It is good to see God working in people.  Cam is working out his problems and has returned to the community of believers at CTK.  He still has along road ahead of him, but he has people around him who want to see him succeed. 

I have begun to give my social situation some real serious though.  I am not the person that I want to be and I am definitely not the person God intended me to be.

I am a work in progress, covered in grace.

I am absolutely exausted tonight.  We had a great 3D.  Collin talked about the trap of lust that is so tempting to fall into.  It opened my eyes and really touched the students.  I am feeling good about 3D right now.  That's the first time in a long time.  It is nice to be able to say that.

I miss Amy...

Cam went to court today. It could have been worse, but he still has a long road ahead of him.  It was really hard for me to see someone I care about going through this.  I have never experienced anything like that before.  I have interalized this a bit and I wonder if I have let him down as his leader? I know that each person must make his own choices.  Did I do all that I could to be a light in his world? With the remorse of feeling like I let him down, I also feel resolved to open myself up, so that I can be used to show him Christ in every way possible. 

In other news I went to Elevate. I have a hard time fitting in with people I don't know.  I felt out of place. I know that if I don't spend time with people that I don't know, I will never get to know them.  Then how will I make new friends?  I need to work on the social me.