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me over the past whenever

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 03:16:08 GMT

homecoming

random days when i was bored..

hadda take pictures for this thing for camp..

driving to matt's

me and tuff

me and lexy

matt's bulls-18 and Flirtin' With Disaster

snowday with Jordan.....and yes thats me makin a snowangel..

i think that is good for now.. i'll put others up later..

almost 8 months.

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 02:14:41 GMT

So its almost been 8 months since i've updated last, i look at this page at least once a week, yet just dont ever feel like updatin this.. but i've been requested to update.. so here it is. ha i'll try remembering everything important from the months past..

July: went to camp, got Baptized by Sarah Handermann

August: Sophia Lynn turned one! Started my Senior Year!!

September: sucked... Bobby broke up with me(although me and Bobby still talk alot), had a birthday that no one remembered, had a party were 5 of 20 people showed up... and Daddy got a car, on my birthday, haha he loves it. Had the Kirby Family Reunion.. it was cool to see my family, and my Stephy who lives in the same town, and next to my aunt.

October: Homecoming, it was fun, Bobby went as my date, went in a group with Beth and Chad, Ashley and Seth, Gracie and Blake, and Michael and Libby.. it was pretty fun. I'd say other than Freshman year, it was my favorite Homecoming dance.got a job at Papa Murphey's Take and Bake Pizza

November: dont remeber anything other than my turned 21.. worked alot during it.
December: Quit my job...looong story. i loved working at papa's but i couldn't work the conditions.. but grandma went in to the hospital... we almost lost her... twice.. Christmas sucked.. we are going to have a Christmas in July for Grandma. Madison turned 2!

January: New Years was alright, spent it with Collin, it was a fun night watchin them get drunk and play rock band. i didn't drink though... Amy found out that she is gonna have another baby.. September 3rd!! i'm excited!!!!!!! On Daddy's birthday, and Madison looked really cute for it. i met a guy, went on a few dates. but he was just really wierd.. so things didn't work out... didn't talk to Bobby at all this month... me and Randi got in a stupid fight b/c she was blamin me for stuff i didn't do.. so we dont talk anymore. she didn't want to be with me anyways, she was too busy w/ her new b/f and drinkin and such to care about me... but grandma got moved to a nurseing home in east peoria, and they pretty much didnt take the proper care she needed ended up stop breathing, rushed her to the hosptial, we almost lost her again... but OSF has taken great care of her. bob, jen, and mom decided they are going to redo grandma and grandpas house.. its still in the making, but looking great!! oh and i wreck the tempo.. twice.. in the same weekend. first time, slid on ice int eh parkin lot. and second time i got hit by a deer...

Feburary: super bowl sunday we good, went to Nick's and saw Bobby. things went really well, we are talkin again... Nick got overly obsessed w/ me, i told him i wasn't wanting to date anyone but bobby, he got mad and jealous and no longer talks to me... Bobby and i had a Great valentines day. just a laid back night. we hang out every week, at least once. sometime twice.. i started babysittin for a family's life group. i love this little girl that i babysit there... her name is becca. but grandma has shown so much improvement and is almost ready to come home, we get the furniture for their house, tomorrow. buuut thats all i can really think of for this month..

Over All: I have had so many damn guys fallen for me, and either they are too good of friends, not my type, really really weird or not someone i wanna be with.. i want to be with bobby, but i dont know where he stands.. hes been seeming to want to spend more time with me most of the time.. but i'm sick of guys getting pissed at me when they know i'm not over bobby but still want to be with me then getting pissed when i go hang out with bobby... madison is getting so big! i've picked up crocheting, mom and amy say its a gene passed down from grandma alice... buuut i mostly hang out with charlie and my family.. and then i try to hang out with Sara and Sophia at least once a week, and i've been hanging out with Sarah Jenkins alot lately.. but other than that. i dont hang out with hardly anyone anymore because they just cause so much drama... so as i see it. its better than being in a stupid drama fight about some he-said-she-said bs... i have a lame life.. haha idc though

but this is my update... i'll probaly update in a few more months.. haha

Happy Fourth!

