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Monday, July 14, 2008




he went for a leisurely walk to soothe a heavy mind,
filled with questions that had answers he couldn't find.

three hundred and sixty-five days had come and gone,
still the figure remained despondent and forlorn.

trying to shrug off a bad episode that wouldn't depart,
thinking how to keep a man and his own shadow apart.

was that possible, or even necessary?
in himself was always the adversary.

perhaps his thought in itself was the problem's root,
a whole lot of mind work without any productive fruit.

while his mind stayed there remaining troubled,
little was he aware his problem had just doubled.


Sunday, July 06, 2008


i have always been a great fan of modern art...


... and meet my picasso. (taken during happier days between him and the furniture)


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

am i good enough? i won't even begin to deceive myself into thinking that i have got what it takes.

am i shameless enough to give it a shot all the same? for better or for worse, i do believe the answer is yes.

and i will only be young (and foolish enough) to do this once, so i'm going for it anyway.


Saturday, June 28, 2008

the price of fillial piety

can't think of that many other reasons i'd be putting on a silly blue bathing robe and looking like a learned idiot. leaves me wishing that i would be stuck on the job for the day, but oh well, i suppose my disappointment is better than my parents'. is there really any sense of accomplishment or joy in graduation? i believe working life has come in quickly - almost too quickly to be true - to cancel that out.


Monday, June 23, 2008

Currently Reading
The House of God: The Classic Novel of Life and Death in an American Hospital
By Samuel Shem
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When dreaming, I'm guided to another world. Time and time again, at sunrise I fight to stay asleep. 'Cuz I don't want to leave the comfort of this place. 'Cuz there's a hunger, a longing to escape from the life I live when I'm awake. So let's go there, let's make our escape. Come on, let's go there... let's ask, can we stay?

Can you take me higher, to a place where blind men see?
Can you take me higher, to a place with golden streets?

meaningful lyrics always make the nice songs sound even more wonderful.

and i'm somewhat elated or possibly even somewhat relieved - looks like i found the answer to a question i had been asking myself these past few days, and it was just the answer i could live with... (full credit to keepbreathing.wordpress.com)

Rule Number Four: The Patient is the One with the Disease

the rule isn’t a callous statement about physical pain or a degrading statement about the health of sick people. It’s a warning, a reminder that if you forget which side of the bedrails you’re on you’ll be unable to function. It doesn’t mean that we can’t feel bad for them; quite the contrary. It’s a reminder that if you carry the sympathy too far, if you take things personally and dwell on them, you’ll die a little bit inside every day.

Be careful out there. Don’t forget which side of the rails you’re on.



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