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Name: Glendalyn
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Metro: PG County
Gender: Female
Interests: basketball, cross-country, softball, the journalism works, chillin' wit my friends, and just havin' fun..lol --possibly ne way possible (mall hoppin', goin' to parties)..and much more
Expertise: hmm..i guess i'm good at sports...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  Kaoticprncess87
Member Since:
5/22/2004
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| I haven't looked at this thing in over a year..but for some reason, I had the urge to type something...to vent...So...I thought of my xanga from a last year. Well, here's the thing. I don't know of any friend of mine in Hawaii that has this thing..or at least know of mine existing..so i feel like it's easier to type..especially when I'm specifically referring to my boyfriend Todd... Things have been going all right between us...i mean, we've had our ups and downs like any other relationships..but it's just been really annoying recently. Especially tonight. Tonight he drank entirely tooooooo much alcohol and such a short period of time that he was trashed within an hour...he was stumbling all over my apartment..he broke a glass..knocked over my toaster and other crap...I mean we have our problems, but the height of all our issues and dilemmas are when alcohol is involved...This reminds me so much of something in my past(which I will not mention here)...and it hurts like crazy.. I mean I really love him and we have talked numerous times of our future...Marriage and everything...i really do see myself with him...but not going on this path anymore...we argue soooo much. Two stubborn heads aren't working out! especially when he gets pissed off when I correct him..its so annoying..Anyways, i just needed to vent..Happy New Year!! haha... O ya!! one more thing....I've heard that my name has been brought up by some people I know in Maryland...and I would just like to say...lmao..It's nice to know that I'm still spoken about back at home...BUT in the context I was told my name was mentioned in...Please drop that shit. I mean really?!!!!I was annoyed as shit when I was home and I found out bout shit and how some people can be completely two-faced, especially friends i thought i was close too..but please, I done even want to give you that right to even mention my name in any situation regarding what you talked about knowing that yo ucaused a lot of the shit that wen wrong with me at home...Fuck! I mean...what great friends do i have..lmao.. at least i know who my true friends are...All right thats my vent, haha. Peace till the new year! | | |
| OK...well if u guys haven't noticed, it's been a LONG time since i
wrote in here. It's pretty much because i have a myspace now and i
really have no time to update this too. So....if ne 1 wants to keep up
wit wuts goin on in the life of Glenda....then check out my MYSPACE.
It's under the same email KAOTICPRNCESS87@AOL.COM.....see ya
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| Well...I just finished my classes for today. EXTREMELY TIRED...and
probably bout to take a lil nap. Um..This weekened was probably the
most chill since I've started school. Which is funny, cuz it wasnt that
chill..I stil did a hell of a lot of stuff and was tired all weekened,
which shows how busy i always am on the weekends. Neways, on Friday
Maaza and I went to the base for a bbq Todd's friends put together. My
arm is SO sore from tossing the football around wit Maaza, but it was
some fun times. Saturday morning..gettin up was the worse. I was So
exhausted but I had to get to Ala Moana Beach Park for the Filipino
Katipunan Picnic I had to attend for my Fil 101 class. It really wasnt
too bad tho. I actually had fun and our class won the mini-songfest
competition...YES $25 for our class, haha. Later on I had to get to
campus by 3:30p cuz Scott (the KaLeo Sports Editor) said we were all
leavin for the Hawaii v. Boise State game...which started at 6:00p.
Even tho it was such a hassle and i dont think I did awesome in the
article I wrote, it was a good experience. I sat in the Media Room on
the upper deck. And, after the game we had to rush to a press
conference. It was cool. I mean aside from the fact that we had to RUSH
after the game..run down the steps and across the field in the poaring
rain to get to the conference room cuz the elevators were packed....it
was still cool. I got back from the game around 11:30ish...BLAH! After
that I was a dummie and decided to go to Scruples nightclub wit maaza
and todd. Some of his marine buddies were there and we just chilled and
danced a lil. All in all the weekened wasnt too big, haha. I have to go
to the Hawaii v. Fresno Vball game on Friday...hopefully it wont be too
bad. Ne ways off to take a nap now. BYEZ
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| I guess I owe it to xanga to update this thing....lmao, i guess and
evry1 else who've been wondering where i disappeared to. Honestly, i
haven't cared too much of xanga cuz it seems like evry1 has myspace and
facebook....so....all my crap is really there now. It's kinda difficult
updating 3 things. NE WAYZ! what's new...ummm well lets see. I took
like 3 exams already, and there's a hawaiian studies coming up this
thursday. I pretty much failed the geography one, haha. Math, I don't
think i did too well, and Filipino I ACED that sucka, haha 60/60. Well
at least im doing good at one thing. I really need some help with this
stupid hawaiian studies exam. The names r CRAZY! Lonoikamakua...wutever that is... Hopefully
ill figure that out by thurs. Another update to this thing...hmmm well,
it doesnt look like I'm coming back at all to finish college back in
MD. Hawaii has really been a life saver. I'm away from things i want to
forget and im starting ALMOST evrything new. Some bad points that i
have been experiencing is some issues that I left unfinished/just
started b4 i left for Hawaii. One of those things is with this person I
actually considered having something with. Unfortunately, being here
I feel like my likeing him was just a minor crush and something I can't see
progressing(especially being so far from him) PLUS i dont like the idea
that he had just gotten out of a 2 yr relationship.....it really does
raise some past issues when it comes to being on the rebound. I kno how it
feels to lose some1 of 2 yrs... he should still have feelings for her
and i dont wanna stand in his/her way. I wouldnt wanna hurt ne 1 AGAIN...
ANOTHER thing....I think I found some1 here...... it sounds really bad,
I mean evry1 tells u to stay away form these people and that they r totally
bad news, but evry day I've hung out wit him the past month has been
fun. He seems to be totally genuine and he's talked or seen me evryday
since we met at the club. The thing people may question, and wut I
mentioned people may use as a reason for me to stay away from him, is
that he's in the Marines. I kno they r infamous for being complete
jackasses who honestly just want a piece of ass...and trust me i kno
cuz i met all his friends who def resemble that stereotype and..who
have hurt some of my friends here..., BUT he's honestly not like that.
I kno how it feels to be stabbed in the heart and i kno how it is to be
deceived, so of course i'm not throwing evrything and my full trust
into this relationship. But..still, i dont want my past to keep me from
being happy. Hopefully this thing is real. BYEZ for now....i gotta do
some studying and more contemplating...
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| Aloha people....now I understand why soooo many freshman if not fail, do REALLY bad their first semester, haha. You have no idea how may times I've been tempted to go partying..or actually have gone partying.. TOO MANY TIMES. Last nite, Thursday. One of Waikiki's best nite club was having college night. If you got there b4 11...FREE!. So me and a bunch of other girls took advantage of this. While some left. Maaza and I partied 'till almost 2 in the morning. Def not a good thing to do regularly...especially if u have a 8:30 class the next morning. Hopefully I dont make this a routine, lmao. Byez for now. | | |
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