Love to the Graybill family

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Finally looking forward to Prom {{ Cinco De Mayo }}

Love to everyone especially Catherine, Jeff, and Sarah

I had a really really really weird dream last night.

I dreamt that Hannah and me were driving to go someplace with smallgroup. We were too far ahead of everybody else. We were following 4 different colored cars. They looked like the cars from the game life. And they were all drunk drivers and they kept running into eachother. Hannah kept following them really close and I was like "Hannah hang back they're drunk drivers and they're going to run into us" and Hannah's like "well they're pissing me off". And I was like "Yeah, man I know." 2 seconds later we're hit by one of the drivers. For some reason I was stuck and I was very very very weak, like someone knocked the life out of me but Im not sure what actually was wrong with me. I was all wet like my hair was stuck to my face and I was crying and I was in so much pain, but again, I don't know what was wrong. It was so fricking surreal and insane. We had to go to the hospital where somebody was carrying me like a baby in their arms ( no stretcher of course ) and I was just in the most discomfort ever. In my dream, I really thought I was going to die. Then there was this guy there that they walked me over to. He was a male nurse but he was someone I know that's a little older than me but I cannot figure out who the crap it was. When I first woke up, I knew, but now I can't remember for the life of me. In my dream I was just crying and crying and I was like reaching for this guy and I was hugging him and trying to kiss him and tell him I loved him, and I really felt like I loved him, it was weird. Anyway he was kind of like nervous about all that and I was devastated because he didnt kiss back they just carried me to my room. I was mad because me and Hannah had to share a room with Katie Whaley and the other girls from small group and I was like "They weren't even in a car crash!" The male nurse took care of us and then Hannah was all better and she got to hang out with him cuz she could walk again ( I dunno why she couldn't walk before) and I got jealous because I was like "God damn it hannah I like the male nurse!" and then we were in the hospital cafeteria and we fought about it and she kicked me in the knees and I said "HANNAH! You know you can't kick somebody in the knees like that after they've been ina car accident!" and she was like "OK OK I'm sorry" and then we were friends. Days and days passed and I waited and waited for my parents to come pick me up but I didn't want them to come because I really really liked the guy nurse. My parents didn't come so Phil came and got me. We stopped at a yardsale on the way home because my 3rd grade teacher Mrs. Shearer was having it and she needed us to take her 3rd grade class inside cuz it was raining. Then Phil got a speeding ticket so we had to carry all of my stuff home on Springville Road (all this right after I got out of the hospital). Phil was a huge help and carried everything and then bought me a tea set at another yardsale. I got home and my parents were like "So how was it?" And I'm like "how was what, the car accident?" and they're like "yeah" like I went on an effing fieldtrip.

QUESTION MARKS AND EXCLAMATION POINTS.

So, I've been going crazy for like 2 weeks now feeling really down one minute and up the next....there's a name for that....manic depressive?????

:- )

But, life is slowly but surely looking better since Sunday. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world but lose his soul in the process? Makes sense. Thanks, Jesus!

And so yeah, I thought of a good alternative to prom if things don't work out so I'm feeling pretty good about that too.

The jazz concert last night was AmAzInG...you can't deny it...it was really good...Mr. Noble even said we "...did a good job. I was pleased, very pleased." He's the only person I know that uses the word "pleased"....its a strange word, really. Most people say "It went well I was happy" Not Nobes, no, "Pleased".

Yesterday I had my IEP where Mrs. Stallings reads what all my teachers say about me. Mrs Ruane: "Katie struggles at time with concepts. Some say she is annoying, and she is. But I love her in her own annoying way. " THANKS.
Mr. Noble: "Katie is very social. Good music ability, but does not attend lessons. ANY lessons. She did well at the beginning of the year, and participated in District Band, but must practice if she wishes to repeat next year. Doing very well in jazz band."
                           Did you see that correctly? Doing very well in jazz band....ahh!!    
                                     That is sooooo cool!!!
Ms. Ferrel: "Katie has an 89% in Health. At times, has trouble staying in her seat and actively listening in class. Other times, she is very appropriate and a good participant. She seems to be slightly impulsive at times." Slightly impulsive???! Slightly impulsive. How...how....POPPYCOCK! that is nonsense. Impulsive...The ONLY time I have ever done anything impulsive was banging on the wall, playing the penis game with sarah and occasionally yelling DOOOOOOOOOOOOCtor Ferrelllllll! but c'mon. that was like, 4 times. And the occasional Anferny Wieland voice. Pfft.

Impulsive my ass.

Don't worry, be happy. Life is good, no matter how bad you make it seem.

I love you guys.

I just wanted to say to everybody I'm sorry for treating anyone and everyone like shit lately. I'm gonna try not to be such a biotch. I know I say this a lot but...I'm sorry and I love you.

I been up and down, but life is freaking good so just hit me if I'm acting mopey.

YOU ALL MY BOYS AND GIRLS

Lemme see ya grillz

- Skip runs in crazily, looks around, rushes out. -

"Wait...what just happened?" - Me, concerned

"Sigh. I dont know, apparently someone set the cigarette butt thing on fire."

                     -Kayton, apathetically