| WTF If I looked at my present situation from the viewpoint of joseph yun in september, 2007, I would've said something on the line of "the hell is wrong with ya kid, you should be dead from overjoying by now." One of the main causes would be my back injury, which has bugged me for at least two months. Physical freedom matters a LOT, I learned it after having it taken away for a long period of time. Another one is 'privacy,' I think. Well, I know what a number of my pals would think if they read this, but what you're thinking isn't what I'm thinking. When I'm into something, I really need to be alone, UNDISTURBED. I might be studying, playing rpg game, reading harry potter, or whatever the hell else there is to do, and I just need to stay UNDISTURBED. It fucking bugs me when my parents or brother just barge in for no reason, say stuff equivalent to "how u doin? bye" and leave. I mean, that's not something you have to do at 1am when everyone else is normally sleeping. Does the world go berserk if I stay up a little late two nights in a row? I mean, I did fucking enough to earn that much right, I think. Even in boarding schools, there's no lightsout policy after you pass your sophomore year. That leads to what I did today, fixing the doors so that they could be locked. Right, they can be LOCKED now, and I'm not gonna open it unless north korea throws a nuke. |
