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Sunday, October 01, 2006

more shootings

   

CAZENOVIA, Wisconsin (AP) -- A teenager who pried open his family's gun cabinet brought two weapons to his rural school Friday and shot the principal to death after a struggle with adults and other students, authorities said.

No one else was hurt.

Eric Hainstock, 15, was taken into custody and charged as an adult with murder, District Attorney Patricia Barrett said. (Watch Barrett explain the charges against the 15-year-old -- 1:49 Video)

Authorities said the teen had complained about being teased by other students and decided to confront teachers and the principal using a shotgun and handgun taken from his parents' bedroom. The shooting also came one day after Weston Schools Principal John Klang gave him a disciplinary warning for having tobacco, according to a criminal complaint.

Witnesses said Hainstock walked in with the shotgun before classes began. A custodian, teachers and students wrestled with him, but he broke through, took out the handgun and shot Klang three times, Sheriff Randy Stammen said.

The custodian said the teen was a special-education student who told him he was there to kill someone, but did not say who.

"He was calm, but he was on a mission," said Dave Thompson, 43, who also has two children at the school.

Sophomore Shelly Rupp, 16, described Hainstock as a freshman with few friends and said he was "just weird in the head."

"He always used to kid around about bringing things to school and hurting kids," she said at a gas station nearby where students and townspeople had gathered.

Thompson said Hainstock first pointed a shotgun in a teacher's face. Thompson grabbed the gun, but the student then appeared to be reaching for another weapon, so Thompson and the teacher took cover. Thompson ran into a kitchen to call 911.

Klang then confronted the gunman. After the shots were fired, the principal, who was wounded, somehow wrestled him to the ground and swept the gun away, the complaint said.

Klang, 49, was shot in the head, chest and leg, authorities said. He died hours later at a hospital in Madison.

Sheriff Randy Stammen praised Klang's swift action. "The heroics of the people involved in this can't be understated," he said.

Hainstock said a group of kids had teased him by calling him names and rubbing up against him, the complaint said, and that he felt teachers and the principal would not do anything about it.

The complaint also said Hainstock had told a friend a few days earlier that Klang would not "make it through homecoming," referring to festivities planned for the school's homecoming weekend.

On Thursday, the principal had given Hainstock a disciplinary warning for having tobacco on school grounds, which was likely to mean an in-school suspension.

One student told a local reporter that Hainstock had recently been suspended for throwing a stapler at a teacher and for throwing a chair at the principal.

"I never thought [he] was capable of shooting anybody," she said.

Hainstock could get life in prison if convicted of murder, Barrett, the district attorney, said. Wisconsin does not have the death penalty.

Detectives executed a search warrant at Hainstock's house late Friday, the sheriff said. The teen was scheduled to make an initial court appearance Monday. It was unclear whether he had an attorney.

Children from pre-kindergarten to 12th grade attend the small school near Cazenovia, a community of about 300 people about 70 miles northwest of Madison.

Klang and his three children graduated from Weston Schools. He was once a teacher, then farmed for about 18 years before returning to teaching and taking over as principal in 2004, his father, Don Klang, said. The younger Klang was being groomed to take over as superintendent next year.

Laurie Rhea, 42, said the principal spent last weekend at the gas station washing cars for a homecoming fundraiser.

"All the kids just loved him," she said.

High school students were offered counseling after the shooting, authorities said. Younger students were bused home. The homecoming parade, football game and dance were canceled or postponed.

Weston High School also lost a student earlier Friday in a car accident, a school official said.

The shooting took place two days after a gunman took six students hostage in a Colorado high school and killed one of them before committing suicide


and

Duane MorrisonHe may be our first suicide sex predator. 53-year old Duane Roger Morrison sent a long and rambling letter to family members in advance of Thursday’s deadly, sick assault on the students of Colorado’s Platte Canyon High School.

