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Sunday, October 12, 2003

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 17:36:52 GMT

Kill 'em all!!! Start with this bastard
Here is an email I recently received on a mailing list I subscribe to that was established to share pictures with an occult theme....

-----Original Message-----
From: sharaf salem [mailthaidarah2004@yahoo.com]
Sent: Saturday, October 11, 2003 11:38 AM
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Subject: [Pictures of the Occult] Re: Stories

sharaf salem wrote:
A Wave of Conversion to Islam in the U.S. Following September 11

"Allah Came Knocking At My Heart"

Concordia students tell of their conversion to Islam

Converts Around the World

Converts in Kuwait - From Skirts to Abayas

Former US Model Overwhelmed by Muslim Pilgrimage

From Christianity to Islam - A Journey of Faith

How to Become a Muslim

Iman finds Islam

Islam Attracts Converts by the Thousands, Drawn Before and After Attacks

Letter to Non-Muslims

Marriages Lead Women into Islam

Small wave of Latinos feel draw of Islam

As you can see, this worthless bastard found every christian mailing list, every teen age mailing list, every occult mailing list he could find to send his propaganda to. I'm beginning to hate muslims more than I hate christians. Here is a copy of the email I sent to him in response....

There aren’t very many things I hate in this world. Radical Muslims who push their religion and their politics onto others is definitely one of the things I hate. I hate for you sending religious/political spam to the mailing lists I’m on. I hate muslims for sending religious/political spam to my email address, and to every mailing list I’ve ever been a member of. I hate you and I hope you die a slow, painful, miserable, suffering death. No 72 virgins for you ass hole. You’re a miserable worthless piece of shit that isn’t worthy of breathing the air we all share, let alone to occupy some of my valuable time with your ignorant rhetoric. If you want a holy war come fight me mother fucker! I’ll put an end to this holy war shit once and for all.

Namaste!

Jay

http://www.jay.grotto9.net/
icq: 22701297

"Love your country, fear your government, hate their god!"

I am so sick of these fucking people, all the way across the world, intruding into my life so much. Everytime I turn on the TV, they're there. Everytime I open my email, they're there. They're all that's talked about on the radio, and written about in the news paper. I'm so sick of these bastards sending me emails asking for my bank account number. I'm so tired of these idiots emailing me picutures of them fighting the israelies and pleading me for my help. I hope Israel goes to war against all arab nations and rids the world of this plague they call Islam.

Current Mood: aggravated

Friday, October 10, 2003

Fri, 10 Oct 2003 03:39:44 GMT

Long Night -- 1 down, 367 to go...

Right at the beginning of my shift tonight, I got sent to a report of a disturbance in housing. By the time I arrive, there is another officer on scene, and he is fighting with this woman, trying to get her into cuffs. I jumped out of my car and ran over to help him, and we got this lady cuffed and in my car. It turns out she had been drinking all day, and passed out drunk in an alley behind the liquor store. Her husband found her back there, and while trying to drive her home, she started throwing a fit and kicked out the windows in his car. So I decide to take her to jail. The jail we normally use was at their maximum capacity so I had to drive 2 hours to take her to the central jail. she screamed and yelled very loud all the way there, while kicking the windows and banging her head against the cage. I was sure she was going to kick out one of my windows. We finally got to the jail and she fought us as soon as we got her out of the car, and through the entire booking process. I was so glad to finally be out of there. She's going to have a really bad headache tomorrow from banging her own head against the walls, windows, and floor so hard. After I got off work, I grabbed Di and went to the track and ran 2 miles to get all the adrenaline out of my system. I'm jealous of Di. She can run much faster and much farther than I can. When we run, I end up all sweaty, out of breath, exhausted, and she doesn't even break a sweat. She just wags her tail and looks like at me as if to say "are we done running already? When do we get to play? Come on, get the birds out, lets play!" Goddam dog!

I'm really looking forward to my days off this week. I intend to build a pigeon/quail coop so I can raise birds to train with and sell to other hunters. I still have no idea how to build one, so if anyone has any ideas, I'd be forever greatful to you if you'd email them to me, along with a materials list.

I also intend to do some work on my website. I want to move my weblog from livejournal to eblogger.com because I can host the blog on my own website for free. I may stop posting on live journal and Xanga all together once I add the weblog feature to my website. I also want to move my website and host it on a different server. Although I hope to accomplish this on my upcoming days off, I don't think the website stuff will get done for a while.

I'm supposed to be going to Florida for a dumb ass field exercise at the end of the month, but I talked to my boss tonight and he is going to try to get me out of it. It seems there is a school coming up during the same time period that I need to go to and I'd much rather attend that then go to FL, paint my face, and run around with a rifle acting like I'm in the goddam Army. Hell if I wanted to do that shit I would have just joined the Army and gotten another $30,000 for college.

I can't fucking wait until I'm discharged from this hell hole. Only 367 days to go.

Current Mood: tired

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 01:04:44 GMT

Back to the grind

I'm not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. Being on leave has been wonderful. It's been so long since I had taken leave, I had forgotten what it was like.

