Yeah...I know...I haven't written in ages....but I've decided to start writing again....for today at least....I can't say about tomorrow....or the day after that....or the day after that too....but anywayz...
Things that have been going on in my life these past few...what?...months or so??? (Gee...has it been that long???)....
I got pregnant.....in my dream. Yup...I dreamt that I was pregnant and then I had a little baby. It was adorable my little baby...although it didn't really look anything like me or anyone else that I knew. In fact it looked more Caucasian / Italian than Asian. And it was really really really tiny....just like me...hahah. I was really weird....coz I was holding it and feeding it....and then it just got up and started to walk all by itself....and then it grew up really fast....so by the end of the dream it was a teenage boy already. I remember how it felt to be a mother in my dream....it felt great....but then I was also worried about what everyone would say about me with a baby when I wasn't even married....weird weird weird....
Learning about autism in my Com Dis class. It's a really interesting topic....maybe because I find that I myself have a lot of autistic characteristics....not that I AM autistic...but I've always wondered if maybe I was on the borderline or something. But then again...I'm always wondering if I have this kind of disorder or that....like a few days ago I was reading a memoir called "Beautiful Stranger" of a woman who had obsessive-compulsive disorder...and every little passage she wrote it seemed like I could totally relate to. Hmm....maybe I have the disorder that's called "always looking inside yourself to find what kind of disorder you might have"....it could be possible....I mean there are sooooo many weird kinds of disorders and phobias in the world....maybe there's one like my one... = )
Speaking of books....reading one called "Adam's navel" now....did u know that we all have hair covering our entire bodies when we're still in our mother's tummy?....Then before birth it all goes away or something.....that's why some people with disorders come out looking like hairy wolves...coz the hair stayed instead of falling off......
Painting in "Introduction to Painting" (duh). It's fun...but I've discovered that I suck at it. Well at least I suck at the sort of "painting by numbers" thing that we're doing now. I guess I'm just not a person who can do her art in tiny tiny strokes that take huge concentration to get into just the right size and shape....stuff like detailed pencil drawings and painting all the little textures onto a scarf (which is what I have to do in my piece now) just aren't for me....I like charcoal....splatter paint....stuff that I can just dump and sweep all over the paper....maybe I'm just plain lazy.....either way...my painting sucks....
Totally...completely....in love with Muenster cheese. Cheese has always been good....but Muenster is the best....!!! 
One more thing....trying to figure out ways to stop my hair from growing so quickly....it's really annoying getting a haircut that I really like only to have it grow out of it in like two days.... ><!!! | 
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....still...we had fun...