The local sheriff Fred Wegener held a news briefing today during which he indicated that Morrison wanted to die, but before he did, he was going on a power trip that deeply wounded a community, even as he abused his hostages, and killed one of them.

"He wasn’t the same as my other kids," said his father, Bob Morrison, remembering the son who he has long been estranged from. Now, investigators are still trying to unravel the sick mystery behind this predator’s extraordinary attack on the Platte Canyon schoolgirls.

And more facts are emerging about the 53-year-old loser’s life.

The former employee of a haunted house, he was unemployed and living in his jeep just a half-mile from the school in which he would perpetrate his violent siege. Traumatized students remembered seeing the creep lurking nearby at around 10:45 a.m., looking angry as he sat alone in his jeep in the parking lot, scoping out the layout of the school.

Witnesses said he then left the vehicle, and was milling around dressed in a hooded sweatshirt in an obvious and awkward attempt to fit in with the teenage students.

"Given his height, given the way he was dressed, he was trying to blend in like a student," said Sheriff Wegener today.

At 11:30 a.m. the career petty criminal entered the high school, carrying a backpack filled, not with the bomb he later threatened to detonate, but bizarrely with sex toys.

But the experienced outdoorsman was also heavily armed with a semi-automatic pistol and a .357 revolver and briefly spoke to a 15-year-old student, before beginning his rampage.

She described Morrison methodically entering Room 206 "College Prep English," and closing the door.

It is important to note at this point that Cassidy Grigg, the 16-year old who yesterday told the nation that he had bravely refused to leave that classroom when ordered to do so by Morrison was lying and not even there.

But inside that classroom, the horror and fear were real enough. Morrison fired a warning shot and told the students, "If you don’t do what I say, I’ll shoot you," and ordered them all to face the wall. Morrison then tapped each one on the shoulder with his gun as he told them whether to go or stay.

Said a terrified student witness, "all of the boys, I believe, were released first from the class. It was only the girls that were held hostage."

So Morrison was alone in class 206 with 6 blonde schoolgirls.

It was 11:40 a.m, the school was in lockdown, the loudspeaker blaring, "We have a code white here!" as calls went out to 911.

With the school soon empty, except for the six captives, and the monster holding them, police made contact with Morrison. Cops say his demands were simple, just to "leave him alone" and "get out of here,” according to cops.

At 1:52: hostage Emily Keyes father sent her a text message — simple, yet desperate: "How are u?" Emily managed to get a heartbreaking message back. According to Sheriff Wegener, the "last text message to her family from Emily was, 'I love you guys'."

Morrison was not interested in negotiating, instead he set an ominous deadline of 4 p.m. "He just said something would happen at 4p.m. and because of that backpack that was in the room; what do I think is going to happen at 4, if he told us initially or throughout that that was a bomb?" said Wegener explaining why the SWAT team was sent in. Then, about once an hour, Morrison began releasing a hostage, each of whom told of the horror-taking place inside. "They were molested, they were all molested," said Wegener.

With the children being brazenly abused, cops felt they had no choice but to storm the class.

Morrison, barricaded behind a row of desks, and still using the 2 remaining teenagers as human shields, fired on the SWAT team. Emily Keys tried to run away, but Morrison shot her in the back of the head, before turning the gun on himself.

Emily key's family, friends and neighbors will say goodbye to the slain 16-year- old at a memorial service Saturday, with a private burial scheduled later in the day.

Now, as police paint a clearer picture of the deeply troubled pervert who killed her, you cannot help but wonder whether he may be a new breed of criminal?

We all know the deadly work of the suicide bomber who takes as many innocent victims as he can on his way out.

Duane Morrison may be the first suicide-sex predator. He knew when he invaded Platte Canyon high school that he wasn’t coming out alive. The fact he wanted to die is clear from the rambling suicide letter in, which he talks of the pain in his life. His pre-meditated desire to spread that pain by sexually violating his victims is clear from the contents of his knapsack, not bombs, but sex toys.