It was a very busy, yet productive leave. The first part was spent deer hunting, which met with little other than aggravation. There were no bucks anywhere. I only saw one really small fork horned buck and he was already dead, in the back of someone else's truck.

Sarah and I met up with a friend that I met in massage school. We had planned on just hanging out and getting to know each other, but instead we ended up hanging out, getting to know each other, and having a threesome! It was a great time. The girls seemed to really enjoy it also.

Sunday I took Di to Riverside to train her. A couple of pups Di's age were there and Di was the top dog out there. If I'm not deployed in Jan I plan on trying ot get her "Junior Hunter" title. I can't wait.

I think I'm going to spend my next days off building a pigeon/quail coop.

Current Mood: annoyed

Monday, September 29, 2003

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 16:49:54 GMT

Satan Hunting -- Where are all those devils at?

I spent the weekend deer hunting.... This year had the worst opening day I had ever seen. Tons of people beating the bushes, driving their trucks, driving their quads, guns every where you looked, and the only deer we saw were the does, who appeared to be standing around watching the show. I found myself wishing it were legal to hunt Does, but I know if it were, they wouldn't be standing around waiting for us to shoot at them... They'd be just as scarce as the bucks. It's almost as if they know we can't shoot them, so they watch us mockingly, twitching their ears and flipping their tail.

On a brighter note.... I met someone online last week that I really like. She's beautiful, intelligent, she has a great sense of humor, and best of all, she's a satanist! I've been trying like hell to meet other Satanists for fun and conversation but they are about as scarce as trophy bucks around here. I really hope Maggie and I become really good friends.

I got called in to work today. Not only do those bastards make my life miserable while I'm there, but I cannot even take leave without them calling me and telling me to come in.

I'll be hunting again tomorrow. Hopefully there will be fewer people up there than there were this weekend. I'm hoping they'll all have to work and I'll be up there by myself.

Current Mood: annoyed

Monday, August 04, 2003

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 02:34:46 GMT

Jay's Lady Dianna -- Loyal Friend, Hunter Extraordinaire...

Passionlez has been encouraging me to post something, and everyone has been asking to see pictures of my beloved Lady Di, so I decided to kill two birds with one stone and post a link to her pictures here. I hope you enjoy them. Feel free to email me and tell me what you think. Have a great day...

http://www.jay.grotto9.net/photogallery/Di.htm.

Current Mood: tired

Monday, May 19, 2003

Mon, 19 May 2003 03:33:59 GMT

Passionlez: I appreciate your warm wishes. I am feeling better. Sorry my post was so long, I'll try to keep them shorter in the future. :) Have a great day!

The 21 Satanic Points

I) Respect not pity or weakness, for they are a disease which makes sick the strong.

II) Test always your strength, for therein lies success.

III) Seek hapiness in victory - but never in peace.

IV) Enjoy a short rest, better than a long.

V) Come as a reaper, for thus you will sow.

VI) Never love anything so much you cannot see it die.

VII) Build not upon sand but upon rock And build not for today or yesterday but for all time.

VIII) Strive ever for more, for conquest is never done.

IX) And die rather than submit.

X) Forge not works of art but swords of death, for therein lies great art.

XI) Learn to raise yourself above yourself so you can triumph over all.

XII) The blood of the living makes good fertilizer for the seeds of the new.

XIII) He who stands atop the highest pyramid of skulls can see the furthest.

XIV) Discard not love but treat it as an imposter, but ever be just.

XV) All that is great is built upon sorrow.

XVI) Strive not only forwards, but upwards for greatness lies in the highest.

XVII) Come as a fresh strong wind that breaks yet also creates.

XVIII) Let love of life be a goal but let your highest goal be greatness.

XIX) Nothing is beautiful except man: but most beautiful of all is woman.

XX) Reject all illusion and lies, for they hinder the strong.

XXI) What does not kill, makes stronger.

Current Mood: Still sick but feeling much better. I think it's passing.

Sunday, May 18, 2003

Sun, 18 May 2003 13:56:47 GMT

What's in a name?

"What's behind the name 'Satanism' ?"

Satan is not real
Communists do not believe in a deity called Commun but they do revere and hold up communes as an ideal.

Taoists do not worship the god Tao but, instead honor the philosophy and symbolism of the Tao.

Atheists do not worship the god Athe. Instead, they seek to live a lifestyle that is a-theist, i.e. "without god(s)."

Ventriloquists do not bow down and beg before the demon Ventriloqu. They study and practice the art of ventriloquism.

In the same way, many who use the term "Satanist" to describe themselves follow a cogent philosophy of life modeled upon the mythical literary character known as Satan, honoring his qualities, his rebellion and applying his name to the natural forces which so many white light religions oppose.

The narrow use of the term "Satanism" to mean only the worship of a devil deity misses the more robust and complex nuanced development of the word over the past 33 years or so. Perhaps considering it through the above contexts will help to understand the broader definition. Or perhaps the stupid and narrow-minded will continue to fail to grasp the concept. [ Posted by RMerciless on alt.satanism, Sept 1999 ]

I add to the above post by RMerciless: What is Budhism, and do Budhists worship Buddha? No, Buddhists respect, revere and strive to be like Buddha, but they do not worship him. A Buddha is an enlightened person, Buddhism is atheistic and believes in spiritual life and reincarnation without the help of Gods.

