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Thursday, February 16, 2006

You need

Three people were murdered in an overnight gun fight

You need whiter teeth

Another church burned today

You need fuller shinier hair

One man gunned down in the streets this afternoon

You need a new car

A nine year old girl was found raped and left for dead today

You need softer cleaner clothes

A car bomb was detonated today in a crowded shopping area

You need a bigger TV

A terrorist plot to blow up a school was uncovered today

You need diamonds and gold

Fear this; buy that, be who they want you to be

(One more called Stay Numb)

Stay numb

No need to confront the fear and pain that resides inside

Stay numb

No need to find the center of your discontent

Stay numb

No need for desires to better yourself and break free

Stay numb

No need for truth and justice

Stay numb

No need to feel the life force that flows inside you

Stay numb

No need to be yourself and let the world see who you are

Stay numb

No need to excise your own opinions, believe what you are told

Stay numb

No need for individuality, conform and play by the rules

Stay numb

No need to interfere with the distortion of your own beliefs

Stay numb, stay high, stay CONTROLLED

1:04 PM - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Ramblings

The girl I like is gone. Oh well. Here is another poem that came out of nowhere. Its strange.

Deafening silence permeates the futile existence of man

Our job to define what reality our fragile minds create

Hate and jealousy cloud sound judgment in a fog

Pride and envy pollute the pure intention of goodwill

Selfishness and vanity replace contentment with uneasy angst

The will of man is to destroy what is created and undo all that is good

The dark hearts of men rule unkind over all that they purvey

Who rides the noble stead of justice in a land with no kings

Will there be no knight of purity igniting the fire of freedom within mankind

Our fates were sealed before we were even born

Forever repeating the mistakes of men fallen long ago

Ours is but a blink in the eye of time, a droplet in the river of life

Who has power to change ordinary men into kings of righteousness

Who even cares to wear a crown of broken hearts and dreams

What does it take to change the essence of a man

It takes time to change

Time, the ultimate enemy of discovery disappearing with every breath

Only given enough to define a lifetime that most will forget

What could it take to change the essence of mankind

Only time can tell that story

5:49 PM - add eprops - add comments - email it

Thursday, February 02, 2006

First Kiss

Here is a poem I wrote. I haven't written anything since I was 17. I have been inspired. Its not the bomb but hey, I'm a little rusty.

My heart races in anticipation of the sweet thing I have been waiting for. My hands get clammy as the moment approaches. Can she see, does she know how nervous I am. Fear creeps in, crushing brilliant confidence. The moon light dances across her face. Its nearly time now, as I pull her closer. I feel her clammy hands, could it be? I draw her into me and feel her heart racing as it beats against my chest. She is, she is just a nervous as I am. The scene becomes intense. Our lips press together like 2 atoms on a one way course to fusion. 2 hearts racing as we do the sweet thing. The light flitters of her tongue against mine. The way she presses her body even closer to me. Our hands racing up and down each others bodies. Clearly only aiming to please each other. Sharing a breath together to prolong our sweet thing. As she pulls away, the sweet thing over, I stare into her eyes. Both bodies breathing hard, trying to recoup from so much passion. I shared the sweet thing with her, my kiss.

5:28 PM - add eprops - add comments - email it

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Well I am older now. Woo hoo, not! I had a little birthday party last Saturday and what a good time. My date was hot and I looked good as hell in my full suit. People there treated me differently all dressed up with an arm trophy. The cop guarding the off limits rooftop bar took my date and I up for a private tour. It was sweet. Then I asked one of the employees what the VIP show room was all about. So, he gave us a tour of that. Dude, it was awesome. Getting busy in my car was fun too! : ) This girl I took out was so much fun. The most fun I have had with a girl in years. Not the girlfriend type at all but I can take her out for fun. She makes me laugh and gives me shit. It's so cool to have a good time and feel challenged mentally by a female. I still very much like the one girl and would love to make a future with her, as a girlfriend anyway. She is soooooo awesome and gorgeous. I am very smitten. My sex buddy has lost her damn mind. She came over drunk and crying that she didn't want me to date other women. She is the one that made the rules, she said she didn't want to date me. Now she is in love suddenly and can't be without me. She made me feel so bad, I started crying. I didn't plan on breaking her heart. She is really sweet but terribly misguided. I feel like a piece of crap. If she had told me sooner how she felt then maybe things would have been different. Is that what I get for doing a Hooters waitress? I wish I weren't so shallow. Hot chicks are f'd up in the head. Sorry I keep talking about my girls. Its the only thing going on in my life right now. Have fun you guys and be safe.

3:00 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

What is up peeps? Man I'm riding on a cloud. I have had a pretty successful single life so far and its fun. Expensive but fun. So while I have been having a good time courting 3 ladies and never considering a relationship with any of them I may have a problem. I sleep with one and just hang out with the other 2. The one I like is the one I thought I would like the least. Those that know me, know I am never short of confidence. (More like cockiness) This girl sucks the confidence right out of me. After one night hanging out I am sprung. This has never happened to me since I met Angie 10 years ago. She was the last girl I actually liked. All the others I just liked having sex or fooling around with. This girl is different!!!! I can't make a move. I'm frozen when she is around. I can't even be myself. God this sucks. Where's my witty charm, the jokes, the sexual harassment? She is like Kryptonite to my super confidence. I think she likes me too but I don't know if she was blown away like I was. Bruce says I'm being a pussy about this and the truth is he is right. Its like being whipped by "virtual pussy". Keep in mind that I haven't even kissed her yet. Maybe tonight's the night, maybe not. It would be so easy if I just wanted to have sex with her but I like her so its really hard to be my normal scum bag self. I want to please her body but I can't get past her personality. She makes me not want to be a man-whore! And I don't like it. I hate not having control of myself. Its like pod people. I'm rambling. Peace' HELP!

7:59 PM - 10 eprops - 5 comments - email it

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