Hey guys. . . for all who read my xanga and everything I'd like you to know. . .I have a new xanga and I probably wont be posting on this one any more. . .it is doing wacked out things and it isnt working  very good. . .so i got this one. . .

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=justoneredrose

so yuppers. :) just thought you all would like to know that.

cheers!

Currently Listening The Beach Boys - The Greatest Hits Vol. 3: Best of the Brother Years By The Beach Boys California dreamin' see related

Half way through the week already. . . .and the start of the week is always the worst to me. I must be truthful and say my first day of school wasn't all that bad. I got a lot done too. I did school, cleaned house a couple times, helped make dinner, and even did some shopping I had to do. And I'm alive, and posting on my xanga. . . . . . .wowzers. I'm so excited about fall though!!!! Do you know what fall means??? It won't be HOT and then it also is going to rain more!!!!!!!! I was so happy it rained yesterday! I ran outside in it and came back inside all wet. So that is about anything cool that is happening right now in my life. Oh yes. . . . . I did forget something. I'm one lucky kid. . .. . .I get to get off all sugar and pretty much everything for like 3 weeks. I can't eat ANYTHING. I can have meat, veggies, and furit! Talk about the most awesome of diets! Maybe I'll lost some weight.  Oh yea. I workout 2  miles yesterday! I thought that was pretty good. ::doing a dance:: So yuppers. OH! I forgot something most awesomeness!!!!!! Yesterday I was feelin' awful and life was going against me (but for the rain) and so I'm in my house and guess what happened!?!?!?!? Colleen and Janine came over!!!!! The brought me a chocolate that looks like a red rose and a card!!!!!!! I got some awesoem friends! I feel pretty lucky! Twas so awesome. Well, time is running and I have things to do. . . .

laterness

"Cannot touch, cannot hold, be together. Must be strong and we must let go, cannot say what our heats must know. How can I not love you? What do I tell my heart? How does one walk away from all of the memories? How do I not miss you when you are gone?

Currently Listening Beauty and the Beast - Special Edition Soundtrack Beauty and the Beast see related

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Currently Listening Speechless By Steven Curtis Chapman Dive see related

"Through the Lord's mercies we are not consumed, because His compassions fial not. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness" Lamentations 3:22

"Do not fear any of those things which you are about to suffer. Indeed, the devil is going to throw some of you into prison, that you may be tested. . . . . be faithful until death, and I will give you the crown of life." Revelations 2:10

Well, I have one more night of this summer left, for tomorrow school starts again. I can't believe the summer is already gone by that fast. It seems like just a little while ago it was starting and now. . . it is ending. Scary how fast time flys. But, I have to say my last week of the summer was pretty good. Hard. . . but good. My headaches/migraines have been really bad. At first it was really hard for me to handle because I didn't want to think they were coming back. But, I was talking to Dad for a long time and I was feeling very encouarged.  Laurie also gets home in less then one month! Oh, I'm so excited about that!!!! Church was really good today also. Colleen came with us and it was cool to have her. Sadie was talking to her later about if she was going to start coming to our church and Colleen told her she already had a church  she went to and Sadie was pretty bummed out about that. Sarah also starts school in one week! Which is going to be hard because she is going to be so busy so I won't be able to do a lot with her at all this fall. And then Mom is doing a bible study with Colleen and me every Tuesday night though. Prodigious!!! So yea. I don't know if I'll write a lot. . . .so if you wonder what happened to me. . .I didn't die. Or at least we hope not.. . .OR I sure hope not. I'm don't feel to ready to die yet. Well. . . .I guess I'm running out of things to say so I'll go now.

till next time whenever it may be

Hey. . .I don't really have a lot of time cuz, I'm going to go try and get some sleep soon. This weekend has been busy but loads of fun. I start school on Monday so things are going to start getting a lot more busy for me. I don't know if I'm happy or scared about that. I know I can do it. . .  . . . as long as my headaches aren't to bad. It's been a little hard cuz, I'm not myself when I have them. . . . .just a lot more quite and just here not doing alot. . . .just really out of it. Yeah. Well, I should be going now. Cheers