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Monday, November 26, 2007

bent

When you think you've lost it all
and the words are harder than the fall,
that's when you find yourself
and you realize you've gotta do what's best for you.

 

it's there, i know it is
because when I look at you
i can feel it
and i look at you, and i'm home i don't want that to go away
i don't want to forget.

 

 i learned that i can love. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. & it`s okay to feel like crap. i learned that it`s okay to complain & whine to all your friends for a whole day. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about high school isn`t the parties or the drinking or the hook-ups...it`s about the friendships, which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. & that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old & new, are the most important people to me in the world. & without them, i wouldn`t be who I am today.

You can't save the damsel,
if she loves the distress.

time is always passing by, but i still have to wonder why you can't come to tell me i'm the one. still i'm not the girl you want me to be. say gravity can bend the time, funny, i always liked your mind, but this whole thing is crushing me.


because your face it doesn't look like it did. you give away everything now that you've hid. you, you want only to never get lonely, so you opened up your arms and took me in. and this is our last goodbye, and this is a perfect lie told by someone that i used to know back then.

i want to go back to a time when our hearts carried the conversation and our brains jogged behind. when truth wasn't so cryptic, and lies didn't destroy everything we've ever worked towards. oh, progress is the opposite of "you and me." as we stand together and watch the world pass by, you vanish from my side. i see you run and catch up and my tears sting like acid. the bitterness makes them burn. and i'm afraid even through this i doubt i'll ever learn. they say, "absence makes the heart grow fonder," but i think i like you more when you're here.


the leaves will fall, and so will you. when you do, bury me under them too. seconds pass, we'll make it through. eventually we all go home. it won't be long, it won't be long. we walk along the wire tied between horizons. you close your eyes like it's nothing at all. throughout the rise and fall, everything, everything change, i will be here when you die.

I know you don't mean to be, mean to me.
'cause when you want to, you can make me feel like we belong.
lately you make me feel, all i am is a back up plan.
I say I'm done, and then you smile at me and I forget everything I said.
I'll buy into those eyes, and into your lies.
you say you'll call, but I know you.
you say you'll come home, but I know you.
you say you'll call, but I know you won't.
I wish you were where you're supposed to be, close to me.
but here I am, just staring at this candle burning down.
still no sounstd, your footeps on my stairs, your voice anywhere.
I know you, I know you won't.

 

 


Thursday, November 22, 2007

cant sleep

I live in notes and photographs and everything.

I'm holding back but you're the words that weren't enough.

You remind me of a song I used to love.

It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason, it's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is.

 

after all we`ve been through, we have nothing to say
-the oc <3

 

I  gave you my heart, & thats all i can give you.
and if that's not enough, i'm not enough.
- One Tree Hill

 

"There are millions of people out there, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know that theres something beautiful in my imperfections, the beauty that he held up for me to see, the strength that I will never be able to say."
-- Crazy/Beautiful

 

i may only be able to count my good friends on my fingers,
and that doesn't say a lot about me.
but it says everything about them.

 

Guess it's safe to say i miss you.
I miss the simplicity of just being without trying.
while everyone else was striving to be someone
i miss being accepted for who i am with you.
i miss how it was natural to hold your hand,
how we could feel eachother smiling between kisses,
how even when i asked for space
you knew enough to never leave.
Now that your gone, i seem to have more space then i know what to do with.
Guess it's safe to say i miss you.

 

speak to me, what can i say?
we just live too far away
that's a shame that love can't make you stay.

 I love you & i probably always will. But we go days
without having meaningful conversations. And I used
to miss you so much when that happened. But it never
seemed like you missed me, & I guess because of that,
I stopped missing you.
-one tree hill

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I need to feel you needing me.

Where can I go when I want you around but I can't stand to be around you? "Go home." I'll walk myself to you. I'll walk myself away from here.

 

I know the timing isn't great, but these things, you just can't plan. I just need a little time so I can find myself again, 'cause I get buried underneath all the things they think you are. And I'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt to be left out.

 

 

 

 

 

 


Thursday, October 25, 2007

old away messages

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars

A heart can hallucinate
If it's completely starved for love..

& if you`re feeling scared,
remember the time we shared.
You know it meant everything,
you know it meant everything to me.

Just be yourself,
Because it doesn't matter
If it's good enough for someone else.

promise me tomorrow starts with you.

