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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:20:18 GMT

haven't updated in forever. Thats ok... i don't care. nobody reads this shit anyways.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 20:49:12 GMT

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Monday, January 10, 2005

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 22:15:47 GMT

stop using X's to fill spaces... start using O's

from now on, its all about oOoJuvenilekp03oOo hells yeah...

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 20:46:31 GMT

1.first name: John

2.are u named after anyone?: yes, my father

3.do you wish on stars?: no

4. which finger is your favorite?: hmmmâ€¦ my left ring finger

5. when did you last cry?: Iâ€™m not at liberty to speak about that

6. do you like your handwriting?: yes.

7. what is your favorite lunchmeat?: ummmâ€¦ Iâ€™ll just go with turkey on this one

8. any bad habits?: lotsâ€¦ want a list? I bite my fingernails for oneâ€¦

9. what is the most embarrassing cd on your shelf?: ummm, I donâ€™t have one!! I like em all

10. null

11. are you a daredevil?: sometimes

12. have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: yes

13. do looks matter?: yes of course, as does personalityâ€¦ the two have to work together to spark some chemistry

14. have you ever mispronounced a word and suddenly sounded stupid?if I have, I donâ€™t remember

15. do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no

16. do fish have feelings?: nerves, pain, yesâ€¦ I could care less about a fishâ€™s emotions

17. are you trendy? Iâ€™d like to think that I stay away from trends

18. how do you release anger? I break thingsâ€¦ luckily I donâ€™t really get angry, justâ€¦ upset

19. where are your second homes? Home is where you make it, Iâ€™ve made one in florida, northern Italy, and Guadalajara mexico

20. do you trust others easily? Iâ€™m picky about who I trust, but yes I doâ€¦ thatâ€™s going to change soon though

21. what was your favorite toy as a child? Legoâ€™s

22. what class in school do you think is totally useless? MY GEOMETRY CLASSâ€¦ my teacher is uselessâ€¦

23. do you have a journal? no

24. do you use sarcasm a lot? no

25. have you ever been in a mosh pit?: Iâ€™d kill someone, I donâ€™t think a mosh pit is the place for me

26. what do you look for in a girlfriend? Trust, dependability, humor, intellect, and much more.

27. what are your nicknames? KP is my mane nickname and it has many variations, Johnathan (even though it is longer), Jack, Johnny, John-Michael

28. would you ever bungee jump? yes

29. do u ever untie your shoes when you take them off? yes

30. do you think u are strong? If not, Iâ€™m inclining towards it

31. what's your favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough

32. what's your favorite color? Red- like blood

33. what is your least favorite food? Corn, I donâ€™t get it, when I was little it was my favorite.

34. how many wisdom teeth do you have? 2

35. are you in love with anyone? its confusing, but Iâ€™d like to think not.

36. who do you miss most right now? My cousins danny and billy

37. do you want everyone to do this survey? sure

38. what color pants are you wearing? Blue jeans

39. what are you listening to right now? Obie Trice- Oh!

40. what are the last four digits of your home phone number? Ummmâ€¦ nothanks

41. what was the last thing you ate? Soup and tacoâ€™s

42. if you were a crayon, what color would you be? red

43. how is the weather right now? Cloudy

44. who is the last person you talked with on the phone? My great great uncleâ€¦ weird isnâ€™t it?

45. first thing you notice about the other sex? Eyes

46. how are you today? Fairly goodâ€¦ Iâ€™m usually in a bad mood

47. favorite drink? Sangria

48. favorite alcholic drink? Jack Daniels, isnâ€™t that funny, I probably give the irish a bad name because I like liquor

49. favorite sports? Taekwon-Do, for those of you who donâ€™t think itâ€™s a sport, your VERY wrong

50. hair color? brown

51. eye color? hazel

52. do you wear contacts? I think I will start to, but noâ€¦ regular glasses for me

53. favorite month? December

54. favorite food? Mashed potatoes

55. last movies you watched? Blue Streak, yesterday, on TV

56. are you too shy to ask someone out? Noâ€¦ but I am a man of opportunity, so Iâ€™ll wait sometimes

57. scary movies or happy endings? Scary movies.

