So last week it was punched in the mouth, this week.....

So Susan is out this week and I had to go to her room to sub so Thursday two kids are fighting over a toy so I take the toy away from the two that are fighting the one boy gets upset that I took and reaches down and bites my hand that has the toy in it so that I would drop it.  I didn't so he finally let go walked over picked up a chair and swung it at me, connected on my elbow I yell and walk out the room so that I can get ice and calm myself down a bit. I'm usually pretty calm but I felt the need to walk away, anyway it started to bruise and swell right away.  So I called the office and they can't let me leave right away to get looked at because there is no one to replace me, I had to stay there till the kids left then I had to go to the Dr., she told me that it probably wasn't broken which I knew already but sent me to get an X-Ray just in case. Not broken just really sore and still swollen, swelling is down into my hand a little bit.  This job sucks, I've decided I think I need a break from the children, even though the kids at a new place may be better behaved I just, if they aren't I don't think I could handle it.

Get this the stupid conflict resolution that we were supposed to be doing with the children is what I was in the middle of when I punched in the face and bit, and whacked with a chair. And they want me to do conflict resolution HA!!

Well lets see the dr told me that my gallbladder is basically a little enlarged and that I should just try to watch what I eat, cut back on the spicy, greasy and fattening food aka the good stuff. It doesn't need to be removed at the moment.

Oh man the kids!! I got punched in the mouth today....getting beat up by a 4 yr old they seriously don't pay us enough to deal the the shit we deal with.

GOOD FREAKIN GRIEF!!! So I was beginning to think that the doctor didn't find anything wrong because they hadn't called about my CT scan.  Well they called today and want me to come in Thursday to go over my test results. Not excited at all, because I'm thinking that it's bad news, (surgery without insurance) is what I am thinking, if it showed nothing wouldn't they just tell me over the phone that it was nothing?? I don't know how much more stress I can take on.  I'm worried about that if it is surgery that work will have a cow about it and do something else to me....demote me again??? I just don't know.......

Well lets see BLAH.......Last week Tuesday severe pain in my abdomen so bad I am doubling over in pain, Wednesday: go to doctor without insurance discover they think my pain from day before is from my gall bladder, Thursday seems to be ok, Friday left to go to Michigan with family for weekend, cousin got married so we had a reception, which brings us to sat: watched family get their drink on went to bed on the air mattress and and deflated because of a hole and I had to sleep on the floor  Sunday: playing out in Lake Eerie with my Cousins up in Michigan and receive a pretty bad sunburn that would put a lobster to shame......Monday: seemed to be ok, Tuesday: Had to go to Hospital for a CT Scan that I don't know how I am going to pay for, drank lots of nasty contrast...mmm yum . Later on tues I am pulling out of my drive way which happens to be the same time as the guy across the street and wham, we hit, luckily no damage to his car minor damage to mine, so minor not even going to worry about getting it fixed or getting the insurance company involved, just a small crack and a dent in the bumper. I shook for a few hours and cried a bit but not hurt, he said he was sorry I said I was sorry we just didn't see each other pulling out.

In a nut shell....stressed, worried, hoping this streak of bad luck or whatever it is will end.

Hoping that the CT Scan is nothing but a waste of time and money, because I don't think I could take hearing that I need surgery to have my gall bladder removed.

So yeah sorry guys I know that was more complaining but I needed to vent a bit.

Well this week has just turned out to be wonderful, go back to work for CPR training and they tell me they are switching me with the other Lawrenceburg assistant so I am not with Susan this year.  I thought we got along well, maybe that's the problem we get along so they switch someone, they don't like it when people get along, they enjoy pissing people off so they quit and get to hire someone new. 

Well I had an interview over at the Primary School, last week and they told me they would get back to me at the beginning of the week, still no phone call......I thought the interview went well, I guess maybe I was wrong.  Dad says I should still call but I guess I'm going back to headstart this year!! WOO freaking HOO so excited about that one!! ...........and then on top of all that I have a bladder infection and no insurance to go to the doctor to get some drugs......the week is almost over......