sooo alot's happened since my last entry. everything's over, xc, homecoming, everything. its kinda sad. i freaking love all the seniors this year! you guys are NOT allowed to graduate and leave me. i had lots of fun at homecoming, but i couldbe help thinking that that was my last homecoming with the seniors! it makes me sad just thinking about growing up. there's alot more to be said about hc, of course. its high school, what would high school be without drama? i dont really have time to go into detail though, maybe later, if you wanna know just IM me or something. tonight i had one of those conversations that you know you'll remember for a long time. i love my xc ladies! me, sam, amy, and joy sat and talked for like 2 hours about the randomest stuff, i dont think ive laughed that hard in awhile. these are the kind of nights im gonna miss when i graduate. nights where you can talk for hours about everything in your life, laugh at everything, and tell your friends all your feelings and frustrations. after all, what are friends for? it reminded me of the other real quality conversations ive had lately, like the time me and linz and jen stayed up all night in the outer banks talking and deciding where all our friends will be 10 years from now. or the time me and miluska sat in her car and talked about stuff that no one else understands for hours on a school night till our parents made us go home. or the time we sat in the mall for like 3 hours talking, and didnt even realize how much time had gone by till the stores started closing. or desert night. or the super awkward yet totally hilarious convo's we always have on xc bus rides, especially bull run. i love my friends. simple as that. if only all things were that simple. i dont get why guys hafta be so..... gfhsgfsduhifoasnklcn, why cant they just act on their emotions. if you like me freakin call me or text me or IM me or something and let me know that you're not totally over me. girls like to know that someones thinking of them every once in awhile, its nice. whatever, ill probably delete this later, but i guess until then ill just keep on waiting...

bethanyyy

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