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ok so figured since i had some time im update, haha
oh yeah and so andy doesn't yell at me again. haha =P

ok basically whats been goin on.

monday:
hmm, dont really remember ne of this, haha it was a B day tho so it was good, had track after school, me n sam left early. haha. that was funnn. she went to the 'bathroom' and then like 5 minutes later i did. lol. lazy us. haha

Shes fed up with the way
people treat her she looks up
to the sky and screams
[( enough is enough )]
she falls to her knees and says
goodbye to her life, to everything
she once loved. pull the trigger
and her mask falls to the floor. x3

tuesday:
school, A day. boooo. hate those they can die. oh yeah this was a pretty shitty day. got in this ughh yeahh basically jus got in a fight with somebody at night, and got all pissed, and then woke up to a lovely message, and then i got a sorry. and idk my day just wasn't very good. i kinda kept to myself.. which isn't normal for me. and then had track, that sammi left me. haha. tsk tsk. lol but its all good, did the 100, and beat everybody that i went against, so its cool.

How does it feel to be dragged under this pickup
truck where your heart has bled?

wednesday:
yess a B day, haha. it was an ok day i guess, everybody seems kinda outta it.. so the spring break is a good break for everybody. that'll be nice. had track, lol and then me n sam left early again, but we did all we were supposed to. so you cant blame us for that, we just missed the warm down laps. haha. or the 'cool down' haha but thats ok.

hah right now all i remember from someday during this week is i hadda go to the guidance to take this test for english, cuz my teacher gave it to my couselor.. and he left me alone with the test, and i ripped the back pages off, cuz i didn't feel like writing.. and took it with me, and then handed in my test and was like 'ok im done' haha. yess that was funn.

FLORIDA WITH JULIE ON FRIDAY!!!
OH MY GOSH!! WOOOOOOO! =)

haha i getta miss track today & workkk, too much shyt to do. not enough time. yeahh. lol oh well im not complainin. haha

well im outtttt. leave some love.

you think my tractors sexxxxy...

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wanting something so bad right now...

alright so other than that.. yehh. wow haven't updated in awhile, lol. ok so lets see what happened. thursday & friday, had school. dont remember a thing basically.

friday after school:
watched the band practice of forever fading
aka.. josh, ian, alex, and grant.
and came home and sat on my ass.. haha

You have a beautiful, beautiful smile
The way it curls and collapses on your lips
When you touch me I shake like a child
Its late, im afraid you might leave

saturday:
called into work sickk, yeah i really didn't feel like goin.. had a pretty shitty day for the most part, was upset. lindsey came over, and we hung out.. julie & jill stopped by, gave me hugs & kisses, haha the chocolate.. mm and i have caramel now thanks to themm.. woo. i love you guys, you rock me. and yeahh i also got a ducky sippy cup, thats extremely cute. haha you guys made me feel better. and then yeah hung out with lindsey, she got me to walk up to subway. haha. and then josh met us up there on his way home from something.. and then we all went to mr. stonebridge and met up with julie & jill. and then.. josh and lindsey came back home to my house. and we watched armagedon (sp?) such a sad movie. then josh left at like 11:45, and then me n lindsey finished the movie... haha the teary movie. wowww. only you. haha

mmk then today:
lindsey went home.. i hadda go into work at 2 until 5, yeahh worked with julie. got bitched at by doug at work, whatever its bullshyt. came home, got yelled at by my dad, and my mom cuz of my teacher who fuckin lied. ughh i swear she can jus go in a hole and die, seriously. cuz i dont give a shyt. shes such a fuckin bitch and deserves it all. fuck her. and yeah now im sittin on my ass, yayy. today has been pretty shitty. whatever. but, some lovely pictures from the past couple days of me not updating.

PHOTOSHOOT:

me & the lil girl i babysit.. she was sayin *mwah* haha

the side of me...

lindy lookin pissed.

gosh she is soo gorgeous! eye luf herrr.

the lovely sign i made lindsey aka spenceee. haha
sexy right? lol. haha. nahh.

ok well thats all ive got for now..
i miss tayyy

-EDIT-
OMG I SAW ANNEMARIE AT MR. STONEBRIDGE. AND SHE GAVE ME A HUG *faints* HAHA AND I SAT IN FRONT OF HERRRRR!. WOWWW. hahaha hows that annemarie? lol <33

woo ok so today was a pretty good day. it was nice to have a good day after certain things happen, i needed to clear my head, and wow today did that. haha especially towards the end of the day. i felt so relaxed. lol it was grrreat.

so neways, im pretty good at hurting people
over and over..
and im sorry, you kno who you are. <33

found this, this is saddd:
he calls & calls
but she refuses to answer
her phone. tears pour from her eyes
as she sits by it listening to it ring over & over again. but what this eager boy on the other end doesn`t realize is that he`s breaking her heart. because.. the truth is she wants to pick up
the phone and hear his apologies so bad. but she holds back.
and what she doesn`t realize is that she`s breaking this guys heart.
but the truth is he can`t live without her but she`ll never know.
because it`ll end after this..
he`ll try to talk to her again & it will break her stubborn heart
and she`ll wish she had
picked up the phone & got back what she was so sure
she never wanted again.