Before he died in a hail of bullets, he was hell-bent on fulfilling a sick obsession: assaulting, abusing and humiliating as many of the school’s prettiest girls as he could.

And in this age of copycats, my fear is that Morrison will not be the last suicide sex predator.



what is the world coming to? sigh.....


Thursday, September 21, 2006

Another day....another time....another life.....

    so im back here...........finally on free time to actually post something here.....life too busy........work work work......all for what? sigh..........relationship has been tough...then again what are relationship if it weren't tough for 2 people to work out their problems with each other, improve on themselves, then making life easier for them as time passes by.... relationships.......such a complicated thing with so much emotions and irrasionally (think i spelled that wrong oh well)

why does love have to hurt so much to person who didn't want to be hurt? saw a show by "touch by angel"....these 2 couples were getting married. he was ready. she wasn't. Why? because she was afraid......afraid of what?? Note: her parents did loved each other, but divorced each other in her early age of growing up... coming back, she was afraid....she was afraid if she married this guy, that her marriage would be the same as her parents.....in divorce..in pain and hatred and hurt.....but the angel said this........that is life.....there is no such thing as a perfect life with perfect happiness.....there will be bumps.....there will be fights....but what most important is how do you fix it...repair it....improve it.....and make it last forever instead of leaving it till it(divorce) finally breaks down.....true love is when you work things out with each other....talk to each other....open to each other......not coming down on a person....not telling that person he/she is wrong and himself/herself is right......not dileberately hurt each other......that is not love....that is hate.....hate towards one person who did or didn't what he/she was doing to the other.....

yeah in case if you notice, i kinda added some of my stuff....most of it is mine, not from the show :P:P:P anyways....

love will hurt.....it will always hurt in this lifetime of ours.......but it also bring tremendous joy.....joy that you cannot get other from emotions from other people...this love is from that one person....who shows eternal love....no matter what......love will hurt.....but love should also heal......unfortunately.....from love turn to hurt..........from hurt turn to pain......from pain turn forever to hate......

life should never end like that.....relationships should never end that....God never intended that for us humans at all...what love should be is love will hurt......but love will forgive.........love will heal........love will bring unity and everlasting joy......true love is always forgiveness......and listening....

my recent event:
me and my gf got into a fight....she made me upset.....i stayed quiet....thats how i work, when im upset, i become quiet........she got mad.....when we left the house......she became even more mad.......she shoved me up against the wall, put her elbow against my throat.....and ask me whats wrong.....*parshly i was laughing because she was doing this, Note, im bigger than her, stronger than her, yet i let her do this*  she demanded to know whats wrong...

i pushed her hands away....and started walking downstairs to the parking lot....then i said...*you are really fortunate, that im not like other guys.....other guys would have slap you for doing that....then she said, "what did i do wrong"? i said you think pushing someone up the wall is nice? she continues asking in a demanding way then i said fine! ...i shoved her against the wall with both my hands on her left and right shoulder and said loudly... "do you like? tell me do you like this???"...............she said no.........i dropped back on the ground and just walked downstairs...got to the car.....drop her home...of course she slammed my car door.....*poor car, but unfortunately they make good ways to exhert anger to*

recent event of a couple:
there's a guy........and a girl.....both seems oblivious from each other....if you know who im talking about, and don't like what i say....well....i can't say anything to you then bout this.....this is my blog to express and you have a choice to read it or ignore it or don't read at all.....
these 2 have dated bout 5 years before a final breakup...these two by the way, were an awesome, cute couple to my view....he said stuff.....she said stuff.....he did stuff......she did stuff........he wanted her.....she didn't want him.....because he hurt her.....he went bananas trying to get her back .....she still said no.....in efforts he did, he stressed out...he did bad stuff.....she wasn't happy.....she moved on......he waited....and waited........and waited.....he finally said.....ok, i guess thats the end of it......he found a new gf......he had joy with his gf.....she came back...she waited......she pleaded......he said no........she understood.....but then he became confused....he still wants her....she convinced he does'nt want her.....but he wants her....but doesnt know what to do.....he's confused.....she's moved on......she's in pain...........he's in pain.......both are in pain..........both were in love......are they still in love? or is that a figment of their imagination of their wants and desire?....that is a good question eh?