Satanism is Satanism not due to our worship of any deity, but for the philosophy that we stand for. We recognize ourselves as gods, and we hold our own perspective on life as holy and revere our own experiences as the only truth we can ever know.

Satanism is the utter rejection of the spiritual way of theistic religions, and the honest admittence that we are just animals who evolve as any other complex system. The following justifications go further on the discussion on the Church Of Satan's idol, Satan:

Irrelevent Question

The fact that the question "Why call it Satanism" is irrelevant can easily be overlooked. The reason for the irrelevancy is the simple excuse that I did not call it Satanism. When I became a Satanist I did not choose it's name. You could not ask a communist, "why did you call your system Communism?" because the question is pointless - he did not call it Communism but he joined a system that was already called so.

If we wish to find out what the beliefs of Muslims are, do we go and ask a Christian? When we want to know about anthropology, do we ask a White Supremist? When we want to know about Satanism do we ask Jew's for information? It doesn't matter what Christians think about Muslims, the best way to find out Islam is is to ask a Muslim, and buy the Qu'ran. The worst thing you could do is ask an enemy of one religion what he thinks of it and hope to get at any truth! If you want to know what Satanism is, you do not trust Christians, Scientologists, Devil Worshippers, Jews or the Press Office of your local paper: You ask Satanists and you buy the Satanic Bible

The concept of Satan is not the property of Christianity - modern monotheistic religions generally use the term Satan to describe their anti-God, but these concepts evolved from older pagan polytheistic concepts. Christianity overuses the term, but we do not accept their definition of Satan of course, because we don't believe in the Bible. The word Satan is not property of any Church! Least of all foreign ones! The only people who are qualified to describe Satanism is the Church Of Satan - how could it be otherwise? The Church of Satan does not use the Christian image of Satan. But sometimes we do, just to scare the theists.

Language
The word "Satan" originates from a transliteration of the Hebrew word "an opposer" or "an accuser": And therefore a Satanist is someone who follows this route - the opposition. Like the Shadow Government we do not endorse the status quo unless we can justify it for ourselves. The word Satan became to mean opposition to the Church, to the Holy Church, not through our own actions but through the actions of those who wished to rule over us in the name of a fictitious God. Linguistically we have always been Satanists and the Church Of Satan is our Church.

This is an exerpt from "Critique of Religion and Philosophy" (1958) by Walter Kaufmann, pp 46 - He is not, nor am I implying that he is a Satanist in anyway, I am simply using his words to express that which I was trying to write...

Part of the excitement of the quest for the truth comes from the scent of freedom: What is wanted is what is new, different, original: A hitherto unknown fact, a novel distinction or an unconventional perspective ... to dislodge as much as possible of what had seemed fairly established.
[ and he continues on pp46 ]
... above all, we want to triumph over falsehood and deception.

Therefore, we are Satanists, opposition to Stupidity and Conventions that are based on untruths. We are certainly not "Devil" worshippers, as the word "Devil" originates from Greek, meaning "a great deceiver" and therefore is a bad metaphor to use inplace of the word Satan. The word Devil is not included in the Satanic Bible's list of infernal names. But if we wanted to, we could use the word Devil, for fun, if the word is effective.

"In Satanism, Satan is an archetype, a representation of certain qualities that the Satanist embodies including rational self-interest, aviodance of oppressive mentalities, the questioning of all, and a perseverance towards sucess and human potential." [ Text taken from www.satanism101.com/satfaq.htm, written by Rev. Matt Paradise. ]

A Satanist seeks the truth in the opposite way to the Religious Bible Basher - through trial and error, inference and intelligence, rather than the theistic methods of heart-searching, Bible reading or trying to find truth in myths! The opposite to divinely inspired knowledge, we learn through empirical observation and hard work!

Materialism and Allah
Islam is a monotheistic religion centered on the belief that the Human Species were created with the sole purpose of worshipping Allah, the Islamic supreme God. A Muslim must always seek to worship the creator, and not the creation, therefore worshipping Allah, and not the material world. This abstraction is seen as good, whereas the worship of material things is the utmost evil.

It highly obvious that the Islamic Shaitan (or Shaytan) is a being that promotes the non-existence of Allah, or at least one who worships himself (as the only true existential object) instead of his own creator. The Church of Satan KALAM is a religion of self worship and it is named to reflect that fact. The highest opposition to Allah is Satan, where a Satanist worships and self and denies Allah the respect or time of day.

It may be argued that all religions teach good things so why should it matter which one we follow. The reply is that all false religions teach the greatest evil, the worship of creation. Creation-worship is the greatest sin that man can commit because it contradicts the very purpose of his creation. Man was created to worship Allah alone as Allah has explicitly stated in the Qur'aan [ Taken from http://www.unmah.org.uk/what-is-islam/about/truerlgn.htm ]

The Church Of Satan represents the Shayatin (Islamic plural of 'Satan') of the Islamic religion: The source of it's evil, which is the devotion of Human life TO Human life and not to any externalized creator.