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 16:39:08 GMT

soo i havent updated in a really long time, so i thinks almost time.... but today is obviously the fourth of july.. and i was listenin to "i'm proud to be an american" and i really thought, damn straight i am and i'm glad i am!! but anyways... bobby's home! its great... hes been home since friday about 11:30.. but we've just been hanging out.. saturday was grandma june's birthday party, sunday we had a meat fest at bob n jens.... we went to iowa to visit some of his family on monday, then yesterday we went to the fireworks.., today he n i are going to his grandmas to celebrate the 4th then later we are going to peoria/east peoria fireworks! i'm excited for that! but i've had such a messed up sleepin schedule for the past week.. thursday night/friday morning i was at beth's and me and grace pulled an all nighter and her and i got mcdonalds at 5 in the mornin, i slept all friday with bobby, didnt sleep fridaynight/saturday morning. took a nap on saturday for a little bit.. then i slept all saturday night.. then i was doing good. but yesterday i woke up at 7 in the mornign didn't fall back asleep till 730 or 8 then i stayd out late and then i woke up this mornning at 7 again and i cant fall back asleep and i'm so tired but by the time i fall asleep,, i'll have to get up and get ready to go to bobbys grandmas..... but bobbys here till sunday, then next week i donno what i 'm doing.. then the following week i have vacation with my parents and then the next week i have camp and that week bobby is done with school for good and i couldnt be happier!! i'm ready for him to be home all the time!!! i'm absoutely in love with him.. but i'm done updating so i'm going..

gone..

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 15:34:36 GMT

so i'll be gone from today till friday!

bye!!

1111

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 20:23:21 GMT

Hi karebear7051! It's been 1111 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium?

JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW... i think its a cool number.. i'm too tired to update. bye

Friday, March 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 04:25:13 GMT

soo..

i feel like crap and can't sleep... this week has had its ups and downs... my baby comes home tomorrow... and i got a differnt car... same year, and model/make as my old one...just better condition. last weekend was alright... had twenty people over friday!!! i didnt know that many people fit in the basement but they sure did...... went to randis afterwards, got drunk... then the morning woke up and went to grandmas and showed momma a pic of randi's mom's dog and went through my pics from the night before and so she was disapointed at me for a whole 3 hours.. haha.. monday i took charlie out to the dog park and then to dq b/c of the great weather.. babysat, pulled th kids in the wagon for 4 blocks.... then tuesday I went to randis and helped cook an entire cow.. geesh. it was a LOT of meat... her freezer stopped working b/c the breaker broke so we hadda cook all the meat before it went bad... i got new pics on my photobucket from tuesday... go look if ya wanna... i feel like i'm losing one of my best friends to another, for god knows what reason, i donno what i did.... i havent talked to sarah since saturday and i donno why she hasnt replyed to my texts or anything... i started going back to wednesday night church yesterday but i donno if i'm ready to be a "Christian" again... i'm just ready to be in Bobby's arms again for the whole weekend.. make things seem good for just a bit... i donno what else to put... just kinda venting b/c i donno who to vent to anymore... i miss hanging out with my sister and neicey! i havent hung out with them for a couple weeks and i need to soon but its looking like its not gonna be untill AT LEAST next weekend.... we were going to go out for ice cream wednesday but i hadda go to dr. doshi's for my check-up on my knees... and madi was crabby so i donno... then we were both sick today and felt like shit.... soo i donno i'm done here..

-me

Birthday Time!!

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 22:54:02 GMT

3 years for my xanga...yesterday

today was my grandma's birthday

and i've had my license for exactly a year today

and then last but not least, it's been exactly 8 years ago that my great-grandpa Faye died... but its okay...

tomorrow...

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 20:43:07 GMT

tomorrow is a party night!! randi's party is over here, and i donno who all is coming... i have sarah, katy, andrew, paul, mike, popey, jenny, adam, his girl, and obviously me and randi... and then spud might come too.. who knows.. then an after party for me, randi, sarah, and jenny at ray rays!! its gonna kick some major ass!!! its gonna be great!!

then bobby comes home a week from tomorrow!!! i'm so pumped..

and then on sunday. i'll have this page for three years! wow.. its funny if you go way back...

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 23:22:00 GMT

hey...

so tomorrow is friday.. i getta hang out with all my friends and go to stone.. i getta see my sarah and paul and i donno who else.. i'm ready for this god awful week to come to an end....

9 more days untill i've had this site for three years!!!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 18:11:41 GMT

http://s109.photobucket.com/albums/n49/karebear7015/?action=view&current=madison2.flv

http://s109.photobucket.com/albums/n49/karebear7015/?action=view&current=madison.flv