| consciousI feel like I'm not thinking. Everytime I'm in school I can't take time to just look back and meditate or see where my life is at right now. The things I do are they worth it? The things I say are they what I really mean. I'm doing alright in class but How am I doing in life. What grade will I get in how I live? Going to take some time to chill out and be REAL. |
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| I said I really wanted to go back to BING> as I am packing now i'm kinda sad i'm leaving home. Things changed but it just means we're all growing up i guess. I hope everyone is safe and healthy. I think that's all that really matters. I hope everyone has a good new year!
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| ok I'm satisfied. Now leave me aloneI've been home for a good 3 weeks. I think it's time I go back to my dorm. I know when I go back to my dorm I'll miss home again. For me, it really isn't the fact I miss my family members. When I say I miss home, what i really mean is I miss los cuencanitos, elizabeth's deli, 52nd sushi, peking bbq chicken and all my favorites eats. Now that I got enough of all my favorite restaurants, I want to go back to my dorm. I saw rCn. Yea shit really isn't the same as it used to be. It was still good seeing the crew and familiar faces. |
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| Em BBQ
Great thing about BBQs at the park house.
We have a start time of 3PMish. That means come whenever close to 3. People end up comming at 2:30 and it's all good. We don't have an end time so we chill chill chill. Today it was actually until 2 AM. The menu is cheeseburgers but we end up eating everything in the house. Today we actually cooked rice spam and ramen. I figure I won't be able to enjoy korean as often and whenever I feel like. OHHHHHHhhhhhhh I need to control myself. It's a good time to meet people catch up on things and enjoy each others' company. I learned how to sharpen a knife today!!!.
Going off to college. I'm not ready but I can't wait. People make it sound like it's a farewell. Nah I'm Mama"s boy all of you know it and I'm not afraid to admit it. Whenever there's a ride I'm taking it to come back down LOL. Damn I can't stop time. I'm growing up too fast. We're all growing up too fast. SLOW DOWN!!!! |
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| OK OK so everyone knows about the black out. Here's other news in my life.
aPPRox 4 days ago a metal hook went through my hand. I was dragged like a fish caught on a fishing hook for about 2 week in the water by a really strong Czechoslovakian coworker. It's all good because I got work-mans compensation.
It was good to be home for a while. But then the AC went out
I then went to my school orientation. I took a bus which was a 4 hour ride. It was packed with lectures and sessions about registering and what not. I was so tired but I was busy making the "perfect" schedule. So far even though the campus was humid and dumb-hot I like the whole nature feeling. by the way the townees look like the dumbest people.
Came back home and celebrated an early birthday. Thanks for a good night out. I am very tired and so I shall sleep and maybe wake up for work or just call in sick.
It has been a truly interesting week
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