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Name: kat
State: California
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Member Since: 3/27/2004

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

Currently Reading
Insomnia
By Stephen King
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I lack self-confidence.


Currently Reading
Insomnia
By Stephen King
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i'm fucking bored.
i've been reading past blogs. like in the 2003-2005 times.
it's crazy, i used to sound so happy, sometimes. & when i was sad i'd try to be happy.
the only time when i'm happy is when i'm with or talking to my boyfriend Omar>
& also when i'm with my best friend Alex.<3
i try to be happy, it's hard sometimes. i'm just going through tough times right now.
like losing friends.


i'ma do this:

INFORMATION

Name: katherine anne phifer
Sex: female
Birthday: september 27
Siblings: 1 brother named Carl
Hair color: dark(?) brown
Eye color: light brown
Height: 5''3'

SPECIFICS

Do you do drugs?:  no
What kind of shampoo do you use?: pantene pro-v
What are you most scared of?: the grudge, lol
What are you listening to right now? entombment of a machine - job for a cowboy

FAVORITES

Color: purple & black, green somtimes.
Food: i don't like food because it makes people fat. but they taste delicious anyway. i like cereal & fruits. chinese food's a yum yum.
Boys names: Roman is a cute name. i had a friend named Roman.. he's still my friend, we just don't talk anymore...
Girls names: Pepper, Penelope or Paprika. haha wtf.
Subjects in school: none
Animals: pandas & ferrets

HAVE YOU EVER

Smoked?: yes
Bungee jumped?: i wish
Made yourself throw up?: once, just to be stupid with friends. lol
Skinny dipped?: nope
Ever been in love?: i am right now<3
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yeah haha
Seen your crush naked?: lol i love my boyfriend omar? hahaha.
Cried when someone died?: yes i didn't know any of them though
Lied: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: yeah, omar was & still is my best friend.
Been rejected?: YEAH
Rejected someone?: honestly, yeah
Used someone?: everyone uses everyone.
Done something you regret?: a lot

THINGS I WILL NEVER LIKE

1. soda
2. lima beans
3. acne
4. southwest high school
5. italian food

THINGS I WILL ALWAYS LOVE

1. omar
2. alex
3. music [my iPod]
4. strawberries
5. the cold

ARE YOU

Understanding?: yes
Open-minded: yesm
Arrogant: huh?
Insecure: idk
Random: people say so
Hungry: no
Smart: i'm smart, i just don't get the best grades.
Moody: sometimes. nowadays yeah.
Hard working: i do my best
Organized: at times
Healthy: yeah, i like to watch my health. i don't eat a lot of junkfood anymore & i completely got soda out of my life since dec.31 haha
Shy: no
Difficult: i dont know
Attractive: not to me
Bored easily: when im home
Responsible?: i believe that im not responsible anymore.
Trusting: yes

WHO DO YOU WANNA

Get really wasted with?: Alex. haha lmao
Get high with?: Afroman
Sex it up with?: haha

RANDOM

In the morning I am: tired as fuck. i usually get only a couple hours of sleep.
All you need is: omar, and my best friend
Love is: unexplainable
I dream about: weird shit like animals in pajamas while i run away from a dog & scrape my knee on the fence i jump over
Sexual preference: what? straight? female? aha. iono.

WHICH IS BETTER

Coke or Pepsi: i hate soda
Flowers or candy: flowers im not a big fan of candy.. i like mexican candy though
Tall or short: i like how omar is taller than me :]

NUMBER

Of times I have had my heart broken: 1..
Of hearts I have broken: i don't know
Guys ive kissed: 2
Girls ive kissed: on the lips.. 2 girls. on the cheek.. about 20. haha
Of cds i own:  not much. i like iPods better
Of scars on my body: a shitload. from random shit like the scars on my feet are from playing basketball or skateboarding with sandals on, the ones on my legs are from falling into a missing sidewalk square when i was 6, weird shit like that. hahaha.
Of things i regret: fucken shet!

YOUR THOUGHTS

i know: where you sleep
i want: i don't know what i want
i have: a FROZEN iPod >:[
i wish: a lot
i hate: when my 'best friends' betray the shit out of me
i fear: of losing people. oh wait, i already lost most of my friends.
i hear: 80s music.
i search: for nothing
i wonder:  a lot
i love: omar, my best friend alex & my cousin tina


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Currently Reading
The Virgin Suicides
By Jeffrey Eugenides
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damn, i am such a failure in life. haha. no seriously though. haaaaaa.


last night i got into an argument with my so-called "best friend".
i don't think i'm her best friend anymore though,
at least, i don't want to be.
i told her straight out.... "you're a bitch".
just like that. & i just spilled out everything i have needed & wanted to say to her since months before summer.
i didn't ever deserve any of that crap she did; fuck that.
i wonder what's gonna happen at school now. it would always be me, her & Alex walking around campus; talking about nothing.
i hope she stops walking with me.
pretty harsh, but i honestly don't care anymore.


today, i didn't go to school because i'm sick.
i don't wanna miss so much school because i want to keep in track with my school work in class & stuff.
oh yeah, today i recieved my grades. it sucks.
my mom had to wake me up at 8 in the morning while i'm fucking sick just to tell me, "you're so stupid & embarassing, you have 2 D's & you have so many lates. last semester you had 20 lates; this semester you had 18 lates. you have 38 lates altogether, so you're gonna go to 2 saturday schools. how embarassing. i think you're going to start 10th grade all over again. what's wrong with you!!!!?"
fucken shit. well, at least i tried right?
ha.


i feel like such a loser at home. i can never do anything right.
the only thing i CAN do is clean. clean clean clean. that's what my mom wanted me to do anyways. is to clean clean clean. so i clean. & i'm still not wanted here. HA. crap.


Good news today! i finished The Virgin Suicides. good book. i think i'm gonna rent the movie today...... -_-.


p.s. i'm for surely going to summer school. i hope i still get to go to Nebraska to see Tina though. i miss her & kelly.

 

 

i miss omar a whole lot.

 

 

p.s.s. THIS SITE IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION.


Sunday, February 05, 2006

Blah Blah Blah. I hate football. I hope I go to Omar's house today. I would watch football with him. T_T. Heheh.


Monday, January 30, 2006

Xanga is so boring to me.
There is never anything to blog about.
& no one comments me.
So what's the point?



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