58. summer or winter? winter

59. hugs or kisses? Well, anybody 50 and under its kisses, 50 up is hugsâ€¦ I donâ€™t want old lady spit on my face

60. do you want your friends to do this? I wouldnâ€™t wish them to do anything they dislike, its their choice

61. what books are you reading? books are indeed overrated

62. favorite board game? monopoly

63. what did you watch on tv last night? Blue Streak

64. favorite smells? Gasoline, Gun-powder, and Herbal Essenceâ€™s Shampooâ€¦ haha

65. what is the first thing you think of when you wake up? Guitar and food.

66. wouldn't it be nice if we could just press ctrl+alt+delete whenever we mess up and go back in time? No, and I have my own reasons for that.

67. if you had the choice/power to change anything in the world? I would take over the world and make sure it could never go back the way it was.

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 22:47:13 GMT

1. I ____ John

2.John is ____.

3. If I were alone in a room with John, I would ____.

4. I think John should_____.

5. I want to ____ John.

6. John reminds me of ____.

7. Without John, I would _____.

8. The best physical thing about John is ____.

9. The best personality wise thing about John____.

10. I am ____ with John

11. If I could tell John anything, it would be _____.

fill this shit out and put it into my comments.... please....

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 01:51:09 GMT

+||SECTION ONE: Have You Ever…
1. Done Drugs: yes
2. Run Away From Home: yes
3. Hit A Girl: Noelle bothered me for about a month because she thought I was being sexist… than I barely tapped her : P
4. Lied: yes
5. Stolen Anything: yes
6. Broken A Bone: yes
7. Cheated On A Test: as a matter of fact! IVE NEVER CHEATED!!! Isn’t that crazy?!
8. Cheated On A girlfriend: Not intentionally… she literally disappeared for 4 months and I thought she got up and left me… a mistake I will never make again
9. Gotten Drunk: yes
10. Been With Two girls At Once: no
11. Been In The Hospital: yes
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: no, nobody has ever cried around me… if they did I would let them though
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: I do it all the time
14. Gone to Church: i think once?? I’ve been in total about 6 times my entire life
15. Never slept during a night: yah… played Dead or Alive A LOT
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: yah, when I was little my dad let me ride on his motorcycle with him
17. Been to a camp: bunches of times
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: yah
19. Seen someone die: no, not in person
20. Gone a week w/out shaving: yah…
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: I think I did when I went river rafting down the Colorado River… but than again…. I think I still did I don’t remember
22. Broken something valuable: haha yup
23. Thought you were in love: bunches of times…
24. Streaked the streets: no
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: yeah
26. Said I love you and meant it: yes
27. Been hurt by a girl you loved: yes
28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: yes
29. Pulled a prank? yes
30. Made fun of someone? Ummm… probably… back in the day

+||SECTION TWO: Which Is Better...
1. Coke Or Pepsi: Coke
2. Cats Or Dogs: Dogs
3. DVDs or VHS: DVD
4. Deaf Or Blind: blind
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: hot tubs… I’m too lazy to swim around
6. Television Or Radio: radio
7. CDs Or MP3's: MP3
8. Apples or oranges: oranges
9. Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries
10. Gold or silver: silver
11. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
12. Movies or music: music- I can never sit down and watch a movie and be content, but music relaxes me
13. Park or Beach?: beach
14. Hot or Cold weather? Cold
15. Sunset or Sunrise? Sunset… more colors- its purtier

+||SECTION THREE:When is the Last Time You..
1. Took a shower: ummm bout half an hour ago
2. Cried: last night- im a sensitive person: [
3. Watched a Disney movie: I saw Bambi with David Santana… right when the king dear got shot we stopped the movie
4. Given/gotten a hug: got one from my mom
5. Been to the movies: ummmm… a long time ago
6. had a girlfriend: now
7. kissed someone: the last time I kissed somebody and meant it was sometime in august
8. Said I love you: last night
9. danced: I do a lil dance everytime I get out of the bathroom… it makes me feel important
10. did a survey like this: like 2 weeks ago?

