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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 12:58:29 GMT

well whats up? me nothing well a lot really me and troy got aback together right now were done for good he says so ya this really sucks i love him and ya. i cry so much over him its sad so ya well i guess i am going to nebraska today to be with my son yaya. well he is not really my son he his my xs son but ya i am ther mother figure he knows of so ya i am so excited well got to go for now ok love shay

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 17:26:48 GMT

i got to court to day fun fun so whats up with every body me not a lot my family wow ok no dont even want to start with that i am all tired up in this guy but i am scared what should i do? he likes me a lot to but is this to good to be ture? should i follow my heart or not iu need help. i push him away all the time i am so scared

got to go for now ok love shay

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 16:08:23 GMT

well i moved back and ya good thing i did i found out today my g pal has cancer and ya we r really close i dont know what to do got to go bye

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 17:05:27 GMT

well i am moving ya ya i am happy to much drama well i am now talking to some people i havent talk to in years in seems so thats kool i am so excited i have a lot of good people in my life i can feel the love lool love you all be careful shay

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 20:35:22 GMT

wow what a night i need to get away roomates are not the best people one is to sexual and the other one abusive

anyways so whats up i love you troy

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 12:27:05 GMT

ok guys well last night was fun i went to the moves and then got drunk to heal my pain. not a good ideal but hey it worked till the moring lol. anyways guys troy commented me wow my face was like on christmas to see that he wrote me. gosh i really love you troy with all my heart NO ONE WILL EVER REPLACE YOU BABY I HOPE YOU CAN SE THAT but ya got to go for now ok love shay troy this song is to you

ps i love you troy xoxoxoxox

Friday, August 05, 2005

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 13:13:41 GMT

so hi every one whats up with every one i hope you guys are being safe. last night was crazy man. fights i was like to much drama if i wanted drama i would be in drama. lol that was gay but hey.well got to go for now ok love shay

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 14:28:35 GMT

hey every one whats up? me a lot well i amm so happy and pist off all at the same time. troy never mind i got my own place yes partys welcome so ya i am so sad i moved and my little brother was so sad i miss him so much so hows every bodys summer going? well guys god was watching me 2 nights ago i got pulled over all most went to jail so ya got to go cook talk to you guys later ok love you all be safe shay

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 22:12:33 GMT

i am ok i am still with troy i am so happy well i am ok got to go ok love you guys shay

Friday, April 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 18:29:03 GMT

ok so ya i moved out so ya i am happy well me and troy are ok i guess i really miss him dont know what to do though because ya. well softball is always good i am pitcher again i am scared ill fuck my arm uo though so ya well andy dont talk anymore so whats up with that

so ya i am going to party tonight

well got to go for now ok love you troy and everone else but not as much as troy mathais though sorry xoxoxoxox shay