Bastardize the Bible
The Bible is the main part of Judeo-Christian religions, why should it be mentioned here? Well it is undoubted that it has had a large influence over the years especially in the West and the Middle East. The Bible and it's side affects has caused a lot of misfortune, war and suffering as a result of the innumerable denominations that sprung from this ambigious source.

As such a Satanist is normally aware of the theistic religions point of view on the concept of Satan: A real physical being who has horns etc, and is evil. If we wrote down all of the attributes of Satan and all the things he is supposed to do then we'd arrive at something very close to The Church Of Satan's view.

We are the ones who choose knowledge rather than stupidity, we choose the tree of knowledge and not innocence from it. We question anyone who suppresses the truth. We question anyone who follows something blindly. We oppose theism, we oppose externalisation of guilt as dishonest and harmful. We believe in happiness of the body and self, rather than scoring up points for the afterlife through abstinence.

The Devil has the most extensive perspectives for God; on that account he keeps so far away from him: - the Devil in effect, as the oldest friend of knowledge.[ "Beyond Good and Evil" Friedrich Nietzsche p94

Read the Bible and take note of every reference to God, His actions and things He commands, then do the same for Satan. You will notice that God is definately the immoral one of the two - He admits to being the sole bringer of disease, evil and death. In Revelations the final bloodshed is described, where well over 70% of the Earths populations are killed for being "Goats" rather than "Sheep". Satan, in the Bible, spends most of his time questioning and testing God, and trying to trick him and his followers into questioning God's will.

Throughout History every culture has had a figure which represents the carnal, the Satanic Bible lists seventy-seven of these Infernal Names, and it does not matter which name you apply to us: We are the unreligion, we are the scientists who deem ALL religious constructs to be false.

What does Satan wish to do? He wishes to replace God. What does the Church of Satan wish to do? What does a Satanist wish to do? A Satanist is his own god, and as such is the equal enemy of any other imaginary deity. A Satanist opposes, replaces and morally supercedes any monotheistic God. Satanism is the final religion, the one that cannot be refuted. With all this in mind - what would you call it? What other metaphor is appropriate?

Social Engineering

Calling Satanism by any other name would lessen it's effectiveness as a social engineering excersice (which it is), and therefore make it less efficient, which is not in the Satanists interest.

It is incredibly useful to us that the dumb, bigoted and ignorant will pressume that a Satanist is an immature person who sneaks around graveyards at night time because it allows us to immediately filter out a whole set of people who are not ready (and may never be) to perceive us. Satanism is not about accepting people for what they are: We change people. We teach people. We do not want to become inundated with dumb-asses whom we have to spend time coaching them, rather than using them.

Finally: It sounds good. It allows the rebel to rebel, and yet remain logical and factual. It allows those who become dissatisfied with their faith to defect and revel in truth rather than descend into petty faith crime, or self deluded "sin". It is a net to catch the elite who see past what they were presented with.

But otherwise: there is more than one Satanic Order... even if those orders/sects don't do you harm when you're an outsider, they abuse the real meaning of Satan, completely true, but still it's worth to mention:

