Independence

Sometimes I wish I was more independent. I'm just not that kind of person. I'm in Houston now and will be here for 2 straight weeks. I hate being alone. I am not one that ever really needs "alone" time. I would rather always be around people than have any time alone. I wish I was the type of person that enjoyed traveling and staying in hotels alone. I'm just not that person!

I did okay on the drive up here. Leaving Thomas this morning was awful. I miss him so much and have only been away from him for 11 hours. I made it to the hotel without having a break down from all the Houston traffic and I even went out and got something to eat and brought it back to the hotel. I just wish I was more independent. I wish I wasn't scared to stay in a hotel by myself. I wish I didn't think the worst every time I hear a noise. I'm just not that kind of person!

I know these next 2 weeks won't be easy. Tomorrow will be a better day. I have a couple of fairs to go to and Robin will be here tomorrow night. It'll be better not having to stay here all alone!!