okay so as yall know i have told you that my life sucks right now. i am really bad with finances and i caint keep any money on me and i like to spend it all. i am also having a major boy problem and have been very hurt by one that i really like. not going to mention names. and work is pissen me off. ever since i moved to general merchandise i have had no money and no hours to give me the money i used to make. it fuckin sucks. i dont know what to do. all i can say is that i caint wait to move back to grocery where i will be back to makin more money and gittin more hours and hopefully my life will be better. cause i had no problems when i was there and my life was so easy and i was happy. but i guess we will see what happens. anywho so how is everybody doin. yall need to comment me more. i feel like no one loves me. well got to go. i am tierd. love yall

drea

merry christmas everybody. i hope that your wishes came true and that yall got what you wanted. i kno i didnt but hey thats life right. if ya wanna kno details give me a call if you have the number. if not is 419-4574. i will be in bed cryin.

love ya

drea

hey yall what is up. notta lotta here. i am just gittin ready to go git amy from skewl and then head off to work. i am ready for another day off. this sucks. i am gittin to be really tierd again like i was when i was workin in grocery and there almost everyday. but anywho. so yea i have good news to tell everyone but i caint say anythin until it actually happens. but lets just say it is going to make me a very happy person. i am finaly done wit skewl for the semester. i am happy about that. one month of no skewl god its nice. i just hope they give me plenty of hours at work in the month that i am off because i really need the money. and i made myself available 6 days a week so you would think they would take advantage of that even though i dont like doin that i had to because i need to pay for school and gas and food. but anywho so yall need to fill me in on your lives. let me kno whats up. i havnt talk to yall in what seems forever. well got to go. i am runnin a little late. git-r-done. love yall

drea

So yea it is gittin pretty close to christmas. gee it came quick. so yea life is goin okay. i am still tryin to hook up with this guy that i really like. it is gittin close but well see what happens.but anywho i just was givin a little insite on what is up. comment me

luv ya drea

hey yall. what is goin on. notta lotta here. i am just chillin. gittin ready to go to bed because startin tom i have finals. i caint wait. because after monday i am done with college for a fuckin month. it is awsome. i wish high school was like that. it would have been great. but anywho so yea my life is splended. work is not giving me very many hours so i am basicaly broke all the time and i am not gittin along with one of the managers which makes my job hard on me when she is workin. god it sucks. oh and then there is this regular that comes in all the time with his kid and like the other day he was in there and talk in to me and tellin me how he graduated from kearney in 97 and then like an hour later he came back and was lookin at the movies in the movie area and askin if i had seen this movie and if it was any good and i told him no because i hadnt see it and shit and then he said the real reason he was there was because he was wantin my number so he could take me out to dinner and a movie. that scared the shit out of me. i told him there is no point be cause i am workin all the time and goin to school and that my parents dont allow phone calls after 8( which we all kno is a lie) and then he was in again today and just stared at me and i am really creeped out. i dont kno what to do about it. i am also scared that i am going to do bad on my finals and have to retake some classes. and i am really stressed and just havin guy problems. like there is this guy that i like right now that is younger than me ( nd no that doesnt bother me) and i am scared that he doesnt like me back even tho he shows signs of it. i dont kno it might be that i am just scared of rejection.but anywho i will talk to yall later. love ya.

dre