BACK TO DOIN ME....

thas wassup!

all the hatin bitches need to back the fuck up!!!forreal...

(AND JUS SO EVERYONE KNOWS KYLE BATES IS THE MOSTIMPORTANT MAN IN MY LIFE LOL :)

love you and miss you !!//x0x0//

damn! so much as happened! haha...alotta things changed, realized im really feelin somebody ;) but i cant say their name or they might feel too special! lol jp... but forreal been hangin out with my girl kc d just about everyday... when im not stayin up till 4:30 in the morning to right essays and do chem lab reports!!! i guess you gotta get some school shit done tho or it'd just be a nonstop party...! haha. oh wellllllllllllllll... not TOOOOOO much new goin on.  Been workin out at the rpac lately, ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME! hahaha. Today I did 6 miles on the bike then I did like 2.5 miles on the stair step thing.... and then I did abs for like 20 minutes.... ID SAY THAS A RECORD... oh well gotta get in shape cuz i been bein LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYY.  can't wait for spring!!!!!!!!!! it's going to be soooooooo nice out and ill have intramural sball and then after spring comes summer.... OH SHIT! that means an apartment in columbus, maybe a little puggle, and tournament sball time! THAS WHATS UP  alriiiiiight, well im freakin freezin cuz i haven't gotta shower yet and i just got back from workin out... nasty i know but its makin me colddddd! so ima get offa here and then kc wants me to go to ledos with her ... its some girls bday... soooooo might be doin that! Either way get at me! I MISS EVERYBODY !!! hope everybodys havin fun! love yaz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aw aint it cute... haaaa... gotta love em.

mmm... alright let's see whats been goin on... not too much!!

went home friday night and then came back up to osu monday for the bball game! me and kc D went b/c she didn't have to work! so that was cooooool... mmm then me and her been eatin way too much taco bell thas for damn sure! but ill worry about that later! ha!... then last nite... we went to ledo's for a little bit then... GUESS WHAT... we got taco bell AGAIN... but i hadn't eaten so its alright lol.... we drank a little then went to her 'guy friends'  ... and we drank some more there.... i was pretty ummm.... idk... messed up both ways... haha that shit was great. i think i was on the phone a little tooooooooooo much but oh well. i was gone so its alright. but yeahhhhhhhh now im chillen ... i think im either going back home 2nite or tomorrow! not sure yet. we were gonna go when kc got off work 2nite but my mom said its supposed to get bad out so we might wait till tom. not sure! but anywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... yeah... damn i wish i could just do this all the time and not hafta worry about school shit! but oh well.... alright im about to pass out for a lil bit! ill write on here laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

LOVE YAZ!!!

little tipsy lol...

aww... i guess its a big deal cuz hes smiling! atleast thas what he said! ha gotta love him.

DAMN!

so much shit has happened ... i don't know i love this place though! haa... bet you guys didn't know that..But forreal I'm confused as hell right now... feeling shady about some things. I just don't know... Found out some people are pretty shady too, even though they tryn to act like they aren't... it's alright though! Yeah we'll see what goes down with all that!

ME AND J DOUBLE WENT TO THE VIRGINIA TECH GAME... that was ridiculous! It was a good game that's for sure... even though we didn't play real good for the most part... Oh well you'll have that! They won that's all that matters...!I'll put some pictures on here that I took! They're pretty good... haa... mannnnnnnnnn this next week is going to suck!!! I got finalls monday tuesday thursday. Finals that i have not been studyin for AT ALL.... so basically they're prolly gonna kick my ass... but u know... its all about havin fun right lol ... im doin that thas all that matters right now... haaa... !

I can't wait to start workin out and stuff again... me sarah and jamie i think are gonna start workin out everyday when i get home... I think were gonna hit and throw n shit too cuz none of us have done that for awhile! That'll be sweet... i miss it~! :( ... But I just found out tryouts for club are when I get back from break... so i gotta get back to my game b4 then...!! LOGANNNNNNNN... HOLLA! lol... alright well im done with this for now! once again i have so much shit i need to be doin but nope im on here bn dumb... i got psych in like a half hour so i gosta go...

LOVE YOU GUYS... (and i promise i am comin home sometime girls... haha~! )

haha i had to put those on there.... they just crack me up!!!

k and j double. HOLLA. lol.--

Lyfe-Hypothetically...

What if I broke our monogamous agreement
What if I told you I lied but didn’t mean it
What if my one mistake
had the potential to break
up our happy home
Would you wanna know
What if I confessed it and though she didn’t mean nothing since it happened
You’re thinking about leaving
What if I suppressed it
and made a vow to never mess with another
Is it cool for me to smother the facts
Is it cool for me to cover my tracks
if you’d never know
Or would me not being honest hurt you more

Hypothetically of course
Are there some things better left unsaid
Or would you rather know instead
Hypothetically of course
Are there some wars not worth fighting
Some tears not worth crying out
Hypothetically of course
What if this happened to you
what would you want me to do

Well what if I told you that I had a confession
What if I said 4 years ago when we were arguing
he came to comfort me and I wound up pregnant
And I just can’t say for sure
if the baby’s yours
And what if I confessed it and it turns out not to be your baby after you get tested
And it destroys what we’ve been blessed with
What if I suppress it ‘cause technically you’re the baby’s daddy anyway
Is it wrong for me to want you to stay
Would you rather have me tear you away
From the only family you know
Or is this just too big a secret to keep it on the low

Would you wanna know
Would you wanna know
Tell me what you'd do
Tell me what you'd do
Would you walk away or would you stay
Would you wanna know
Would you wanna leave the past behind us
Or are you afraid that one day it might find us
Would it even matter
Could it even matter
Should it even matter
Hypothetically
hypothetically of course..

i love you mom and kyle more than anything in the world!!!.....

my lil cousin callie :) isn't she adorable!!

me n kyle! I LOVE HIM :)

me and my other lil cousin tyler!!isnt he cute. lol

me and c....he was... mmm yeah a LITTLE tipsy ;)

clay bn his fine azz self... lol

thats all i got for you playas right now... :) :) :) ***