yea..not much goin on here...its summer vication and I now have all this time for myself, Ive been going out a lot lately..kickin it with friends and cousins....u know how it is in the summer...always wanting to get out of the house....yea...well thats what ive been doin...heh being able to relax and chill with the poeple i want to be around with...yea its cool...yet i still feel hella down for some reason tho...dunno what it is but i feel alone as ive said before...i dunno whats goin on right now...a lot of stuff on my mind, im guessing its just a phase or somethin....but yea thats how i feel right now...BLAH, im hungry!

to much goin on this month...ah the pressure is gettin to me....ive been workin on this project thing for the passed two weeks....its an art thing where i have to do like 28 drawings, yea well...deadlines tomrw and i didnt finish.....ahh sucks cuz this project was ganna get me to go to some summer school classes down at CSSSA....it was ganna be hella sick.  I was ganna be chillen there for a month down at southern california over the summer away from home and shit, doin what i love to do, but yea i didnt finished....worked pretty hard on that shit too....im just kinda down....FUCK...to much things to worry about thats all....SATs on March 12, gatta get my work hours finished at school otherwise they'll kick me out, got christain service and shit to do by thursday....hella essays, and a veterans project due the end of this month...so much shit i could of been workin on other then do that stupid CSSSA project i didnt even finished....damn...im hella down...fuck all good....its no use feeling sorry for myself just gatta keep my head up...u know...

felt like writing somethin....haha been a while since ive been here but its up and running again, cuz im back...haha...w/e tho, imma hella pinp out this page in the next few days cause i got nothin better to do....yea yea well shit off to do some of that homework...

*sigh*

all good tho ill ill update some other time haha...

schools comin up and summer is ending...didnt get to kick it with a certain somone as much as i wanted to...and i still havent started the 2 books i needed to read over the summer, haha i also got some unfinshed reports that need to be turned in the first day of school....haha, what a start to another fucked up year at Jesuit...cheers to me! haha no worries, its not like schools important to me anyways...

hmm....i dont really feel like writin about my unevenful life...cuz that would just be a waste of time....me rambling on aout shit u guys dont really care about...so ill end it here for now...

†For those ppl that have lost thier lives this summer RIP my friends, even if i didnt know u...hopefully u guys are in a better place now†