example i would put here of the communication between both of these people
dog a and dog b, and no this will not be a dog and cat miscommunication
Dog a: is a pitbull
dog b: is a german shepherd (think i spelled that wrong too oh well)

the german understands only in german.....the pitbull only understands english
so the german says go here......and the pitbull says go below here.....henceforth, both dogs become agitated...they become aggressive, then violent, then action the resolves into a fight of blood....one will either die or leave...the other will suffer in pain because he/she is alone now......

point being here: love between 2 people will end if either chooses not to have their love be healed. Hence, what is forgiveness then? if we choose not to forgive, and choose to continue remembering what that person did, in the end, it would just become hate....bitterness.....unhappiness.....loneliness....communication is the absolute key in any relationship.....they should always be open....not clogged......not shut......not outcast........they should be listened with no opinions.....no reason to give for why that happened etc......silence is golden in a communication between both people in order to attain understanding and acknowledgement of each others problems, fears, pain, and love.....

*dang.....im tyiping quite a bit here eh? :P :P *
humour is good by the way ;)

personally i think thats why i parshly did not want a relationship......i wanted to be a bachelor....for life....because why? love hurts....im a sensitive person.....with a really big heart.....i open the door for my gf to step in and out of the car.....i hold the door for her.....i say hi i love you hows your day......i say im sorry to her when she had seizure even though its not me that causes her seizures......when she's in pain i say sorry too........i say sorry for a lot of things that don't even relate to me what so ever.....why? probably because i think every problem she has, every pain she goes through, i see its my fault....and therefore i failed her in that manner, therefore i say sorry to her....my world is her world....i will always protect her....to death in fact......if i had a wish, or if someone offers me something in exchange of my life....it will be for my gf not to have seizures anymore and become an independant intelligent person....i am a softy at heart and will always be.....i hear from friends *guys and girls*.....guys saying "dude....you're whipped man....you do so much for her and hardly anything for yourself...why do you it??? * and girls saying "why can't my bf be more like you? gentle, caring, giving, understanding, when r u 2 getting married, when am i going to find a guy like you* .......

i sacrifice.........sacrifice a lot......in part with saying that, my 70 to 80 hours of work a week is decidated to my gf to get married.....in 2 years....is it really worth it? for my blood and sweat to pull that off for the next 2 years? will my body last? i don't know....but i will continue till my body can't function anymore.....talked bout pushing the limits....

i remember my first love......the first love that i still carry to this date....she is lovely....she is beautiful....she will always be in body and spirit......she is one who made me change a lot in my ways....to give them respect...to appreciate for all that they are.....to love them as for their mind, not their bodies only.....as the person who did the following "

Student killed in Montreal shooting rampage

Updated Wed. Sep. 13 2006 11:28 PM ET

CTV.ca News Staff

A gunman with a Mohawk haircut and black clothing opened fire inside Montreal's Dawson College on Wednesday, killing one woman and wounding 19 others.

Police had earlier believed there were as many as four gunmen, as shots reportedly continued to be heard.

The 20-year-old female victim died in hospital from her wounds. Five people admitted to Montreal General Hospital remain in critical condition, four are listed in serious condition and two are stable.

"They are all young students, young adults, in their early 20s," Dr. Francoise Chagnon, director of professional services, told CTV Newsnet. Five are male and six female.

CTV's Jed Kahane said police received a call about the shooting just before 1 p.m. EDT. Gunfire erupted at 12:41 and continued for about 30 minutes.