About Satanism: Religion has probably the least exact language of any field of human study. Many common religious terms have multiple and often contradictory meanings. For example, the single term "Satanistm" has at least four meanings which are used to describe unrelated groups: Gothic Satanists: "Satanism" is sometimes used as a modern name for a Christian fable introduced during the late Middle Ages. The Church taught that some "Witches," mostly women, worshiped Satan. They gave an oath to submit their lives to him; they kidnapped and killed babies; they devoted their life to harming others through the use of curses and black magic; they flew through the air on broomsticks; they changed shapes from human to animal and back. This type of "Satanist" who allegedly engaged in Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) did not exist then and does not exist today. However, a "Satanic Panic" was triggered in 1980 and continues in a much diminished form today, largely among a minority of feminists and conservative Christians. Their beliefs about evil Satanists has largely evaporated because of the complete lack of hard evidence that abusive Satanists exist, or that these crimes actually happened. There has been considerable "soft" evidence about SRA. It was in the form of recovered memories of childhood abuse. These were eventually shown to be false memories of non-existent events, created during recovered memory therapy and other dangerous therapeutic techniques. 1 (Gothic Satanism should not be confused with the Goth sub-culture. The latter is a philosophical, musical, cultural group that is unrelated to Satanism.) Religious Satanists: Some of these are adults who worship a pre-Christian deity, (e.g. "Set" from the ancient Egyptian pantheon of deities). Others are Atheists or Agnostics who do not view Satan as a living entity; they see him as as a symbol of power, vitality and pleasure. To our knowledge, there has been only one conviction since the 17th century Salem Witch hunts of Satanic perpetrators of a serious crime. This involved the sentencing of three teenagers for multiple murders and a mutilation in Robin Hood Hills, West Memphis, AR. However, recent bite mark evidence on the skin of one of the victims has indicated that the alleged perpetrators were probably not responsible for the crimes. Also, they knew little about Satanism when they were interrogated. Satanic dabblers: These are typically rebellious teenagers who have created their own form of black magic. It is composed of rituals taken from benign sources: religious Satanism, Wicca, other Neopagan religions, ceremonial magic, etc. These are the individuals who are typically responsible for the Satanic graffiti that is occasionally seen on the sides of buildings. Some dabblers might sacrifice a cat or small dog; but this is quite rare. Other meanings: Sometimes, the term "Satanist" will be used as in articles or sermons of religious hatred as a general-purpose "snarl" word. Satanism may be used to refer to a follower of a small minority religion such as Wicca, Santeria, Vodun, etc. Sometimes it will refer to the follower of a major world religion such as Buddhism, Hinduism, etc. Occasionally a mass murderer will claim to have been under the influence of Satan when they committed their crimes. Investigations generally reveal that the perpetrators knew little or nothing about Satanism, but were simply using the "Satan made me do it" defense. Occasionally an abusive pedophile will pretend to engage in Satanic rituals in order to better control his child victims. But these molesters are not actually Satanists; they are merely abusers who find Satanic trappings useful. Quite often, a writer will mix and match all four types of "Satanists" in a single article, without differentiating among them. Satanism and the Police A series of Satanic Panics swept North America in the 1980s and 1990s. Satanists were accused of kidnapping, killing, and even eating infants and children. Estimates of 50,000 ritual murders per year were common. Many in law enforcement were initially convinced that a secret, underground, multi-generational, international cult of Satanists were perpetrating horrendous crime on an enormous scale; they were literally getting away with mass murder. Some police officers became alarmed. They devoted enormous effort in an unsuccessful effort to track down those believed to be responsible. They were unsuccessful because the crimes never happened. Satanic ritual abuse "experts" began giving seminars to social workers, law enforcement personnel, and others. In the early 1980's, Kenneth V. Lanning of the FBI's Behavioral Science Unit in Quantico, VA started to follow the escalating reports of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). He became convinced that SRA was non-existent (or almost so), largely because of the lack of hard evidence that any crimes had actually occurred. A second indicator was that a conspiracy of the magnitude necessary to support large scale SRA could not remain secret for long. He documented his conclusions in a report in 1992 titled "Investigator's Guide to Allegations of 'Ritual' Child Abuse. By the middle of the 1990s, most of law enforcement had become very skeptical of the existence of SRA. Only a few -- commonly called "cult cops" -- remain as true SRA believers today. Anti-Satanic hate literature Typical hate literature directed at Satanists is characterized by a number of beliefs: Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) exists as a massive conspiracy. Community leaders are often involved in SRA. These include city government, lawyers, physicians, judges, police, etc. They are sufficiently powerful able to cover up evidence of serious crimes. Criminal Satanists exist as a multi-generational, underground movement, controlled by a secret international organization. Criminal Satanists, religious Satanists, teen-age dabblers in Satanism, psychotic killers, etc. are all different aspects of the same movement. (Sometimes) other religious groups are perceived as being forms of Satanism. Wicca and Santeria are most often targeted in this way. Some of these beliefs are seen in the article which is analyzed below. Analysis of "Satanism and Crime" This article was published in POLICE magazine. 2 The author is Sgt. Craig Meissner, a member of the New York City Police Department. Some points raised in the article are listed below, with a brief description of reality: Satanic crimes are a major challenge to law enforcement. Some teenage dabblers engage in crimes that are minor in nature, and almost invariable involve minor acts of vandalism. But other "Satanic crimes" (i.e. criminal activities motivated by a belief in the Satanic religion) appear to be non-existent. The total number of Satanic cults is unknown. By far the largest religious Satanic tradition is the Church of Satan. They do not release their membership numbers. The term "cult" is not a useful term with which to describe any religious group. This word also has many different meanings. The most common meaning in the media is of a destructive, doomsday religious group that has led to loss of life among its members. None of these factors are found in Satanism. The most common criminal acts by Satanists are: desecration of cemeteries, vandalism of churches, mutilation of animals, arson, ritual abuse, assault, murder, and use of illegal drugs. Here, the author has linked the alleged unlawful, serious activities of criminal Satanists (who do not exist) with the minor trespassing and vandalism of teenage dabblers. The latter do occasionally desecrate and vandalize cemeteries and perhaps even