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| chapter 1 [time goes by]So Fall quarter has come and gone, and i must say WOW how fast it zoomed by. So all the new things that have come across my path since my last post has been pretty mediocre which i do really appreciate. i find it really amazing how drama if you would, dissipates so quickly when your done with high school and how much more peaceful it is when your busy with other great things in life. If anyone is wondering how Pastor ed has been doing, he is no longer with us, but happily with the Lord.
Although the quarter has passed by quickly but i'm actually pretty proud of my grades, i wont flaunt it but i'm very happy with them. HA! anywho my internship has been a wonderful experience within the field of immunology;antigens and serum and all that cool stuff. I cant wait for the annual 19th undergraduate research conference which is on April 26th if anyone wants to come by and visit my project =D in Davis.
Now finally i guess the juicy part of reading someones' xanga, the new realizations and reflections of life. there has been so many people that has told me that i "have changed so much," and I've spent a lot of time reflecting on the idea of change and what simple things in my life has brought it. i guess we could say that even at age 22 i'm still learning, at many times in my life id walk around thinking i was ms. know-it-all, n i was ms. independent, when really i didn't know ish- and i was really depending on everyone else. acting a fool and just being plain silly, but all the fun n games came and gone just as fast as the new fad. I'm desperately hoping that this new serious business is not just a fad because this is the most I've felt like I've learned out of life at all. All those famous quotes mean like "say what you mean and mean what you say" and "the best things in life aren't just things" blah blah blah, we can really take for granted but we can never master the true meaning to these simple quotes until we've grown to that level of maturity, admitting to our youthful stupidity and managing to step back and out of the crowd of old fads and look at it, with an eye open to realize, what life is like without it. I'm not saying I've managed to master the meaning of all those quotes or to see life without all the silly stupid things that come across our days, but i can say that although i still live my life with all these dumb things i'm still able to decipher the difference between real and real retarded.
i guess i'm getting a little too serious and getting too into rambling and complaining about life blah blah blah. but its just interesting how our minds can come to dwell over so many ideas and thoughts.
about my little church things, its been a tough road, although i know my friends pretty much joke about it almost everytime i see them aHEm you all know who you are!!! haha its okay i love you all and it helps me grow and tough love right thas how we've all been raised.
so spring break!!!! i just saw Horton hears a who and dang that movie was pretty good, a bit sappy but pretty good.
there's so many things to do on my list of things to do but i'm glad i'm home right now life does not get any better then this.
to be continued....
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| Chapter 1 [emotions]How
should i start, well i guess ill start with a summary of the week.
Briefly it started with my first DL in physics and then my first lab
for chem this quarter. signed up for tutors, boy you gottah love that
extra help when you need it! Anyways and started reading a book called
"A purpose driven life", almost done with "Tuesdays with Morrie" both
being wonderful books ill have to say. The first book is a day by day
chapter focused while the the other is when i have time after all the
required reading texts for class. I'll have to say that the service
given last Sunday was truly moving and even missing service this
Sunday, it has still yet again been an enormously moving weekend. So it
all started off with a weird week hitting Soga's a bar in Davis on
Thursday and encountering a very drunk belligerent disrepectful piety
boy named Daniel, I've always wondered how anyone can be so consumed with alcohol that they can be so vulgar and disrepectful,
sure I've been drunk plenty but I know exactly what I do and done, and
definilty feel the after effect the following day, if not earlier to
stop myself. This not being the first encounter i remember another time
before but a simple walking away is the usual trick It sure does! Well
following into this Sunday i had agreed to a prayer meeting at a
pastors house with my church, not my pastor but a pastor that i truly
admire. Pastor Ed, he does Saturday service at Calvary Street Isaiah 58 - Bodecker
Park in the Tenderloin, his mission is
to save as many people as he can and getting right at it in the TL
where the conditions aren't quite the best. He and his wife and two
kids are there where rain or shine, danger or threatened they are not
shy of the Lords love and the light that they may shed to other lives.
Pastor Ed has recently discovered that he has liver cancer which has
now spread to his lungs. the prayer meeting at his house today has
truly left footprints on my heart. Although today being the 2nd time
being able to talk to him and meet him again he has lifted my soul and
given me hope for goals that i seemd to have thought impossible. being
able to share my thoughts and feelings and prayers with him and his
family along with all the people that he has touched and mean so much
to myself has been a true blessing.
at moments like these no
matter how cliche or cheezy it is you just cant help but to feel
surrounded by emotions that you cannot let subside. tears did come
falling off my face as i bowed my head to pray, these tears did come
right from my heart, it wasn't just tears for sorrow for pastor ed but
tears that represented the feelings i get when i realize so much in
this world has changed and need to change, how much my life has changed
in the past couple years and how much people can change. all the piety
things that we dwell over and all the greater things in life that we
ignore. but who am i to say such things but a person who needs a lot of
change in herself. i guess all these tears have yet to be delivered to
certain categories of life but i'm glad to have let it come out. well
looking back at my week it has lead up to a wonderful end of the week
but also a greater beginning of my chapter 1.