I was always happy
When I was watchin' you become a star
But you were only happy
When the world was openin' up my scars
And now I'm like the devil
Well if I am then what does that make you?
You sold yourself for your fame
You'd still never walk a day in my shoes

Here I am on the phone again and
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now all I feel is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time

I take what I want, take what I need
They say it's wrong but it's right for me
I won't look down, won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

and when it comes down to it,
I let them think what they want. if they
care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better.

 

excuse me while i kiss the sky.

 

Never take it seriously, and if you never take it seriously you never get hurt, and if you never get hurt, you always have fun, and if you ever get lonely...you just go to the record store...and visit your friends.

 


so close that i can't see what's going on.

It isn't where you came from, its where you're going that counts.
-ella fitzgerald.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than the one you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important that there will be a happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while, people may even take your breath away...

Through all the cities and all these towns
It's in my blood and it's all around
I love you now like I loved you then
This is the road and these are the hands
From mozambique to those memphis nights
The khyber pass to vancouver's lights
Knock me down get back up again
You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man

There's no load I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll bee there when the light comes in
Tell 'em we're survivors

 

0-its the pain
that lets u kno
ur still alive
-1

 



Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter,
and those who matter don't mind



the best nights
are the ones u cant remeber

the worst nights
are the ones u cant forget
to know where it ends,
it usually depends on where you start




"Gone Forever"

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared



and your favorite place
where we sit and we breathe
cause I
know all the words
and I sing you everything

were heard but never cried,
so tell me how do you go through,
tell me what brings you to this place

«the stars spell out your name«
"My friends have made
the story of my life..."

 

I'm not a concept.
too many guys think I'm a concept or I complete them
or I'm going to make them alive, but I'm just a
fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind.


life's not a race -
take it a little slower ,
stop & hear the music
before the song is over.

I've got what all those other girls are missing . They beg to shine. I naturally
glisten .



k.k. c.m. k.k. a.z. j.b. c.b.
E| E| E| E| E| E|

(amazing)

«jon.campbell «kendra.king «
There's a good chance you don't like us,
There's an even better chance we don't give a fuck.
<3

~ily grandpa, my <3 is with you~

 

Everybody go
The party's over
I want to be alone in my head
In my bed tonight
You never show

You must really love her
You think I don't know
But I do, yeah it's true
I think over is over

I'm right back where I started

(when it comes to wanting you)
I can't have what I wanted

But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

I know where I'm going
I'm tripping I'm sliding around
That's ok
At least I'm excited
It wasn't how I planned it
(wasn't how I planned it
Feet are where I landed
At least I understand it now)
My feet are where I landed
(feet are staying on the ground)


Fools like me
Fools like me

I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed

Maybe it's the sanest thing
Or just the sweetest kind of dream
But love was surely made for fools
Love was surely made for fools like me...



"
it's okay."
She says this like
its no big deal.
Like its nothing.
But it's
everything



"I worry that you will see that I am worried and not want me."

 

'Cause these are the days worth living. These
are the
years we're given. & These are the
moments. These are the times. Let's make
the best out of our lives.

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people are like whoah you're
always together.and we're like duhhh
we're best friends forever* ~Jon Campbell <3

You're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me.*Spencer and Tyler <3

You even manage to figure out
something is wrong,
when we're talking through
a computer. * Colleen <3 no one knows me like you do...

In ten years there's no way we'll remember
all the boys we got with ; _all the girls we hated
or how many crazy rules we [ b R o k E ] ;
just that we did it all T 0 G E T H E R. * Kristy Keane <3

« a t h e n a l e e «

 

kendra«athenalee is on cape cod!!
cape girlies <3

The only thing a girl should chase...
...is her vodka©

The sun and the sand and a drink in my hand with no bottom*
joncampbell.kendraking.can't get to that island soon enough.8-)

Michigan-1/3/07 can't wait for all that family lovin'

Did you ever feel
Sunlight on your face?
Did you ever breathe hope?
Did you ever
Dance with grace?
Did you ever feel
Sunlight on your face?
Did you ever truly live?
-n.i.

 

«you shine brighter than anyone«
It's more than just words. It's just tears and rain.

 I'm sick of crying myself to sleep, but at least I make
it through the days.

And I see no bravery, no bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness.