churches. Very rarely, they have been known to mutilate and kill small animals. However, most animal mutilations in which Satanist perpetrators are suspected, are found to have been killed by non-human predators. Very rare instances of arson, ritual abuse, assault and murder have been done by people who claim to be Satanists. However, further investigations have shown that their prime motivation was their own mental illness, not their religion. "Although intelligent, creative and possessing a highly developed sense of curiosity, they usually experience a high degree of stress, anxiety and fear." Some studies have indicated that although many teenage dabblers enter Satanism with feelings of stress, etc., the religion helps them overcome these problems. Satanists may suffer from underachievement, poor social skills, low self esteem. Many if not most teenage dabblers n Satanism form social groups, often called temples or grottos, with other like minded youth. Again, some studies indicate that their involvement in Satanism improves their self esteem and social skills. "Satanism fills a void in their lives." This is true of all religions. Youth are attracted to a religion because it gives them answers, allows them to fellowship with other believers, and (sometimes) gives them a deity to worship. This is true of Satanists, Christians and members other faiths. Satanism promotes destructive behavior, and promotes rebellion. Like other religions, Satanism may have positive or negative effect on a teen's life. It has motivated some teens to engage in acts of minor vandalism; it has motivated others to lead ethical lives. Satanists deny the existence of the Christian God. All the great religions of the world, other than Christianity, deny the existence of the Christian Trinity. Satanism is no exception. A few Satanists believe that "violence and service to Satan" will bring them money and power. Here, the author has suddenly switched from discussing teenage dabblers to talking about Christian legends about nonexistent Gothic Satanists. We have been unable to find instances of ritual abuse, or murder that were associated with religious Satanism. Some Satanists are obsessed with fantasy role-playing games (RPG) and heavy-metal rock music. The author appears to have switched back to teenage Satanic dabblers again. Studies of RPG players indicate that they are above average in intelligence and creativity. We have not seen any studies which indicate a higher than normal involvement with RPGs among Satanic dabblers. Enjoyment of heavy-metal rock music is near universal among youth. Possession of ritual tools, such as candles, robes, and knives may indicate Satanic involvement. Candles, robes, an athame (double-edged ritual knife with a black handle) are far more likely to indicate involvement in Wicca than Satanism. Occult-related crime... The author has suddenly switched from Satanism to the Occult. He incorrectly assumes that all occult activities are Satanic. The "Occult" is simply a collection of religions, pastimes, men's fraternal organizations etc. which do not publicize their belief systems. Rather, they reveal their secrets only gradually to their trainees. They have little or nothing in common with each other. The Masonic order, Wicca, Satanism, and astrology are four examples of occult activities. Other parts of the occult are tea-cup reading, palm reading, Tarot cards, casting runes, etc. There is no linkage between occult activities and criminal actions. "Occult crime" does not exist any more than "Christian crime" or "Buddhist crime" or "stamp collecting crime." Occult related crimes tend to occur on occult holidays. The author lists the believer's birthday and 8 Wiccan Sabbats as Satanic holidays. He substituting Halloween for the Wiccan New Year celebration of Samhain. Walpurgisnacht, is one of the three main Satanic holidays. However, the author appears unaware of this. The remaining many dozens of activities that form the occult do not have any holidays associated with them (with the possible exception of the Masonic order; we do not know if they observe seasonal days of celebration). Here, the author may be equating Wicca, (a reconstructed Pagan religion that is based in part on ancient Celtic beliefs, practices and symbols) with Satanism. This is incorrect. They are two very different religions. Suicides and homicides are often timed to occur on a Satanic holiday Suicides have been committed by Satanists, just as they have by Christians and Buddhists. But investigations reveal that the cause of suicide is intense depression and emotional distress, not religion. We have never been able to detect evidence of a homicide motivated by religious Satanism. Satanists hang crucifixes on the walls where they perform rituals. They use drop cloths to collect blood. The crucifix is a Christian symbol. The main Satanic symbol is a Baphomet - an inverted 5 pointed star inscribed with the head of a goat. Christian authors who write anti-Satanic hate literature often believe the fables from the Renaissance period that Satanist rituals are parodies of Christian practices. They are not. A very small percentage of Satanic dabblers do sacrifice a small animal, but this is very rare. A drop cloth would probably be useful in this instance. The most important symbol for cult members is a 5, 9 or 13 ft. diameter circle drawn with "paint, flour, chalk or blood." The circle is the one factor that Satanists and Wiccans do share. The word "cult" is a general-purpose snarl word used to discredit religious groups. We advocate that it never be used, except to refer to the very rare doomsday, destructive cults. A 5 ft. diameter circle would be almost useless, except for rituals by a solitary practitioner. A 9 ft. diameter circle is very common among Wiccans. The author may be confusing Wiccans and Satanists here. The use of the number 13 may be related to the Renaissance myth that Satan worshipers organized covens of 13 individual. The story was that they ridiculed Christianity by having the same number of peoples in their groups as did Jesus and his 12 disciples. Satanic ritual abuse includes carving symbols into the flesh of a victim, smearing a victim's blood over the perpetrators' bodies, dismemberment and removal of organs, forced ingestion of body fluids, ritual sacrifice, etc. To our knowledge, some gang members have carved symbols into the flesh of their victims. Some murderers have dismembered bodies to avoid detection. Some psychotic individuals have removed organs from bodies, etc. But no religious Satanist, with the possible exception of those charged in the Robin Hood Murders cited above, has ever been charged or convicted of such a crime. The investigator should look for pieces of paper or parchment on which pacts with the devil were written. This fable formed part of the teachings of the Christian church during the Renaissance, and is still taught today. It does not form part of religious Satanism. Disturbed earth may indicate where victims were buried. To our knowledge, no victim of ritual abuse, motivated by religious Satanism, has ever been found -- buried or not. Investigators should look for a Book of Shadows at a Satanic crime scene. A Book of Shadows is a tradition of Wicca and other Neopagan religions. "...crimes associated with Satanic cults are committed by violent and unbalanced individuals." There is an element of truth in this statement. Although Satanic crime committed by religious Satanists does not exist, some terrible crimes (including murder) have been done by psychotic individuals. Belief that they were controlled by Satan is often one element of their psychosis.