A police officer outside the college saw the gunman enter the building, and police quickly arrived at the scene. The 25-year-old suspect was shot dead as he tried to leave the school.

Police have not identified the shooter, but a spokesman said he was armed with three weapons, likely including a semi-automatic rifle. He was also described as a young resident of Quebec.

Panicked students described a scene of chaos and violence, as people fled or hid from the shooter.

"He shot right at us. And when he shot at us we jumped and ran the other way," said student Ali Hussein. He added that one bullet struck a wall close to where he was standing.

Dawson College is located at the corner of Atwater and Sherbrooke in the heart of downtown Montreal.

One student captured a cellphone video of police officers inside the school with their guns drawn, trying to talk to the gunman. Someone then shouts to evacuate the building.

Students told Kahane they saw someone roaming the halls with a gun, and heard at least 20 shots fired.

One student told Montreal radio station 940 News she was on the phone at the college's front entrance when she heard five gunshots and a window breaking. She walked into the hallway and was inches from the gunman.

"All of a sudden I turned around and saw a man dressed in black with a huge assault rifle," she said. "People didn't know what was going on ... they thought it was a joke."

The man ran into the corner of the cafeteria to hide from police, she said.

A number of officers surrounded the school with guns drawn, while others helped to evacuate students from inside the English-language CEGEP school which has about 10,000 students. Most are between the ages of 16 and 18.

Gary Clemence, a psychology teacher, said the college is "usually a really quiet, peaceful place. No problems, no knives, anything." 

Prime Minister Stephen Harper called the shooting "cowardly" and a "senseless act of violence.

"On behalf of the Government of Canada and all Canadians, our thoughts and prayers are with the injured and their loved ones, and to the students and staff of the college who are all victims of this terrible tragedy," Harper said in a statement.

Montreal Mayor Gerald Tremblay said Canadians should reach out to the victims.

"This is so tragic. How do we talk to the parents who are going through this? All I can say is that I feel for them, and I care for them," he told Newsnet.

Today's incident is horrifyingly reminiscent of another school shooting in Montreal. On Dec. 6, 1989, Marc Lepine killed 14 engineering students at the Ecole Polytechnique.

The mass murder prompted tighter gun laws, which included the creation of the controversial national firearms registry. It also prompted Parliament to create the National Day of Remembrance and Action on Violence against Women in 1991, to coincide with the anniversary of the tragedy.

During Wednesday's shooting, some students and teachers barricaded themselves in classrooms, waiting for police to rescue them.

As many as 40 students and staff hid on the seventh floor, including eyewitness Adam Perez, who spoke to CTV Newsnet.

"No one came to really warn us," said Perez. "Our first warning of the incident (came from) phone calls and text messages."

One student told 940 News she saw two people who had been shot, including one who had been hit in the neck. The student said a friend told her four people had been shot.

Michel Boyer, a student at the college, told CTV Newsnet he saw the gunman in a hallway leading to the cafeteria. 

"I saw the gunman who was dressed in black and at that time he was shooting at people. It was probably one of the most frightening moments of my life," he said. 

Images captured from a helicopter hovering over the scene showed hordes of students running frantically from the building.

A number of police vehicles surrounded what appeared to be a bloodsoaked sidewalk outside the school, and several yellow ambulance vehicles were seen speeding from the scene after victims were carried from the building on stretchers and loaded in the vehicles.


