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Thursday, January 19, 2006

 gonna start writing in here again cause i forgot my p-word cause im fucking lame like that.deal w/it.

 

OHSHT!

Nikki has a boyyyfriend Nikki has a boooyfrriiennd!

yeah his names Derek. and hes pretty much amazing. mhmmm be jealous

so 2day was aright.pretty much failed my English final. wateverim so over school. 4 finals down 2 more 2 go! heck yes bitches!and no schooool friiiday! BE JEALOUSSS hmmm welll that is all. i want lotsa comment. they make me smile

i remember that...*sigh*

 

 




Tuesday, January 17, 2006

new xanguurrrr

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

She put him out like the burnin end of a midnight cigarette
He broke her heart she spent her whole life tryin 2 forget
We watched her drink her pain away a lil at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
 
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

--Randdoomm Piicctuurreess--

Caseyy and me! gah she is so b-e-autiful<3

Karlee Amber and Me! aww i love them beautiful girls..<3

Me and my best friend...and now my angel in heaven..<//3 Rest In Peace beautiful..you were the best friend anyone could ask for..and you will never ever be forgotten...

Kisses for Karlee! LoveLove<33

Welllp that is all..COMMENTS? i think yes

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

 

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the

heartbreaker

 

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The End.

 


Monday, December 26, 2005

So today sucked assUgh i hate boys. i think im gonna stay single for a long time..Im sick of never feeling good enough for anyone. Im always getting used and abused. I give my heart out and always get it back shattered and torn. Im sick of it all.. Well 2day i hung out w/Jenny and Skyler..didnt realy do much..watched The Breakfast Club and I fell asleep cause ive seen that movie a bajillion zillion times..and i didnt realy get much sleep last night..then came home and now im w/Ashley watching another movie.Yerp....thats all that happened 2day. oh yeah fagfuck cheated on me..so i dumped him. and its over.im done getting fucking treated like im nothing. wanna trry? ill fucking kill you. kaythanksbye.

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Aww i love you Jenn!