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| And I do miss you. Really. 070907
Reach Out
If our arms were reaching out
If our words could only bridge the doubt
Will we lose this chance again?
Strange roads with different signs
Don't even know where we divide
Are you my enemy or my friend?
'Cause I don't know you
And you don't know me
It's the same sun rising
We all just look to the sky
If we try
We can work it out somehow
If you don't know me
And I don't know you
How can we be fighting
We're all connected it's true
Reaching out
It's only love that pulls us through
We all grieve in different ways
If one tear could wash away the pain
We're all free to have the faith we believe, yeah
The world sleeps at different times
With one turn your day is now my night
We all live sharing the air that we breathe
Reaching out, reaching high
Reaching out
Touching you, touching me
If your arms were reaching out
If our words could only bridge the doubt
I do miss you, y'know.
A lot.
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| Love, in what form?070907
READ THIS
After you've read that post, read mine.
I realised it is really true, the affairs of the heart have been, are and always will be there. But why hasn't anyone actually found out exactly why certain people choose to stand out and declare feelings, while others bury holes and keep secret affections to themselves? I do know how it feels, and what happens when those events happened to me. And life does get interesting this way cause you understand that love is fragile, and so is friendship.
Here's some comments I did get touched by:
1. The girl I love is in love with someone else and it tears me apart when she talks about him to me. Life sucks.
2. unrequited love. my friend would love your story. (: whatever happens, good luck! remember, love prevails, regardless of what form it's in. (It really makes sense, doesn't it?)
3. oh my...I'm stuck in the same situation as you right now, friendship or
relationship? I haven't been through a lot with this girl, unlike you
and this guy...I haven't decided what to do yet, I don't think I can
keep this to myself forever and be friends, and I'm afraid that if I
don't tell her, I'll regret it. In quite a dilemma... (Regret's always there, always haunting you, isn't it?)
4. I am an old guy of 74, married 52 years and 10 days. Trying to turn a
friend into a lover is very, very difficult. When I was dating my wife,
I was suddenly surprised that I loved another girl at college. She
never knew, and I never told either one. I still loved my current wife
to be, and the other girl was of a different religion. I used my head,
and not my heart. I did work out fine. The wife and I have had a great
marriage. My wife dumped me once because she found a guy named 'Marty'
in her college. We were separated for about a month, then got back
together again. We both had other people to love, but used our heads
and stayed together.
I didn't log into Xanga expecting to stumble upon that lady's Xanga and feel tears welling up. But life sucks this way, like what number 1 said. But life's also beautiful when unions are formed once feelings are declared too. I admire number 4 for his head ruling his heart and how ultimately he knew it's what he needed, not wanted. 
I always wanted to declare some. But regret and dilemma? All too familiar and scars are still evident. Maybe I'll let some time pass and let myself heal a little before worrying myself with such affairs of the heart ever again. Although the feeling's always going to stay with me like a shadow does whenever his light shines in my darkest days, I'll go by just fine.
I just need one person's love and that person is God.
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| If this ain't love I don't know what love is. 250807Today's a Saturday and I'm feeling very lazy. Watched Discovery Channel today (1-2pm), some programme called Blueprint for Disaster 2. I somehow have a thing for Discovery Channel nowadays. So what my Dad used to try and psyche me about Channel 8 (or rather, Mediacorp) dramas being passive, boring and so on were true. Sad to say but yes, parents make lots of sense I love Discover Channel and National Geographic, call me weird, but I just like that kind of knowledge. Makes me realise how God's power over nature is that strong. And how cool technology (not inclusive of handphones and iPods) actually is when it comes to mega projects. Actually, my mom made plans to go out tonight to watch the free screening of Grease !!  after having dinner out. But I decided on staying at home to watch my FAVOURITE Channel 8 (no contradiction here!) HONG KONG DRAMA SERIAL featuring my favourite actors and actresses at 7pm. Well the plus is that I get to have my long-time favourite (that decided to relocate from nearby) PIZZA HUT! Hooray! Time to do some sewing  and bending of wires before I hit the books. God help me | | |
| I want so much to shut my ears170807
Hello there
I'm really sorry for the lack of updates!
But anyway I'm back. And I have so much to share.