Current Mood: still sick -- This shit needs to pass, I feel awful.

Saturday, May 17, 2003

Sat, 17 May 2003 03:54:33 GMT

Greetings friends... I wanted to say hello to my favorite Xanga friends out there in Xanga land.

RiottGyrrrl -I love your posts! You crack me up everyday. I really enjoy your sense of humor. I'm really glad someone bought you Xanga Premium. I wish I had thought of it. Keep up the great posts.

Passionlez -You're a sweety and I always enjoy reading about what's going on with you and TJ. Why do I enjoy it? I have no idea... Maybe because I'm a voyeur who wishes he was a woman in a lesbian relationship. In any event, I love your blog so thanks for posting. I may not comment much but I read it everyday.

slave_slutangel -I love reading about your lifestyle and the interaction between you and your SO in your master/slave capacities. Do tell us more. I love reading about what he has you do and how you feel.

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Ok, enough of the mushy stuff and on with today's topic...

Pentagonal Revisionism

In recent years, we've wasted far too much time explaining that Satanism has nothing to do with kidnapping, drug abuse, child molestation, animal or child sacrifice, or any number of other acts that idiots, hysterics or opportunists would like to credit us with. Satanism is life-loving, rational philosophy that millions of people adhere to. Now we're ready for something that goes quite a few steps beyond just explaining our principles. Every revisionist movement needs a set of goals -- guidelines that are clear, concrete, and that will effect significant changes.

The following Five-Point Program reflects attitudes which allow others to decide whether they wish to align themselves with Satanism or not. Each is necessary for Satanic change to take place. When asked what we're "doing", here's the answer:

1) Stratification--The point on which all the others ultimately rest. There can be no more myth of "equality" for all--it only translates to "mediocrity" and supports the weak at the expense to the strong. Water must be allowed to seek its own level without interference from apologists for incompetence. No one should be protected from the effects of his own stupidity.

2) Strict taxation of all churches--If churches were taxed for all their income and property, they'd crumble overnight of their own obsolescence, and the National Debt would be wiped out as quickly. The productive, the creative, the resourceful should be subsidized. So long as the useless and incompetent are getting paid, they should be heavily taxed.

3) No tolerance for religious beliefs secularized and incorporated into law and order issues--to re-establish "Lex Talionis" would require a complete overturning of the present in-justice system based on Judeo-Christian ideals, where the victim/defender has been made the criminal. Amnesty should be considered for anyone in prison because of his alleged "influence" upon the actual perpetrator of the crime. Everyone is influenced in what he or she does. Scapegoating has become a way of life, a means of survival for the unfit. As an extension of the Judeo-Christian cop-out of blaming the Devil for everything, criminals can gain leniency, even praise, by placing the blame on a convenient villain. Following the Satanic creed of "Responsibility to the responsible," in a Satanic society, everyone must experience the consequences of his own actions--for good or ill.

4) Development and production of artificial human companions--The forbidden industry. An economic "godsend" which will allow everyone "power" over someone else. Polite, sophisticated, technologically feasible slavery. And the most profitable industry since T.V. and the computer.

5) The opportunity for anyone to live within a total environment of his or her choice, with mandatory adherence to the aesthetic and behavioral standards of the same--Privately owned and controlled environments as an alternative to homogenized and polyglot ones. The freedom to insularize oneself within a social milieu of personal well-being. An opportunity to feel, see, and hear that which is most aesthetically pleasing, without interference from those who would pollute or detract from that option.

This is the encapsulated version of the current thrust of Satanic advocacy. So when someone asks you, "Well, what do Satanists do?", you will be qualified to tell them.

Current Mood: sick. I've been sick for 3 days. I fucking hate being sick!!

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

Wed, 07 May 2003 04:18:16 GMT

The Nine Satanic Statements

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!

Most of the worlds religions seek to control people through abstinence. That is best illustrated by Buddhism, but it exists in all of the worlds major religions in one form or another. If you don’t agree with or understand why I say that, I recommend you read what Nietzsche wrote about Nihilism. Abstaining from activities that bring one pleasure or enjoyment and don’t hurt anyone around them is absurd and pointless.

2. Satan represents vital existence, instead of spiritual pipe dreams!

Understanding your enemies, and understanding your situation is key in being successful at being a master of your own destiny. Instead of understanding, people choose to believe. People choose to believe in things that do not exist, in order to trick themselves into being able to tap into the potential power they possess. For example… An ill catholic woman chooses not to heal herself, but rather project that power onto something else, call that god, then draw the power back to herself to heal her. If that’s what you have to do in order to heal yourself, more power to you. But there is a more efficient way to obtain the same effect. That is to utilize the power at its source. Within yourself. Otherwise, a lot of power is lot collaterally through the process of tricking yourself into being able to utilize it.