SCHOOL:
english: hadda be moved cuz of SOL testing, so we were in a computer lab.. not too bad. but boring still.

biology: took a test, didn't kno nething yay F for kylie. haha

spanish: eww that class is so boring, but did some interesting things, like pass a paper around for a story, and write a line for each persons paper... yeah.. idk

intro: hah skipped that class yehh. i was ahead of everybody neways cuz i  stayed after with julie on monday, so its cool.

but yeahh. for lunch went out with josh and poga, and we went to quiznos, and there was this other person there, idk their name. haha but he was nice. then we went over to some car dealer ships, the ferrari place and maserati (sp?) lol and hung out, looked at the cars.. and sat and watched tv there, haha oh yeah we went to giant too. amy saw me skipping. haha. and then we went to the volvo dealership as well. and me n josh sat n watched tv while poga was talkin to the person whos pants were too small for themselves. haha imsoo nice.

drowning in the drama
lost in the lies*
[ trapped by the currents ]
of life caught in the rip tides

had track, pictures and everything. we got our warmup suits.. haha they jus threw 'em at us. not caring what size jus for the picture. i got number 69. yess im soo cool. haha, and then yeahh hung out with julie & josh for a little bit, and then came home. later might be goin to the library with zee. who knows. haha neways im outttt. my taco bell is here, yesss! haha <33

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soo track was canceled today yesss. i was happy! haha. i didn't feel like running out in the cold neways. lol oh yeah speakin of track. josh and julie have now decided they are goin to join track with me. yesss! im so happy. i have friends. =) haha.

"rather waste some time with you" - the used

duude this morning i woke up and its raining.. later i go to leave the house, and its frickin snowing like crazy... how wierd. it was freezing at the bus stop. i had my hood all up and my strings tied so my hair wouldnt get messed up. haha im such a girl. but i love my hair. it has to look purrty.



SCHOOL:
geometry: took a test the whole class, and when u were done u had free time so i wrote miss lindyloo a note.

history: took some notes, and watched a video the rest of class, but hadda take video notes on that too. oh well. not too bad.

studyhall: josh came and visited.. haha it was great cuz we were all sittin together. lindy, josh and me. and mr. d goes whos outta their seat. and im like 'umm nottt meeee' haha in this really wierd way. and josh keeps lookin away cuz hes not supposed to be there and mr. d hates him so josh moved back to another seat and mr. d goes up to him and is like where you supposed to be, and josh keeps lookin away and is like 'why you hiding' haha it was so great. then julie came and visited before she left to go to the docs, haha sucks for her. and then me, lindsey, and emmy all left early for lunch. woo hoo. then me n lindsey ditch lunch, and go out to quiznos and stuff with josh, and then over to giant. haha it was fun, we missed the end of studyhall, but thats ok no big deal.

pe: haha, was great i got in trouble for talkin, and hadda move. ms. smith was like 'i liked it better when you and jill werent talkin last class' haha. so yeahh then i hadda go to the bathroom so me n jellybean walk there, and its dark in the stalls and we cant turn on the lights cuz theres no switch its some stupid key, so we are like.. umm. and we hear this noise and its soo scary so we scream. haha and i run out of there goin 'ahh the boogey man is goin to get you jill and eat you' and she starts screaming and running away. it was so great. but yehh then we go back in with the keys to try n turn on the light and get freaked out again, when i push jill over by where the noise was and she starts running and screaming. so we go n get our teacher, and she goes in there, and she hears the noise when shes in the middle of the room and getse scared .. and jill is like. look behind the curtains. and shes like 'no are you crazy something might jump out' so we are all freakin out. and then she runs outta the showers screaming. and me and jill start screaming our heads off and then we get all freaked out. so the teacher leaves and jill still has to pee. so we are jus in there. and then i run n hide, and jill starts freakin out cuz she cant find me. and then screams. ahh it was great. and then we left. yupp.

quite an interesting dayyy.

"I've been kind of spaced out lately
Can't seem to get you out of my mind.."

snow this morning, too bad you cant see how bad its comin down.

i love you beanie <33