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I dunno why I decided
to sign up with this site I guess I just needed a place to cound off.
Depression comes in many ways for some reason or another been
trying really hard to get out of depression but cant. I sit alone
at home every night facing the celing looking at all the things that
went on in the last few years. I worked my ass off to get the things I
wanted but at the same time I lost alot of things also. People
say that time heals all but I cant see that time coming anytime soon.
I tell everyone i'm fine and things are going ok but when I tell people
I aint feeling well people think its too much of a hassle and I should
deal with it myself.. I dont know where i'm heading I dont know what
kind of life I have ahead of me bad thoughts cloud my head. Things that
could have been avoided didnt happen. Why did I come back to LA? I dont
really know. my birthday is coming up but I dont want want to turn one
year older.
Oh well as if anyone cares anyways.
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