Memories...

So J just mentioned he was reading my xanga, which got me to thinking about when I started it. I wanted to complain about Annie. Yes, my adorable, loveable, incredibly loud, would be roommate from freshman year. I don't know why I singled her out. Dana and Kelly were the horrible ones! I guess it was that weird transitioning period in our lives where we were all like "I miss my mommy!" and still in those high school click thingys (cause they all went away...) Well anyway, I remember I got a nasty comment on something I said, like Annie is loud, and she was mad. HAHA. Now she knows shes loud, and we get along wonderfully, even though she has all of my CDs. So I got to reading all the OLD stuff. Remember the great flood of '04 in the South main lounge? Or meeting Kristen because of it? Or my first meeting with Kim and Melissa, back before I knew Alayna, but still didn't like her becasue she talked to Dave... Or remember the Dave thing itself? Oh my, good times that freshman year was. And then theres Ben. I sometimes still see him, and yes, I still get excited when I hear his kooky Boston accent. I just can't help it. I don't even know what my obsession is with him, he was the only RA ever in my life to be mean to me, and yet, still the best in my book. Graduation takes a lot of great people out of your life, but I guess you gotta move on to find the ones that are suppossed to be in your life forever.

END!

lets see. i guess it's been a while. TJ and I broke up. It seems he has been lying to me, for ever, but that not why we broke up. Whatever. I can't believe I ever actually thought I loved him, you know? Its like everyone told me he was an ass hole, and I never wanted to believe it. And there here I was feeling sorry for him, like I broke his heart or something, and hes in love with someone else, and I'm the one left feeling upset. I thought I hated him, but I really don't, you know? I thought It was going to work out, but we grew apart. I took the road thats gonna make me a responsible upstanding adult, and he took the road thats gonna land him a wonderful job as a cashier for the rest of his life, living with friends, leeching off other people. I'm cool with it. Actually, I feel like I'm going to throw up, but its only becasue I'm thinking about all the time that i spent with him that I can't get back, and the things I gave him. Whatever.

Soooooo. I guess now that I've told every one about the ending of something horrible, I can tell you about the begining of something wonderful. Jason. He is just wonderful. Its kinda creepy how alike we are. We're both fun, like big kids. Oh, and hes a nerd. I like nerds. We went to the mall last wednesday, after our plans of walking around the Ave. were thwarted by rain. There was an AMAZING first kiss, in the bookstore of all places, and a second date of course. We went to see a movie Saturday with his little brother and his son. The movie was good, but I must say, I didn't really pay all that much attention. Then we went back to his house to watch Cars, cuz I hadn't seen it yet. He asked me to be his girlfriend, in like THE best possible way. Oh, I missed the second half of Cars too.  I can't wait to see him again, he's just the best, oh, and his son is awesome too. If you know me at all, you know my addiction to Jake, well, Cameron is just like Jake, only a litle older. Yes, I think I am going to be very happy with this new relationship...

oh, and if you are reading this and you have not seen Happy Feet yet, please go do so! It was wonderful! :)