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I am a horrible excuse for a human being. A real selfish, conceded prick. I am a degenerate, self-loving fuck. I have little respect for myself, therefore I cannot respect anyone else. I have never made anything worth replicating, viewing, or sharing with another. Everything I am, and have become is in vain. I am a fraud, a poseur, and a disgrace to society. I am unable to accept others, because I cannot accept myself. Many of my decisions have been based upon the satisfaction of others, therefore I am a coward, whom is easily manipulated by others. I am a criminal of ethics to my own standards. I live in a fictitious reality where every day is unordinary, where heroic situations await, where extremists of society, and my ordinary self collide in a battle of nature and will. I pave the path of my life with bricks made of false experiences and over exaggerations in a feeble attempt to appear remotely above ordinary.
I love it, but I hate it.
I want to live, but I want to die.
I want to be, but I do not want to be.
We are.
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| afdsgdsgnot that anybody actually reads this, but if you do, I've moved my blog to:
dailydoseofjoshua.blogspot.com/
it's great.
cheers,
joshua | | |
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I need to get my car inspected before I drive off into the sunset.
I MADE A CAMERA AND I LOVE IT.
finals suck. I have a roommate and she seems really awesome, we haven't picked out a place yet nor have we even met, BUT! I'm uber excited because I'm finally getting out of festus missouri..
YES.
I'm probably going to move up to cwe, but I really have no idea yet. I wish I had lots of money because I could totally get a deal on a house right now for 10k. (BUT it would need a shit ton of fixing')
YAY FOR HEMMINGWAY.
back to work
I think it's about time I take advantage of free-college, and I'm going to take some art classes so I can utilize their printshop. | | |
| oh, I'm proofing my script, and instead of the tragic ending, it'll be tragic, then SHABAM! Everyone will have an overwhelming sense of happiness, and there will be hugging and crying and rejoicing!!!
THERE WILL BE FREEDOM
HOPE
HAPPINESS
AND LOVE
and I'll take it all away.
THEN GIVE IT BACK!
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