 

Campbleisimo: hahahahahha we made out and i looooooooved it!! happy bday sweetheart
sLiPpErYLipPeRy6: haha, thanks for making my birthday awesome! and you def gave me the best birthday kiss of all!! (i only half remember it tho lol)


oldest

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive
So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
-emergency by paramore

Live every moment, love every day,
`cause before you know it,
precious time slips away

you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness
the whole world sings at night
you're the laziness of afternoon
you're the reason why
I burst and why I bloom
how will I break the news to you?

 

Oh, I can't stop now.
Do you hear my heart beating?
Do you hear that sound?
Cause I can't stop crying,
and I won't look down.

 

Don’t let it go to your head--
boys like you are a dime a dozen.

 

You act like we never had anything.
Which is insane, because we had everything.
I don't know how you can ignore the world.

You were never a waste of time.
You were just the harsh realization
that I could do better.

Because I just have to tell you
I’m not so sure what I would do without you.
I know its cold outside,
but would you want to go for a ride?
Because these late nights are just no fun without you
& I just wanted to say thanks.
You’re the only reason I’ve smiled in days.

It was love to me. It was all I had that summer
and there's still just days when you break and
realize that maybe you really did love them.
Maybe I was young and maybe it didn't quite
seem it, but I'll call it love for now,
because it's the closest I've ever come.

Because everything I need is everything you are.

 

Your face is light and cocaine white. One message
beating through. Smoke’s filled the air and I’m
struggling to breathe. Let them be calm, so I finally
can sleep. Everything you intended to say, don't
go back on your words. You always said you'd tell me first.

 

The truth is I miss you.
It’s getting so hard not to be able to be with you.

 

We weren’t meant to be,
but you sure gave me something to remember

How does it feel
to kiss the lips of someone new?
Do you even miss
the things that we always used to do?

Maybe it wasn't good enough,
but I gave you everything I could.

Cause what good is seeing
if love's not looking back at you?
& what good is feeling
if my hands aren't touching you?

And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied.

Its been months since I've seen you like this,
and even longer since our last kiss.

 

Stay here by my side.
We’ll watch the struggle start again.

I don't care what you're saying
I don't care what you're doing
you never really had me
I’m gettin out, I’m movin on...
I’m over it.

& you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

And then we kiss
your love comes alive on my lips
I feel a rush
Coming over me
and when we touch
This moment when everything's still
I close my eyes
And then we kiss

Did you know that Cinderella didn't have
to take her dress off to win her prince?
She had Romance without Regrets,
and she didn't lose anything that she
couldn't get back the next day

"You grow to heaven. You don't go to heaven. “- Edgar Cayce

 

Your religion is where your love is." --Henry David Thoreau

 

Let us believe that when death comes, and it will come sooner or later to every human being, we can be assured it will come as a friend who lovingly leads us to our eternal home, Heaven.--C.L. Allen

 

"The Apostle Paul wrote, "The things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal" (2 Corinthians 4:18). The physical dies away, but the spiritual is forever."--David Brandt Berg

 

"Your body is not the real you. It's just the physical house you live in. The real you is your spirit, which will live on forever.--David Brandt Berg

 

"Death is the best healing of all, so try not to worry about it. When we die, that's the final, permanent healing. Our old body finally dies and we are rid of it and free. Then we don't have any more diseases or troubles. We won't hurt anymore because we will be in our spiritual body, our new model! ----David Brandt Berg

"The whole point of Heaven is to relieve us of the suffering, pain, death and tears brought into the world by the evil of humanity. That is why God says that in Heaven there will be no more sorrow, pain, death or crying. ----David Brandt Berg

 

"After death we are not disembodied spirits. Somewhere in God's wonderful creation there is a place where we can again be with those we have loved and lost for a while.--C.L. Allen

 

"If you have a dear one in Heaven your heart yearns to see, do not despair, for you will meet again. The voice you loved to hear, you will hear again. The identity of the one you were near to on Earth remains the same and instant recognition will be yours as you meet, never to part again. Your beloved one is only "lost awhile."--H. Lockyer

"There are no "good-byes" in Heaven.--Anonymous

I shall not die of a cold.  I shall die of having lived.  ~Willa Cather

 

For what is it to die,
but to stand in the sun and melt into the wind?
~Kahlil Gibran, from "The Prophet"

 

As a well spent day brings happy sleep, so life well used brings happy death.
Leonardo DaVinci

 

A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last.

