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Monday, March 19, 2007

Spring Cleaning for the mind.
Am I ready?

Not sure what I'm really feeling at this point.  I guess it's time for me to pick myself up and get back on track.  Ever since 2 months ago, I thought I was having the time of my life.  But along the way came stress with all the other workload that just completely threw me off the tangent.  I feel like my life is a mess and I'm not mentally nor physically ready to tidy myself up.  Spring break was very much needed for me to do this personal "spring cleaning", but it was quite obvious the opportunity was not there since I was too busy recovering from illness and getting ready for Dai Hoi.   Right now I need a break, but it seems like it won't be happening since there are still so much that need to be done.  Crossing my fingers, I just hope that I can finish everything within the next two weeks, so I can really enjoy my 21st birthday once it arrives. 


To do list for the next 3 weeks...
+  Clean up dorm room.
+  Apply for jobs.
+  Get my schoolwork done and pick things back up.
+  Call family more often.
+  Go to the gym.
+  Start eating healthier.
+  No alcohol consumption.
+  Catch up with old friends.
+  Hang out with my kids more often.
+  Plan out summer schedule.
+  Make writing a habit.
+  Less time on Facebook.  (this one will be hard)



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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Dude, this stomach flu fucking sucks ass!!  -____-   I think I'm dying... insides feel like melting.

But aside from that, DAI HOI is starting in less than 24 hours!!!!!       AHHHHH!!!  Excited... nervous... mixed emotions.  I'm hoping everything will be go well -knock on wood-, and I hope this stupid stomach flu will stop owning me this very instant.

Oh, and Goodphil was pretty good.  2nd place in modern.  Quite a trip it was.  =] 

Yesterday was an awful day.  I'm glad I wasn't around everyone or I probably would have blown up and pissed everyone off.  Not only was I in physical pain from the damn flu, I was also about to have a mental breakdown. (man I have a lot of those lately...)   Pretty sure I cussed to the max too.  sigh, I'm going bananas, perhaps I just need a vacation.  Wait... I AM on vacation!  FUCK!



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Friday, February 23, 2007


Time to stop and think.  Old feelings hard to get rid of.  I miss the good times, the good old times.  Looking at the pictures, what was I thinking?  Need to take risks, or I'll forever regret not taking one.  Life seems like a big mess, and everything is flying by quickly.  But looking back, you were always there to help slow things down.  You made me a better person. Please don't go away, I need you to stay.  Maybe I've made a huge mistake.  Time to stop and think.

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Monday, February 12, 2007


Current emotional state:  Stressed the f*ck out!

I am currently overwhelmed with everything right now.  Tests, written assignments, VSA stuff, TX Revue and Goodphil dance practices...  BLAH.  24 hours per day just aint enough.  Plus all that added on top of my bad habit of procrastination?   I'm just a horrible time manager.  -__-  I do however believe I'll get through this... and hopefully come out strong at the same time.  Someone please have faith in me.  Please.

Aside from the hectic schedules, guess who's got a date for Valentines for the first time in a billion years?  -grin-   Thanks to cupid, life is not too shabby at the moment  (well, not counting all the other stress factors I've mentioned earlier ).


 
 


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Haven't updated in this thing since dinosaur extincted, so tis time for me do some damage on this lil sucker.

First day in my RTF 305 class and it was pretty pleasant.  Even though professor is a first timer, she seems like she knows what she's doing.    Now I just got Journalism and Advertising to try out and see if it's to my liking.  If it's not?  Well hell, I'll probably be screwed aka. soon to become a liberal arts major.

For the past 3 days I've been craving for Chipotle yet never had a chance to get one. But today, finally, I was able to get my sour cream, corn, cheese, and lettuce filled Steak Burrito. It was sooo good, and now I'm just sad that I won't eat it for another week or so.   Ate with Khoa, Monique, and Cheuck, and with my failing memory, the only thing that stood out based on the conversations we had during lunch was the fact that not only is my memory failing, my hearing is tragically inadequate as well.   Cheuck's oil massage sounded like "oral massage" and Monique's "science... something something" sounded like "sex... something something".  Can't remember what it was exactly (ha, my memory...), but it was pretty emabarassing to say the least.

Dance practice oh dance practice.  VSA oh VSA.  I think these two things are what's revolving around me the most as of recently, and will be constantly the normal routines for the next 3 months or so.  I feel like I'm leaving out something important too.... OH WAIT, school!  PFFT, school...  8am class on Tues. & Thurs. aint pretty.  But that's what sudoku is for, I guess?

I played Wii for the 3rd time in my life today at Khoa's.  Totally won in Wii Tennis against Jim today, schyeah son!   Okay so it was after 2 failing attempts, and I did struggle with returning those damn fast serves, but I pulled it thru and redeemed myself.  Twas a great feeling.  It was a clean knockout too.  3-0.  -giggles-  I made a new mii character, and it is best described as Rock Lee meets femininity.  Cheuck still made his look like a sexual predator that's trapped in the 80's.   

I didn't really come up with any new year resolutions this year.  Mostly because I tend to forget them 2 days after I set them.  This year seems just too much to handle so I'll put the resolutions off til next year.  One thing though... I really do hope I learned this year is to live life for myself.  Too many times have I sacrificed my time just to impress someone that I think highly of.  If it's meant to be, it'll work out on its own.  Life's too short for me to sit here and wonder about things that I'm not certain about.  This goes for everything... school, future, boys.  Oh... especially boys.  No more trying to get inside his head to see if he's feeling me.  No more trying to impress him to get him to feel me like I want him to.  I'm not giving up on love, but the hopeless romantic side of Julia is on vacation.  Probably won't be back until things in life settle down... OR if someone decides to sweep her off her feet w/out her knowing it.  If you want me, come and get it.  But this time around, I want to be the one to be impressed.  Do I have someone special in mind?  Well, you wish you could read my mind now don't you?

So many things to finish this week, and I must conquer it all.  I need that sense of accomplishment to make up for all the things I didn't do during the winter break.  Time to hustle, baby.  Gotta keep it up and step up to the game.  Juggling these things all at once is fucking tough, but it's just what I need to grow as a stronger competitor. It's just a small step, but a step to helping me become a more ambitious me, a more decisive me, a better me.  (Shit, I don't think my grammar makes any sense...)

Okay time to sleep and wake up in 2 hours for my 8am class.  WHOOPEEE!  I already know what's gonna be my breakfast this morning...  Starbucks coffee & croissant from the Jester.  MMMMMM.



   
    



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