I feel like the ghost of a total stranger.
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Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Oklahoma City
Birthday: 3/14/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: Acting, philosophy, reading, meditating, singing, dancing, writing, web design
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 6/10/2003

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Monday, November 07, 2005

Yesterday was an important day, yet it went uncelebrated.

I cannot foresee a time in which I will stop feeling this.


Thursday, November 03, 2005

I should be NaNoing right now, but I can pause and write in here for a bit.

I just don't know so many things right now.

My roommate's leaving, and another one is moving in. I'm excited, and a little bit scared.

There are other things far beneath, but I don't wish to use Xanga to express them.

To make a short story even more brief: Miss Otis regrets she's unable to lunch today.

Oh, and less cryptically: I'm hanging on the old willow across the way.

-Kaed


Thursday, September 22, 2005

I really don't write in this enough, and this won't be a long entry; I have to go and do stuff.

What's an enigma?

Anyway, everything's great. The show's great, the school's great, my classes are great, I'm succeeding, and (save the best for last) I've met someone. Terribly cliché of me to say.

He's an awesome guy, exceedingly beautiful in too many ways to list, and he rocks my soul in the bosom of Abraham.

Then I found twenty bucks.


Thursday, September 01, 2005

Currently Listening
Holy Dogs
By Stir
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- Spaceman


I truly do feel like the ghost of a total stranger at this point in my life. I suppose I'll learn who this stranger is eventually; I hope I turn out okay. Everyone here is alright. I hesitate to say good, for there are few people who look beyond; however, I must say that my favorite new type of person I've met here is the person who can be on all levels at once and switch inbetween. One who can speak shallowly one second and then speak philosophically the next. I'm glad I could meet these people.

Of course I'm going through the usual self-deprecation, but I can hope that I'll get over that. I don't make friends very well, but I'd like to think that it's because I'm shy and not because I'm a bad friend. Well, I can't say right now which is true; eventually, I will discover the answer.

I'm not sure I can even make friends right now because my mind is on Louisiana so often these days. My culture is being destroyed and it will never be the same again. Cajuns are turning into the refugees they once were. I'm going to the vigil tonight, but I doubt anyone else will be there. At least I can try to benefit my family in any way possible.

-Cajun


Thursday, June 09, 2005

I'm pretty sure that no one here reads this any longer, but if you do, download Skype. It's an awesome new program, and pretty much the only way I can chat with people on my mac, other than AIM (millerjacobb). My Skype name is jakemil. It's a pretty cool program. Give it a try.

http://www.skype.com



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