+||SECTION FOUR:What is..
1. What is your fondest memory of this year: the last time I saw my favorite person (sometime in march)

2. Your Most Prized Possession: my love… I consider it to be a possession because it can be broken… I wouldn’t let somebody steal It though… its prized

3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: Monique

4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: French toast and a double oreo milkshake BIATCH

5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: that would be Milanese steak with mashed potatoes and a chicken ceaser salad along with a crisp cold glass of grape juice

6. Your Favorite Slow Song: I dunno if this counts… Maroon 5- Sunday Morning

7. Your Ideal GF?: It would be hard to describe how perfect to me she already is

+||SECTION FIVE:What do i feel about...

1. Bill Clinton: a liar, and a polititian who didn’t know what he was doing… oral sex isn’t a reason for impeachment, but the bastard lied about it and that’s cause for reasonable doubt to believe that he could lie in other area’s…

2. Love at First Sight: I think I got a case of that... i like it

3. Abortion: I think death is a part of life, if you want to destroy life, hey shit happens, whether it is moral or immoral… but hey, I think if they allow abortion, they should at least allow stem cell research- hey, these unborn babies need to take one (or more) for the team!!!

4. Smoking: its fucking dumb… its like the stupedist shit in the world… OK, suck on a burning stick if you wanna die!!! Makes a lot of sense doesn’t it?

5. Death: it fascinates me… i dont want to talk about it... it would create a succsession of complex questions that will remain unanswered thus causing discombobulation on my part.

7. Rap: I think rap is a revolution… people say that oooh its just fast talking, but not everybody can rhyme as easily or have the flow in em… but MORE people can rap than sing… so everybody likes it- more people are rapping nowadays

8. Marilyn Manson: I think the guys awesome… he has a lot of truth in his music… I think the biggest message he’s trying to send out is stop listening to society!!! Stop digging yourself a hole to hell basically, cuz people all dress the same way, act the same way, and they don’t even see it… Marilyn could possibly worship the devil, but that’s his thing, I wont hold it against him, but if he’s making stronger lyrics/messages in his music than pretty lil Christian (religion) Jessica Simpson than why not listen?

9. Premarital sex: I’m not very fond of it… because how would you feel if the girl you had a crush on just got banged or even your friend it kinda makes you want to do it too, than you end up fucking some ugly chick with shark teeth and you dont get the girl you want and you get Vanerial diseases and you have babies and A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT YOU DONT WANT…. Like WTF?!?! That’s fucking dumb… keep your legs closed and your zipper up fuckers

10. Suicide: its hard to imagine, but it’s something that can happen to anybody… suicide is almost the same as murder, if you don’t have a strong enough will power to fight the temptation to keep the knife off of your wrist, or the rope around your neck, than how are you supposed to fight? Help right!? To find help is even harder than fighting alone, and it doesn’t always work… BUT THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE!!!

+||INFORMATION
1. full birth name: John Michael Martin McCluskey Jr.
my second middle name Martin comes from my father being christened back in the day… its not really my second middle name, but my dad calls me it sometimes
2. hair color: Brown
3. eye color: hazel.. it changes from time to time
4. current height:5’ 9''
5. glasses/contacts: glasses
6. birthdate:12/26/89… yes, the day after x-mas
7. ethnicity: Irish/Mexican/American
8. religion: I’m agnostic
9. current mood: a lil depressed, but im comfortable
10. siblings: 5
11. siblings age: 12,23,25,27,38
12. location: Chula
13. College plans: I plan to major in music or business or computer graphics engineering

