been a long time since i last updated... but these days study is coming first... but anyways i have had a few funny stories to tell...

like for the past week ive been meeting all these people that i havent seen for the past 6 months... its really good to see them all cos its been such a long time... just a few in the list would include hyun-soo, stevo, eddie, ash, marika, jong-lin, jang nu-na, ho-young hyung, calvin, bondy and the list goes on and on.... at first its really weird to say hi after a long time apart but then once you get talking its like old times all over again... i like the old times ^^ but yeah anyways it was really good to catch up with you all and hope to keep seeing you guys and not leave it too late like the last time we meet....

just a random thing to add the other i got a ride in a friends - friends 200SX... its was a really good ride but the only bad thing was that i was in the back seat... now i'll tell you right now there is NO LEG ROOM in the back seat of a 200SX >.< but thanks anyway for the ride lim...

and just yesterday i FINALLY joined up to fitness first!!!! and my membership consultant was a friend from primary school CHRIS!!!! it was nice to FINALLY talk one word to chris haha... but yeah he got me a pretty good deal and hopefully i'll be making the most of my membership... well i can say with confidence that the 1st day of my membership was used to the fullest... i did a few free weights then a bike session (which was really good but hurt a lot) then some cross training... and while i was doing cross training i told my world famous subbies story to chris... he was laughing so hard but at the same time he was like 'what the fu*k got into you during high school???' hahaha...

then after that i had dinner with stevo and his parents... everything was normal just everyone talking until we had a pool comp with family pride on the line kekek... but anyways the funniest thing happened... when i was about to break for the 1st game i hit it pretty good but then the white ball flew off the table and went straight into the crotch area of stevo's dad!!! me + stevo were laughing soooooo hard for like 5 mins straight and stevo's dad was like 'how is my son sposed to see a sibling after you just hit me there???' and that made me laugh even more.... but yeah stevo's dad took it really well so i guess it added to the humour not killing it...

well i cant believe it ive only got 1.5 weeks of summer school... almost finished thru all my lectures got my last tute tomo then i have a small STUVAC then i got the final on the 17th... not much more longer to go... so i gotta study real hard so i can get a HD then i can get a car wooo hooo.... but yeah i guess i gotta do the hard work first... so i guess i'll be working my ass off until the 17th...

another couple of boring days have passed just doing nothing.

the other day i did my 1st mid-sem for my summer school... it was soooooooooo easy but then again i got a couple wrong... but hey 18/20 still converts as an HD =P muhahaha

but yeah just a random question... are my ciggarettes trying to tell me something when EVERY SINGLE new deck that i buy just happens to say 'SMOKING WHEN PREGNANT HARMS YOUR BABY'???? anyone got any answers???

oh yes carrigan's bday!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha it was a REALLY funny and random night... well the night started when carro picked me up and gave me a lift to his place and i gave him my present... a wall clock!!!! you may think this was a lame present but trust me it was worth it... see the night before carro calls me up @ 11pm and this was the conversation we had...

ME : yeah sup carro?

CARRO : yeah can you tell me what the time is?

ME : yeah its 11 why dont you have the time on your phone?

CARRO : nope...

ME : not even in your flat?

CARRO : nope...

ME : ok....

CARRO : yeah see ya...

so that's why i got him a wall clock... haha but yeah he's slow enough as it is so i wont rub it in =P but now to the main part of the night... we ended going to watch jelly wrestling at oxford tavern... i wasnt that keen on watching girls wrestle in jelly but everyone else was... and hey it was carro's bday so what the hell... but yeah it ended up to be really funny there are too many jim barrett quotes and sac dogg quotes to mention and plus they wouldnt complement my site ^^ so yeah as usual everyone chips in for carro and we sing him the song and he skulls like 7 schooners, 2 shots, 1 rum&coke, 1 inner-circle and a suicide hahahahahhahahaha.... but yeah he was WASTED!!! it was lucky i got his car keys off him and got him to agree that i was driving... aiiiii the joys of being designated driver >.< so then we drove to epping for tracks where everyone met up for some actual clubbing... but carro as usual ruined it!!!! he was wearing his hat and the bouncer asks him to take it off 3 times and then he grabbed him and kicked carro out... so much for having fun clubbing... so we all had to go out and go to the rsl instead... then after we finished up at the rsl we all went home... while i was driving i faced the same guy 3 times at 3 diff red lights and i burnt him all 3 times muhahaha... and the definite highlight would be driving on empty main roads (epping road, homebush bay drive) and going 140km/h it was such a good feeling ^^* ended up getting to sleep around 5am and then had to wake up at 7.30 to go to uni >.< and here i am blogging when im smelly, sweaty, dirty and very very tired...