3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom, instead of hypocritical self-deceit!

Wisdom is to understand your strengths as well as your weaknesses. Build on your strengths, and compensate for and eventually correct your weaknesses. To believe you have no limits, or to be unable to recognize where they are, is to play a dangerous game of self deception that can get you in over your head very quickly.

4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted in ingrates!

You know the ones… The Salvation Army bell ringers at walmart. The save the children foundation, there are thousands of people and organizations that would take your charity and use it to build another crystal cathedral. Instead of feeling like you’ve done something to make the world a better place by giving your $.10 a day to Sally Struthers so she can get even fatter, why don’t you take one of those children in and give them a home and an education. Or better yet, find someone in your family or a close friend that needs a hand and assist them.

The long lines for welfare checks don’t do anything to encourage people to work and teach their children to be productive and self sufficient, all it does is create another generation of poor fucks looking for handouts. Don’t you think it’s time we stop trying to undermine the laws of nature and allow nature to control over population naturally? Ofcourse not. You couldn’t stand having that on your conscience, could you? That people were actually being forced to work or face starvation… God forbid the thought. Instead, you’ll keep giving your dime a day and the rich will get richer, and we’ll have another generation in ingrates to feed and more politicians to tax us. Oh the genius of the system they have created to enslave us!

5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!

The meek will inherit the earth? That’s crap! If you get smacked and you turn your cheek, you deserve to get smacked on your other cheek, maybe that one will teach you. The meek will continue to get trampled on. Of course the wolves will only take the ones on the outer edges of the herd. The sick, the weak, and the stupid will be devoured and the strong sheep, who are able to remain in the middle of the herd, will continue to have that false sense of security by having all the other sheep around them, until they get old or sick that is. Those living in the herd will never be able to go anywhere or achieve any more than the wolves allow. That’s fine, for a sheep. The wolves still run the world. They always have and that won’t change.

6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible, instead of concern for psychic vampires!

It’s not the wolves though that you need fear. There are many ways to deal with those once you’ve opened your eyes and stepped out from the herd. It’s the wolves in sheep’s clothing you need to maintain an ever watching eye to look out for. The ones that don’t require, or even ask you to do for them. The ones that try to guilt you into doing for them. Have you ever felt obligated to do more for someone than you felt you should and you weren’t sure why you did? Beware: Psychic Vampire. Not all vampires suck blood, although these will suck the life out of you, as well as your energy and power. Steer clear of these leeches and if they attempt to attack you with their cunning ways, tell them to go f@#k themselves.

7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development”, has become the most vicious animal of all!

Most animals make decisions out of survival, either individually or for the good of their social group. Man, on the other hand has managed to evolve to a place where it no longer adapts itself to it’s environment, rather it now adapts it’s environment to itself. Through this evolution, it has reached a point where the behaviors of greed, jealousy, etc are learned and passed down, generation to generation. The problems created by the way we do things have not only brought us problems that could jeopardize our ability to continue living on this planet, but they are compounding on each other, with every generation, growing to such substantial size we may never be able to fix them. Instead we continue to pass them along to our children and grand children and hope we’re dead and gone before they finally culminate in our demise.

8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!

The church attempts to control you by making all pleasures, except the ones they sanction, off-limits. When you finally release yourself from all of your pleasures and possessions, your brainwashing is complete and you surrender to the god they have created to rule you. Or you can rule yourself and indulge in the pleasures we all enjoy and you don’t have to avoid all of the fun activities your pastor gets to enjoy behind your back while you’re busy being a good little disciple.

9. Satan has been the best friend the church has ever had, he’s kept them in business all these years!

It’s a great plan. They bribe half of the people with heaven, scare the other half with hell, and through that process, everyone falls into line and obeys the church. It’s time we recognize the church for what it is and expose it’s perversion and corruption. It’s time we stop supporting them with our money and our efforts and put our money and efforts to better uses. Like doing something constructive for someone we love or finding new and interesting ways to increase our own pleasure.

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

Tue, 06 May 2003 04:57:24 GMT

While driving home from Riverside today, I was thinking about my future plans, and college, and such and as I drove past someone who I thought was probable a career criminal looking for a victim so he could commit his third strike, this thought occured to me.

It's not legal for me to carry a gun. If I did anyway, and I got caught, I'd be a felon and that's not what I intend to do.

Looking over at that jackass, chances are pretty good he's got one on him. Althoug he's already a felon so what's one more conviction mean to him? After all, to him prison isn't necessarily a bad thing. He'll get three meals a day, free room and board, a chance to network with coworkers, and he can enjoy all the anal sex he wants without being considered gay... Then when he gets out of prison, he's a hero in the eyes of all his "homies".

I on the other hand wouldnt live long in prison...

So tell me... How right is that? A law biding citizen, never comiited a crime, cannot carry a firearm down the street, walking next to a felon who has no regard for the law, carrying a weapon right beside the law biding citizen...

I hate this fucking place and it's fucked up laws!!