-Charlie Daniels

 

Edgar Allan Poe
We loved with a love that was more than love.

 

The Beatles
Who knows how long I've loved you,
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to I will.

 

Gretchen Kemp
There's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

 

They that love beyond the world cannot be separated by it. Death cannot kill what never dies.
— William Penn

 

Do Not Weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints in snow;
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
I am the swift, uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight;
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry:
I am not there. I did not die.

When I'm gone from your side,

And all your tears have been dried...

Do not stand at my grave and weep,

I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow;

I am the diamond glints on snow;

I am the sunlight on ripened grain;

I am the gentle autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning hush,

I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft star that shines at night.

And when you stroll in the evening hours,

And smell the aroma of beautiful flowers;

There'll be no need to sob and cry...

I am not there, I did not die!

My head's saying;
fool, forget him.
But my heart is saying,
don’t let go.
--Grease

Math is emo because no one understands it.

The hardest part of love, isn't loving someone.
But having the courage, to let them love you back.--The Wedding Date

A true friend sees your first tear...
Catches the second...
And stops the third.

You’ll never find the right person,
if you never let go of the wrong one.


You have a way of making me feel like I'm nothing. I’m sorry I don’t need another person to complete me. I don’t need a boyfriend at all times, like you.


We all die. The goal isn't to live forever; the goal is to create something that will.

Look who's dying now.
Tears streaming down your face
it's funny how fate works.
What goes around, come around.
Watch your back, sweetheart.
They're out to get you

So here's to the dreamers,
the writers,
the artists
the kids who would rather spend a day
reading a good book,
or fighting over what Picasso was really saying,
or just laying out in the grass inside their head,
than playing a video game.
Here’s to a minority that's just looking for a chance

They say that what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,
well maybe some of us are just too sick & tired of being so damn strong...


I’m not even going to try & get mad anymore.
I just have to learn to expect the L0WEST
for of the people I thought HiGHEST of.

The best kind of kiss
is the unexpected,
unplanned ones.
The ones that come naturally
Like in the middle of a sentence

Hey look on the bright side...
not everyone
hates you as much as I do.

You think I'm weird?
Obviously you haven't met my friends <3

 

she’s my other half
my sidekick on the side
were just like sisters
partners in crime
where she is,
I’m not far behind
if she’s in danger,
then my life too is on the line

 

We never knew what we wanted,
&& we never knew how to get there,
Why want the cold hard truth?
When you can breathe a beautiful lie,
So go on pretending, God's not here to save you
How do we know what's real?
When the fairytales we love so much,
are never going to happen
so now do you get it?
When I feel kind of empty,
could you look me in the eye
If I say I want to die
To know that this really is true, and just accept it,
You can't change me and that's what holds me on,
I can get a grip on moving on, cause we're all gonna go
some day
some way

 

Watch me crumble
watch me cry
watch me fumble
watch me die

And once again we’re further away from what we never had

 

I hope your not expecting an apology because,
the only thing I did wrong,
was want you.

 

I dig my toes into the sand
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across the blue blanket
I lean against the sea
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment, I am happy.

 

I just cant do it anymore
be there only when you feel like having me
its either you get all of me - or none of me
make up your mind because I’m
sick of holding on.

 

I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always being nice. I’m mad for always apologizing for things I didn’t do. I’m mad or getting attached. I’m mad for depending on you && wasting my time on you. I’m mad for thinking about you, and all I’m mad for not hating you when I should.

 

Don’t worry about me. My hearts not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself, because as far as I can see, you’re still an asshole.

I tried to forget you. I really did. But when I finally did, you came back.

You're single. Make the best of it. It doesn’t mean your not good enough for anyone, it means no one is good enough for you.

Smile, let everyone know that today, your a lot stronger than you were yesterday.

A girl’s heart is an ocean full of secrets.  ---titanic

You don’t know what you put me through. But its okay I’ve forgotten you. And in some way I hope it screws with you to know that I’m okay.

 

Its been too long, && I say I’m over you. But we both know it’s a lie. We keep running back to each other. Because bad habits are hard to break.

 

All you need in this world is a dirty mind and someone to share it with.

 

You know, you treated me like shit. As much as I tried I couldn’t put up with it. You disappoint me more than anyone I know. I don’t know if it’s because you do stupid things or because I care about you