oh yeah and also i saw marika... it was not good thinking about the problems i have again when i told her but oh well... although it was random, it was nice to catch up with her for all but 5 mins cos i was like interrupting her lunch  =P but yeah i had to be in my old shirt and jeans that i wore to carro's party and on top of that be really stinky and very tired!!  

well well its been another couple of days since i last updated...

it was a really weird couple of days esp. yesterday... i was working hard then i took a 5min ciggie break which ended up lasting for 1 hour!!!

in this '5 mins' i happened to meet calvin + his gf ^^* at the bus stop then when i was walking down to go back to work i meet hooman... that was REALLY random...

i haven't seen this guy for like 6 months and we only met each other a couple of times before over a ciggie... but i was innocently walking and he just yelled out 'TONY!!!' and then i looked back and it was hooman!!! what the... we had another ciggie talk and caught up with him and asked about the ladz... it was kinda good to meet someone that i hadn't met in a while... i spose its good to meet new ppl all the time ^^*

and then later on in the night im at hornsby on a 'chore' and then who else do i meet??? bibi?!?!?! i saw her from behind and didnt even recognise her then she turned around and we were both sooo surprised to see each other... hahah i saw her working and she was trying to con me into spending money on a 'massage product' that i knew i would never use... and then after i said no then she tells me that she works on a commission basis!!!! no wonder why she wanted my money!!!! and yeah i met her friend that i've never seen before and the first thing she says to me is 'hi tony!!!' and i was like what the.... i've never seen this girl before and somehow she knows my name??? i later found out that bibi has been talking about me behind my back and showing secret pics taken of me that i don't even know about ^^* jk jk but yeah didnt really get to talk to her much... but i found that bibi's friend is younger than her in 3rd year uni and during her holidays she MANAGES her own business at hornsby???? i mean what are you doing bibi =P

its nice that for a change i can write some funny stuff that has happened to me in my life and be able to get out of the boring cycle of being all moody and having nothing better to blog about friends that have already left me... 

i wanna get things back to normal but i think that its too little too late... but if you dont think so then come and sort it out with me... its already been like 6 months since the 'group' met up last.... if you dont wanna then i'll just move on cos ive already had this thing on my mind for at least 5 out of the 6 months... im getting a little bit nostalgic... look at the photo and think hard about it.

not feeling well...

what are friends for?

OMG...

I've started summer school >____<

well the first lecture was reeeeeeeaaaallly good... NOT!!!

why does every single lecturer think that the ppl that are there actually wanna listen to lame jokes and answer pointless questions about today's paper?????????????????

yeah so thats what my first lecture was about... an hour talking about NOTHING?!?!?!

and it doesnt exactly help when the person who's going to be giving your lecture is straight out of uni with no experience AND on top of that is clueless how a computer works... soooooo now there are no lecture notes and on top of that i have to copy down what she writes >____<

lucky i have my notes from 1st sem heheh....

anyways lots of other stuff has happened as well since i last blogged a couple of months ago....but theres too much to write =P

but seriously lots of bad stuff has happened and a lot of ppl close to me have let me down a lot... i'm now seriously thinking about doing nothing with my social life there seems to be nothing to look forward to in my social life esp. by means of not just having a good time but having a good time with friends : (

luckily a couple of friends stayed true to me in this very difficult phase of mine... you know who you guys are and thanks heaps for just staying there as a true friend and giving me the right advice and giving me comfort... if i didnt have these friends then i would definitely be a loner and i would be friendless...  THANKS GUYS!!!

anyways life's been difficult but i feel as if this is just the start of a new beginning for me... no more going out for no reason + no more backstabbing + no more awkward conversations + no more of the old tony.... i'm going to change and make this an opportunity to catch up on what i have missed and use this mentality to go out and realise its not the end of the world, rather thinking of this period of time as a time that i needed to look at myself and think who and what is most important to me...

on another note i have to thank stevo for inviting me out on NYE... THANKS STEVO!!! it turned out to be a really random night but at the same time it was heapsss of fun and it was really good to meet some new people and think outside the square for a change... and in the same breath i have to thank adelle and queenz... THANKS GIRLS... you guys actually made the night a bit less awkward for me cos you guys knew as many ppl as i did ^^ no but seriously you guys did make what was going to be a lonely and very boring night into one that was fun-filled + action packed + consisted of walking around in circles to find bottle shops =P

well anyways its the start of summer school!!!!

AND I HATE IT!!!!

if the lectures and the lecturer was this bad i cant wait for the tutorials!!!!

and OMG if our tutor makes us do the individual intro thing im going to kill him!!!!!

anyways hope for a light-hearted blog for next time... i'm sick of being so pessimistic and nothing happening for me in my life...