| HEY GUYS wow havent wrote in this in like forever bu tthe only reason i do is because most people dont look at this and i need this resaon for me to like blog something in 2007 it was really hard school was the only thing going for me and i dont think that even ended out so good. ive been through so much last year and now that this year is just beginning i feel like i have to fix things to be a good friend but sometimes it just gives me a headace..... and it kind of feels like a repeat from last year. when it was new years it didnt feel any different the only thing is the year changed i didnt even get in to the hoilday spirt like i usaully do but i didnt i told peopel i did so i wouldnt worry anyone..and also i feel like something big and bad is going to happen....i also feel like i have been a great friend for people but sometimes i feel like i cant be one to everyone and my mind is going to explode... and this year since being my sr year school work has been a bitch to do...almost every day im up doing hw or killing myself to finish something i have to or i cant go anywhere the next day....and my family hasnt been any helpfull my mom is just like relizeing im going to be gone when the next school year starts and she has been on my fing case soo much lately..... also i dont think anyone but a certien person or maybe another also knows how much i have to hold and how much im struggleing and even with their help i cant.... then there is also someone who still think of my a an important friend and i feel like that to but sometimes i dont and i wanna deal with it anymore and i give up in talking to this person all the time and i cant talk about stuff like this with out me thinking this person doesnt care anymore or wont really say anything about it like they use to.................well i hope i do fine and i just wish i can stop time for a while and let the stress away so i can relax for a while............. |
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| wow i have a job now lol but its only like 1 year or so summer is soooooooooooooooo long and i want to go to school cause im stuck in sf |
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| wow i havent been here in sooooooooooo long well my day has been great but the star testing is so boring |
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| today was fun
art: man we had 2 stich seats
L.a: read my essay out loud
spanish: did stuff:
Ater school: got off at 12:10 then me and maria went to stones they didnt have the book i wanted  ... oh well then me and maria ate ate then stephine just came up to the window and scared me half to death. then maria left and i stayed with stephine and naltaly and they took me to girly stores then step kept wanting to eat something.......... then we saw this 2 year old and i looked like she was lost and then when we got to her mom she just said did u find her and she didnt asy thank you......
ivy and tiffy r high |
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| today was fun
spanish: it was ok helped poeple with stuff
L.A.: was funny talked with steph and ilica
lunch: was ok we stayed upstaries
Art: art was so fun me step and ilica left the class room like 4 or 5 times. and it was very funny  ............ronny got an eye full lol |
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