hmmmmmmmm

so the end of the year is here.... and i has been interestng to say the least

im so tired of pretending that i dont care about certain things... because i DO!

and...i realized that my feelings about alot of things have changed over this past year... in all actuality... ive changed alot.. i dunno if for better or worse... just changed. ive made some choices that i regret....and others that i dont.

whatev. i have a GOW paper to write... fuck.

i love u,

<3 emma

**and... as always...theres a ben fold's lyric that always seems to explain exactly how im feeling... haha

All i know is i've gotta be
Where my heart says i oughta be
It often makes no sense in fact,
I never understand these things i feel

Don't change your plans for me
I won't move to la
The leaves are falling back east
That's where i'm gonna stay

You have made me smile again
In fact, i might be sore from it
It's been a while
I know we've been together many times before
I'll see you on the other side

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