burn father you were (2x)



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