+||SOCIAL
1. best guy friend: David Santana
2. best girl friend: Noelle, but she disappeared
3. current crush: ummmmm…. I dunno : P (yes I do)
4. girlfriend: Monique (GOD WHO IS THIS CHICK!!? This what your all saying)
5. are u center of attention or wallflower: nope… but there is a lot of controversy and gossip that goes on about me
6. what type automobile do u drive: a busted up razer scuter with no break… only on the weekends when nobody is paying attention though
7. are u timely or always late: timely motherfucker!
8. do u have a job: no, I need to get one though
9. do u like being around people: no
10. hobbies: music

+||LOVE
1. have u ever loved someone u had no chance with? No.

2. have u ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did?: yah

3. do u have a "type" of person u always go after: no… I’m well balanced, well I was… I don’t spend my time looking for girls

4. want someone u don't have right now? She’s not here… and I want her to be here… does that count?

5. ever liked a close girlfriend? As in Female friend that is not a girlfriend already? Ummm I think so

6. are u lonely right now? yes

7. ever afraid u'll never get married? No… as a matter of fact, I know who I want to marry, but if she ditches me for the curb, I might be afraid

8. do u want to get married? yes

9. do u want kids? yes

10. would you rather love or be loved? Moulin Rouge- “the greatest lesson you’ll ever learn is to love somebody and be loved in return” so I would prefer both

+||FAVORITES
1. room in house: the computer room… I play music in here a lot though… it’s a Multipurpose room

2. type of music: Rock plain and simple I like it all From Queen and Led Zeppelin to Red Hot Chili Peppers and The Ataris

3. location for dates: I wish I could go on a date like, at the beach or a nice restaurant… but things like that don’t usually work out when your 15

4. memory: monique

5. day of happiness: that’s personal

6.Favorite color: red/black… I only like colors in pairs or trios- that’s the way I am

7. perfume or cologne: none

8. flower: I like roses…

9. months: December

10. season: Winter

+||In the last 48 hours have you..
1. cried: yah
2. bought: no, I don’t know, I don’t think so.
3. gotten sick: no
4. sang: definately
5. said i love u: yes
6. wanted to tell someone u loved them but didn't:
no… I said it… and meant it!!
7. met someone new: no
8. moved on: no
9. talked to someone: yes
10. had a serious talk: yes
11. missed someone: yes
12. hugged someone: yes
13. kissed someone: no
14. fought with your parents:no
15. dreamed about someone u can't be with : yah
16. had a lot of sleep: no, I don’t sleep well ever…
17. wanted this survey to be over: no, this is fun!

Monday, November 29, 2004

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 18:20:41 GMT

FILL THIS OUT even though i stole this my friend's site: Shakerthesaltbandit

ok this segment is a test of what you know about me if you get anything wrong, i wont mind... because i probably dont know shit about you . but its still fun

first name:

middle name:

last name:

nicknames:

where i attend school:

pet[s]:

one of my favorite-

movies:

songs:

artist[encompasses anything that could be considered art]:

activities:

moments:

teachers:

friends:

relatives:

books:

foods:

colors:

items:

memories:

words/sayings:

one that i hate-

movie:

song:

artist[ditto]:

activities:

moments:

teachers:

people:

relatives:

books:

foods:

colors:

items:

memories:

words/sayings:

ok this is relatively easy- no set right or wrong and i will even give extra credit

random things you know about me can be provided here to increase your score:

comment on what know and we'll see who wins

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 14:20:32 GMT

YAH ANYWAYS.... im feelin a lil better... but yesterday was dumb. I went to Regal's and ended running out of polar express for a gay ass reason!! some 20 fucking middle schoolers wanted to jump a homeboy, who wasn't going to fight back, and didnt even do anything. they were all arguing and than out from the middle of no where "HEY! HEY, shut the FUCK UP.... I swear this lil dude isn't even gonna fight, so why are you like, oh just let em fight, just let him fight!, nobody is going to fight, you guys are gonna kill this dude for no reason and he's not going to fight back. Nobodys gonna touch this dude, because i say so."