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| PrefaceWhat a YEAR 2008 has started off to be! okay time to reminisce, it feels like it was just yesterday when I transferred to Davis and now I’m about to be done, so many changes for last year and I can already see all the changes to come. Just before leavin my home sweet home of Sannn Francisco I dreaded/ anticipated/ couldn’t wait/ and didn’t want to move an hour away to go to Davis.. yah yah yah I know it’s not as far as other places but my first time moving away from home what an experience! meeting soo many new people and exploring a new religion its kindah like living a partially new life, but never to forget the wonderful people that still remain home distant.. yet still in love with! the family; I used to be so distant from my family although I lived in the next room from my mommy we used to bicker and fight over the silliest things and of course my immature ass was never going to grow up always being at home. n now away from home ive never missed my mother father sister n brother as much as I do now. ive never felt so compelled to call home or want to be home just to yum cha with them and to want to have a dinner with them and do things for mom n pops. of course dad is still away from home more then myself currently in Brazil and always on the road kindah like a rockstar but more like an executive. haha I’m proud of him, and my lil brother working a real job and driving me places hahaha.. my sister working her ass off a pullin a coach bag juicy bag and Kate bag and express pea coats out her ass every week damn her that damn working woman, and my mother all that stress she puts herself through and still manages to check us like we were still bad ass 16 year olds everyday =D! Friends: reuniting with the girls that ive put off for wayy too long and "cant hardly waiting" to go back to sf just to kick it n still maintaining the love I have for the missies although one is in another country and another is 6 hrs away and another is working too much hahaha as well as all the wonderful new ppl in Davis ...bars on Thursdays has never been my thing until here haha weird and ive never been to a bar with such an equitable amount of each racial character loving it! Its crazy what a narrow spectrum of people I can grow accustomed to so easily in sf and never be able to see the other side of the fence… by the way I love my new roomies! Religion: ive been reborn ill save this for another post. Academics: I love what I'm learning and it gives me a challenge! Although you’ll hear me complain about how much I hate to go back trust me it’s only a persona I’m hiding behind. I kindah get excited when I hear ppl talk about ochem mechanisms, carbon stuff, cyclohexanes, not so much acids n bases, but NMR its crazy stuff I bet the crazy scientist that discovered all these where on drugs cause WOW! and damn do I sound like a total millhouse. Haha anyways this quarter organic chemistry, physics, psc 170, psc 126, interning still at the lab that’s about 19 units and totally making the tuition worth it! haha well now the question comes down to.. Do I wanna graduate in spring with just a Bachelors in Science in Psychology, or do I want to graduate in Fall with an additional Minor is Biological Sciences? I don’t know but I’m probably going to get the most out of my education so we will definitely see Well that’s about what I’m going to end at for tonight I was just taking a break from studying but I think this makes up for about half a year of stuff hahah .. well lets end with some photos =D 
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| IM BACK!BACK ON XANGA THAT IS.. WELL NOT REALLY JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT MY OLD PASSWORD WAS AND DECIDED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE WHO STILL CHECKS MY PAGE HAHAHA HELLO! | | |
| winter quarter just started woopy just as everyone else starts their spring break, so the few things that i did accomplish off my list of spring break things to do
1) have dinner/lunch at turtle tower.. 2)desert at a chinese place somewhere in the sets or richmond 3)go to the damn beach no matter how cold it might be 4)VIVIANS HYPHY ASSS BIITCHDAY BASH!!!!(see my WONDERFUL LADIES!!!!!!!!) 5)TARGET (x2)
6)see mommmy and daddy 7)see sister and brother 8)see my wonderful boyfriend so the only things on my list that i didn't have the chance to do was eat dessert and see my dad =0( when am i going to see my dad... hes in Washington right now and i know hell be LA soon then flying him to Chicago but his next destination i have no idea, i miss my dad alot =( ill just need a to have a little more patience. well anywho i had a great time last night at my house with my bestests, amy vivian and erica, ................wish rose and rosanna and cat and janine was there but its all good not everyone has the right schedual, we watched HAPPY FEET, sang, ate ice creme, chips cookies, and wine coolers, now arent we just the coolest buncha girls ever haha jk but a night well spend and quality time very much neEDed thanks LADiES i think we need more of those, by the way lets go bowling =D
11 month anny is commin up and ive got no idea what to get him...
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