its been almost a month since you've been gone, but i still can't help but want to die everytime i look at your facebook or see you at church. i'm tired of feeling like this. i wanna move on. i know you already have. you're better than you've ever been before, and it took dumping me to get you that way. i wish i coulda been better. i wish i didn't fail so miserably. i guess now you can be happy. i hope you have a nice life. you already seem to enjoy your one filled with texas friends and school girls. i wish you had never told me that you loved me, cuz then this wouldn't be nearly as hard. i wouldn't have to rip you out of my heart. i never thought it'd hurt this much. but i guess theres always hope for a brighter tomorrow. its good to know you're already finding yours. i wish i coulda made you happy.

i miss you.