There was an article in my local newspaper talking bout the personality of the killer, who shot himself after doing his shooting spree.... one thing caught my eye......he went to a goth website quite frequently....this is what i caught....

men on this earth do not deserve the women that we have


interesting i thought in so much of agreeance ...though the part where he shot a lot on the women makes it wonder why would he do that instead of shooting the men?
opinion says that maybe the reason why he did that is so because the women can be spared from this miserable world they lived in for their lives will probably be ruined by men.....
personal opinion me thinks.......

im quite sad.....quite depressed........quite annoyed......and probably starting to hate the world............again.....i used to have a old xanga sites.....it was called Soulless.......why? because it contain all my hatred....all my pain....all my thoughts of depression........and i deleted because that is the past......but i guess the past can never be truly buried.........

am i forever to be depress? or will i find someone that will give me a ladder to climb out? am i forever to hate the world or shown to love the world as for what it is? am i to continue living through life even though every minute i think of pain the world is suffering? such is the world........

i miss her.....i love her.....i care for her.....but fate doesnt permit us to be with other for higher known reasons that we beings should not or cannot understand....emotion are strong......love is one of the strong ones.....either enormous joy........or extreme hatred.......which will you choose?


Sunday, July 09, 2006

hmm........hmm........hmm..........time has surely passed on me.......

hmm........hmm........hmm.........
last blog entry: april 24 /06
latest blog entry: July 9 /06

hmm.......3 months.....my that has been quite awhile indeed....guess life of work has taken over me once again....
anyways, here's my update of the last months

work........work.........work...........and more work..........and airsoft as well heh heh
so now i currently work 3 jobs...1 at a small company as a logistics person, 1 as a cashier at another location, and lastly my home work for my small importing/exporting company....whoopeedoo.....then there's airsoft of administrative work of preparation of upcoming events for military simulation to run for this summer....fun fun........and more tired tired tired......*sigh* ........

personal life is okay.....paige has been a-ok. Sometimes having more seizures and sometimes not............they are putting her back on a medication they gave her when she was nine and went without a seizure for 1 year....recently she made it in a month.......but it started again a week after.....so the loops we shall continue to go around....

update for the future i might be moving out in a month or 2 which is nice......also getting a little dog. It shall be a either a cardigan or pembrooke corgi.... cute little guys.....though having a debate with my roomate on calling him tucker or sinbad.......no girl dogs for me.....guy dogs all the way.......heh heh

oh yeah, finally geting a new computer.........so now i can start playing more games heh heh fun fun......

well, thats it for now.....till the next blog to cover more stories of my life....cheerio


Monday, April 24, 2006

time passes.........time moves...........time evolves.............time is there...........

so its been little bit awhile since i blog........blog blog..........recently, after my last blog, paige had another seizure a few days after....... thats about 5 seizures in 3 weeks......not good...anyways, we should be seeing her doctor soon and figure better ways to improve on her health

on other side of things........life goes on.....as i always say playing airsoft quite often.....more military simulations to come in the month of may........should be interesting.....heh heh........

relationship has been good with paige........sometimes feels too good..........sometimes feels its just going to end some way or another........quite scary actually..........sigh.....poor me......blah.....being too sensitive and too caring has its tolls...........probably the major reasons of my life why i tried suicide........heh........oh well........life moves on....


Sunday, April 16, 2006

sigh........sad sad this week has been

starting from yesterday i attended my gf's family gathering for a little girl's birthday....
we arrived, we said hello, we chat..........then.......paige had another seizure and she hit her head pretty hard on the dry wall

she came after, went thru her "fear period", got back.........got her to eat some food and drink juice......became better..........then come downstairs and had fun and all.....

today.......saturday......played my game of airsoft......lots of fun.....got to shoot a lot of people

went to another paige's family dinner.......it went well.....no seizure....thats good....sigh.......why does it feel so much i'm going to lose paige......why oh why oh why......she said she had a dream a month ago......she lying on her bed......dying.......i went over to give my last kiss of love....i kiss her......and then her heart stop......she moved on.....when i heard that, my heart sank with deep sadness......i wanted to cry in front of her when she said that.....worst thing added to this......i had a dream too that she passed away.......similiar........hmm........what is does suppose to mean....is this a vision of the future? potential future? or a warning to something i might do and must try not to do? questions after questions after questions of complicating situations.......sigh.......life moves on eh? .......unfortunately we live in this cruel cruel world........but we have a mission here.....what is our mission though?




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