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Name: Jake
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Wooster
Birthday: 2/3/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: God, reading, listening to music, playing videogames, hanging out with my friends, talking to certain people on the phone late at nights
Expertise: computers and working on videogame design


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Member Since: 1/18/2005

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

I have to say that I'm am doing one of the hardest things I have ever done today. I can't find anything to match the difficulty of this. I'm breaking up with a girl that I like but can't see us spending the rest of our lives together. There was a period of time when I did think it possible, but in the last few weeks my mind has started changing. I'm so confused on what to do. There are reasons to both stay and go. I have so many things that I still want to do in my life or that I just enjoy doing that she doesn't and I'm sure that it is likewise for her. Our conversations have lessened on the phone and in person, yet those quiet times spent together are enjoyable. I'm at her place already and I feel like the beast waiting to pounce on its prey. Now I just need to find the strength to do what I need to.

Adios,

Jake


Monday, July 16, 2007

Hey everyone. I'm doing this more as a request from a few ppl rather than doing it for myself. So that's about it. Yeah....so goodbye.


Friday, February 16, 2007

For those who haven't noticed. I did remove a few entries out of my page. For the most part those were writen out of anger, jealousy, and a majorly sleep deprived mind that was starting to go crazy. I apoligize for those I have opened to the riticule of those who need not go what is going on and to those that read it for allowing you to be the fuel in this angered fire.


Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Hey.


Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Currently Listening
Comatose
By Skillet
Say Goodbye
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Why????

For those that I have talked to in the past few days, you may understand what I mean by the song I am putting in here. For the majority of you that don't...I'm sry I can't tell you anything.

Say Goodbye-Skillet

Things are changing

It seems strange and I need to figure this out

You've got your life, I got mine

But you're all I cared about

Yesterday we were laughing (if you're going to say goodbye)

Today I'm left here asking (if you're going to say goodbye)

Where has all the time gone now

I'm left alone somehow

Growing up and getting older

I don't want to believe it's over

Don't say goodbye

'Cause I don't want to hear those words tonight

'Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I

And although we knew

This time would come for me and you

Don't say anything tonight

If you're going to say goodbye

Do you remember, in December

How we swore we'd never chane

Even though you're leaving

That our feelings would always stay the same

I wish we could be laughing

Instead I'm standing here asking

Do we have to end this now?

Can we make it last somehow?

We both know what we've gotta say, not today

Cause I don't wanna leave this way

And if it's over, it hurts but I'm giving you my word

I hope that you're always

Happy like we were, happy like we were

Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)

Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)

And although we knew

This time would come for me and you

Don't say anything tonight

If you're going to say goodbye

 

So yeah if you know the situation already and have a question, just ask me.



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