nobody did.

my friends.... run the streets right, and fight for something worth fighting for.

for example FAMILY, FRIENDS, YOUR COUNTRY, SOMEBODY YOU LOVE, dont fight for something like i said yo mamma was ugly...

fight for money if you really want to... because i have.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 22:57:13 GMT

Im emotionally unstable.... seriously- Im plotting to beat the shit out of like 6 people right now, and its going to happen.... just stay out of my way for a while...

Monday, October 18, 2004

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 19:04:50 GMT

last cigarette: I don’t smoke
last kiss: was in August
last good cry: A year ago… Zoloft doesn’t work… only makes you want to kill yourself more
last library book checked out: I believe it was my Geometry Text book… and I HAD to check it out
last movie seen: Chris Rock’s HBO special, NEVER SCARED (hilarious)
last book read: Never Fade Away; The Kurt Cobain Story
last cuss word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: BRISK BABY!
last food consumed: Nachos and cheeze
last crush: some chick I know….
last phone call: I believe it was Katt who called me last, trust me, im not a “phone person”
last tv show watched: don’t watch a lot of TV… I watch music video’s that’s it
last time showered: 3 days ago.
last shoes worn: Van’s Off the fucking wall
last cd played: Ummmm, Nirvana
last item bought: Friday’s homecoming game tickets
last downloaded: Ohio Is for Lovers- Hawthorne Heights

last annoyance: Wet pants… stepped in a puddle
last disappointment: I disappoint myself… I’m anti-social…. I just can’t stand people… im shy
last soda drank: umm, if you don’t count Brisk as a soda (its in a can), than I would have to say Caffeine free Barques Root beer
last key used: House key? Or CTRL + B to take off the bold format…. I dunno what kind of key homie
last words spoken: mom- “how are you?” Me- “tired” “you wanna go to sleep” “yah, I might take a small nap”
last sleep: Last night from 11:30something to 6:00 this morning
last im: Amanda Smith
last sexual fantasy: ummmmm…. no
last weird encounter: I don’t have weird encounters…. Period. Haha yeah
last ice cream eaten: was in a milkshake… Chocolate chip cookie dough… and yes, it was delicious
last time amused: My music as amusing me… im very amused
last time wanting to die: I always want to die…
last time in love: Im still in love
last time hugged: today, Nut. Break
last time scolded: I don’t know… I don’t get scolded often
last time resentful: last night…
last chair sat in: the one im sitting in right now…
last underwear worn: were boxers
last shirt worn: if I wasn’t wearing this red Anchor Blue shirt, than I’d tell you…
last time dancing: I do a victory dance everytime I get out the bathroom… just kidding… I DON’T DANCE.
last poster looked at: I have a Poster of Johnny Knoxville getting his nipple bit by an alligator on my door, I can see it right now..
last show attended: ummm, I don’t know… don’t ask these fucking weird ass questions

last webpage visited: Yahoo… checkin ma mail
I HURT: pain is an attitude that I don’t have… maybe emotionally
I LOVE: her…
I HATE: her parents…
I FEAR: I will never be adequate to fit her needs
I HOPE: I will get some sleep soon
I FEEL: like killing myself
I HIDE: in my music
I DRIVE: A scooter with a broken break
I MISS: my cousins
I LEARNED: that Sao Paulo Is the most populated city in South America
I NEED: love
I THINK: I might die
current clothes: pants, and a shirt… nothing fancy
current mood: Mellow/depressed
current music: Splash Waterfalls- Ludacris.. starting to get annoying
current taste: brisk
current hair: messy bed hed
current annoyance: ludacris
current smell: nothing
current thing i should be doing: im behaving
current desktop picture: Stone Hinge
current refreshment: wtf?
current worry: I cant say….