| | ~Bdayy~WElll,
I'm bored, so I'm gonna blog...well it is my birthday, and I don't know whats gonna happen today becoz i guess theres a surprize..
well usually im not very happy about bdays, i rmb 2 years ago that I was pissed at tommy lol..but yeahh it passes...today well to start of with sharon seriously sent me a msg at like 12 which was really sweet, and i got texts from maygen and sooyon too...then came cat who called and my bro and reza...lol amazing..^^'' and jto called me too..it was pretty sweet..the most weirdest thing is the ppl closest to me (as in physically close, sitting next to me) and ppl that are around me in the library had no reaction..pffft...i was a lil sad, but then you cant win of of em now can you? haha...they wished me happybday after which was nice =D...
hmm i realize why my bdays sucked since the past, coz i expect too much, well i dunno if its too much to me, but i do expect things from my frds...haha...its not really good, but yeah i needa try and expect nothing...
my frd told me a story of how EVERYONE forgot her bday, which really must've suck...my parents forgot my bday last year =(
ANYWAY on a happy note, im 18! can finally reach the stage where i never thot i would ever reach..
my dad promised me a zippo lighter when i was 16/18 but i never got it, lol...
at the end i got it myself..haha wit ho lam....
so random
ABOUT my brithday, hmm..18 eh? pretty sweet, coz when i was 12, my cousin was 18 and i always thot it was so far away, but now im here...18, i cant believe it...
anyway i just wanna change myself, I need Him, to help tho...to change the way i think, to not expect anything...thats the way to go, because if someone does something good for me, then i'd really be happy...
thx for the sms Shar <3 I DO appreciate that..lol..
I wont be sad on my bday anymorE!. written on this xanga, and i'll probably check it again next yr, so im just writing it now, so I'd REMEMBER...there I think that i'll rmb now...
headin out....
XD!!! WOOOT 18!!
peter period. thats all i have to say.
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| | Posted 10/25/2007 2:34 AM - 5 views - 0 comments
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