Firstly,
I'm very pissed off at certain people who claim to be my friends but always seem to ignore my existence/my feelings (YW)
Secondly,
I'm pissed off at another girl who always drags away YW's attention. She's such a pain and has terrible mood swings. She cried today because her birthday book (hello, it's a book, not a gold bar) was bent at the spine (y'know how lines appear when books are opened too wide?) by YW, whom she keeps snatching the attention of. Then the next moment they are sitting together chatting more than ever. Queer and simply annoying.
Thirdly,
N was driving Y crazy during the debate preparations. Y started crying cause she was so nervous. And I can only understand why. I've never realised how scary girls are when they start crying, not that sort of ferocious I-will-kill-you-I-swear look, but that look that makes you think oh-no-what-am-I-to-say-or-do?
Oh well it all ended on a good note. We won, tada! And the motion? This house will legalize prostitution. It was quite an interesting ride I had while doing the research and preparation. However, I think I used none of the things I got from research. And my eye contact was superb. Not in the boasting-sense, but because I FORGOT WHATEVER I WANTED TO SAY! And my notes were all over the place, boohoo  . So I just improvised and looked at any word that could help me then built up loads of rubbish on that one word. Debate's cool this way. Cause what was a mistake made by me became a positive, yahoo!
Forthly,
We had Health Food Week Bazaar today, across the whole Sec 2 level. We made Baked Potatoes with Sour Cream and Bacon crisps! We also made fruit cocktail with fruit juice. The whole experience was fabulous. I ate the most potatoes in my whole life today. I think I'm gonna tip the scales. But who cares since it's only once in a while  The best part, as always, was the extension of Lower Sec recess up to the Upper Sec recess! We were also let off half an hour earlier at 10am for our preparation. So we had 2 hours off from the whole school day  10am-12pm! I was ecstatic although too tired by 12pm to jump for joy. I want to do this again next year, deifnitely. One funny part was that only Deco and Food Preparation people were allowed out from class at 10am, but we all told our Higher Chinese teacher we ALL had to go down. So we missed 30 mins out of 50 mins for HCL! Super happy, although we missed beloved HEE-STORY with Mrs Hee! And the people aforementioned in the Firstly and Secondly paragraphs didn't help at all. And I think they still want the 3 CIP hours we can claim. Tsktsk.
So overall, today was a slacky and awesome day, if you exclude the 'friend-who-spoiled-my-day' factor
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| For you are the king of all kings260707
I'm sick, I'm tired.
But I've got to upload some concert pictures.
None of people or me though, which is superbly sad.
Cause none of my friends actually went and took pictures with me  Boohoo
Actually, I do have photos. Of me and some choir people.
Unfortunately, they're with AISHAAAAA rawrrr. And she takes so long to send them over
Oh well I will post them up the moment she sends them to me
Yesterday was horrid. I had Science practical test, and I spilled limewater all over my answer sheet. I'm darn lucky Mrs Cha helped by given me a cloth to wipe it dry. If not I would have just sat there and cried. Then I stupidly tested for glucose by just dripping Benedict's solution on it without heating on a WHITE TILE. And I added lots of benedict's solution. I don't think I can show my face to the world anymore. I'm so horrendously stupid. I already failed a few Science papers, and I don't want to fail practical. I don't think I'll ever get my physics-chem choice. Then I won't get to be an architect. Then I'll cry everyday, boohoo.
Yesterday I already felt a little sick. So I took every possible lozenges I could find. Fisherman's Friend, Ricola, etc, only to be told by my friend that none of them are good. I'm not sure if her opinion if justified (well actually it's her mom's opinion) but anyway, I took like 5 Ricolas and 1 FF. No wonder I felt a little wonky. I then proceeded to sleep until I could sleep no more. So since I already got an MC for today from the doctor, first reaction when my mom asked if I wanted to go to school this morning was a firm and sleepy no. Then today I woke up only to feel a little deaf in one ear, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME
English oral tomorrow, I could die.
*** Oh and I'm going to get a new handphone soon. PLEASE GIVE ME RECOMMENDATIONS FOR I'VE LOST ALL HOPE ON NOKIA'S NEW UGLY DESIGNS. See, even making a decision on a new handphone is so tiring and frustrating for me. How worse could life get huh?
I want to go cycling, but I'll get a chill.
I shall go make earrings/necklaces for funfair then.
Sigh.
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